so many topics get discussed here, that it sometimes makes my head spin…but, it all pretty much centers on "the photographic life" and how we can all best "live it"…yes, the photographs themselves are indeed our final "net worth", yet getting to these photographs , this incomparable journey, is an entity in and of itself…

this is not exactly "news"…but, i never cease to be inspired by this simple simple fact that this journey is unending  and leads us down paths we would never go down without our cameras in hand….seeing something, being a part of something "for the very first time", just gets me BUZZING in way that unfortunately i cannot really put into words…

last night was such an experience…the owner of my building in New York is an Hasidic man …Nachman…a man hard to know, hard to "figure out", rarely speaks, and seems mostly to want his rent check on time…i have never signed a legal piece of paper in my three years in the now almost famous "kibbutz" building and my "business" with Nachman is all eye contact and a hand shake…it works….i pay my rent on time and that is that….i have asked  Nachman from time to time if i could photograph is  family…he always says no…three years worth of  NO..

just one day before i went down to the beach to be with my family, Nachman stopped by to get his rent  check….he sat down….for a long 20 minutes or so….even smiled…he invited Mike and Marie and me to his daughter’s wedding….nobody else in the building was invited  and we were the only non-Jewish guests to be…this wedding was last night and i had absolutely zero time to go, but i went anyway…with ten rolls of 220  Tri-X (not enough)…

i will get to the point….i think most of you know that i have been blessed with being able to make photographs almost every day since i was 12 or so…  some might  think by now that i would have "seen it all"…maybe even bored with having seen it all…surely i have "been around the block" a few times…however, even i continue to be amazed at being amazed…

what i witnessed last night, or rather what i was a "part of" last night at the  wedding , was definitely a "for the very first time" immersion  ….

a brand new never saw this before didn’t know this happened before what is going to happen next i am not prepared and i am missing everything kind of experience…do you know this feeling??

if only i had any kind of insight or knowledge or "guide" or anything, but i had to take it "straight up"…no clues…no "map"…Nachman smiled watching me "work"…and all i could think of was that i had better get something "good enough" to make Nachman happy…

i was not thinking about you or my Magnum mates or anybody to "satisfy" except Nachman….somehow i was working for HIM…..yet, he did not ask me to take one single picture of anything in particular and i offered to do so ….he has seen my "work in  progress" on my walls, has never commented on any of it, and yet he seemed to know exactly what i was doing and what i would do  and  he let me roll roll roll…

 

Hasid

when Marie and i sat down briefly last night to "review the evening" we commented to each other…."now THAT is what photography is all about…."  to be so so INSIDE and to bear witness to something that you would NEVER have seen otherwise…even the other Hasidics did not see or experience what i did….i moved freely from the "men’s side" to the "women’s side", so NOBODY actually experienced the wedding in quite the way that did i…

ENERGY  comes from these moments….our "raison d’ete"…all of the other "stuff" that we all have to put up with in our often frustrating craft  ,  totally disappears  when we slide into the  warm arms of real discovery  and enlightenment….

don’t tell anybody, but i only left the party (yes, Hasidics party!!)  when i RAN OUT OF FILM!!…but,  i think the  moment was over anyway…at least, that is what i keep telling myself….i do not even want to know  what happened later…regrets??  oddly , no….

oh yes, did i get any good pictures??  quien sabe…i made all of my usual mistakes…i only hope i have something that Nachman will like…

i would just like to see him smile one more time…

       

532 thoughts on “for the very first time…”

  1. Hi DAH – wow – i don’t think I have been the first to post before. I have been in Perpignan for 3 days now and just stopped to get online. The wedding sounded wonderful. I would love to see a few frames from it. I think it says a lot about you and who you are that he invited you, Mike and Marie to attend.

    Look forward to seeing you soon!! xo

  2. David, to be INSIDE: to hear YES is so, so sweet. Photography must be the only way to get inside other families, cultures, situations beyond our normal everyday experience etc. So why do so many of us find it so difficult to ask for permission to photograph? Maybe because we don’t want to hear NO – so we put off asking and miss the moment. No seems so final but, as you show here, sometimes it means not-yet. Sometimes you have to ask more than once. Interestingly I E-Mailed a Jewish organisation last Sunday evening to ask for permission to photograph their Community. No answer so far. I’d like to just turn up and talk my way in but, with my speech problems, it’s not gonna happen! Wish me luck, if I don’t get a reply I know where they meet once a week and maybe I’ll just turn up. What’s the worst that can happen? They say No?

    Best wishes to the newly-weds in the last post and good to hear that your Mom is improving.

    Mike.

  3. DAH – just got caught up on the previous blog. I read that you wanted to meet Eric at The Park – FYI – the bar is now gone. They changed it a bit. Breakfast is in a different location too. But no lounge area anymore. Just wanted you to know….

  4. GINA….

    my oh my…i am barely going to make my flight!! but, i do hope to see you tomorrow..

    MARCIN…

    yes, i want to save all my family work until later…maybe by the end of the year, i will have something to show you..and even then, i will not have very many….

    the picture posted now is from a very brief visit with some Hasidics that i did i think two months or so ago when i was doing the New York essay for the Air France commission….

    by the way, we are still working on doing something in Poland….wishing we meet soonest…

    cheers, david

    cheers, david

  5. david alan harvey

    GINA….

    why in the world did they take that bar area away??? nice “hang” spot….

    AUDREY…ERIC…

    ok, now no place to meet!! hmmmmm, well, just meet me in the Park Hotel lobby at 5:30pm wednesday and we will find a coffee shop somewhere…

  6. David,

    wishing we meet soonest too. If you need that I should do something, help something let me know. You will have workshop, exhibition? exhibition it is good idea!
    Have a nice time in perpignan. I wish be there.

    cheers

  7. david alan harvey

    ALL…

    ok, i am “off” until i get to France tomorrow morning…and even then i will be “on” very little…

    Perpignan gang…in case you missed my note, let’s try to meet about 12 noon sunday Cafe le Poste for breakfast meeting…then go to the beach to get over whatever happens to us at the saturday night fete…

    we will run into each other all over the place, but that is the best i can think of for a PLAN….or is “plan” even a real word at Perpignan??

    cheers, au revoir, david

  8. Interesting that after all this time you have retained the “butterflies”, the sense that must make a mindful effort else you may not get the results you want, the sense or fear that success is not guaranteed. I think, myself, that if this challenge is no longer present the work will suffer.

    Thanks for sharing the experience

  9. Dear David,

    My mother passed away in the early hours of this morning after an illness which has slowly destroyed her since January. It was peaceful and painless at home with her family at her bedside.

    I just want to say that your post put a much needed smile on my face during what is a very very sad day.

    Thank You.

    Cheers,

    Justin

  10. david alan harvey

    JUSTIN…

    i just came back for a quick “peek” and saw your note…

    please know that my heart is with you in the loss of your mother…we should all be so blessed as to have our families at our side when it is time to go…

    you are a fine man indeed…and i am sure you give credit to your parents for much of who you are…

    a warm hug and love, david

  11. Justin…
    a big hug also from me, I know there are no words, but sometimes friends near to you gives the warm for a little bit.

    For David and Gina and Audrey,
    I’m also in Perpignan, with random internet. Breakfast is at the PAMS hotel. People meet after the evening slideshow at the bar at le Castillet.
    May be I also will be at the hall tomorrow with Audrey;

    The Post, it’ a kind of way of life to be inside, I always try, sometimes you need a entiere life, sometime three years and somethimes five minutes, just a breath or a mind viewor a glance

    … it get me crasy to write with french pc keyboard..

    here it’s summer
    no i-phone but….

  12. While studying in Israel I once ended up as a guest for shabat lunch in a hasidic home in Sefad and despite my being jewish I had no idea of how to behave. The man was very pious and serious but at a certain point he broke in a wide smile so warm the feeling was “i would just like to see him smile one more time…”.
    Does it have anything to do with the deep commitment to a faith?

  13. I’ve seen now that the meeting is for Audrey and Eric. They qre not stqying for the evening;
    So we can meet later. May be with the other the 4 evening in Le castillet.
    I’ve seen a lot of exhibition.. some of them impressive, some remarquable some other less… but everything here is so interesting. Also slideshow and meeting with photographer tailing their story

  14. Justin, may you and your family find peace during this time of loss. When my mother died at an advanced age I thought I was ready. I was not. Maybe we never are. Please know I’m holding you and your family in my heart.

    Patricia

  15. JUSTIN, I’m so sorry to hear of your troubles. Nothing anyone can say is ever adequate at a time like this, so my heart goes out to you and your family.

  16. Gustavo Aragon Gracia

    hola david

    i just want to say for justin sorry man but is good to know that your family was there thats the way that good people pass away
    good bless you justin

  17. D A H

    jeeeezzz. you made me want to real off a long.. long and slightly magical story.. amazing to be able to see what no other could.. have an experience which no amount of money could buy.. something new, every day.. a fitting mantra for a good mind.

    love the landlord.. just the kind of guy it’s a pleasure to do business with.. for rent at least.

    fingers crossed for the snaps.. i have only ever photoed weddings for friends and they have always been a gas.. a real treat and privilege..

    okay.. lasagna for dinner.. must save digression until another time.. when perhaps i will bring up the emperor of unique experiences – coincidence..
    ahh.. how coincidence has fed, nurtured and taught through unimaginable situations which could never have been planned.

    PEP people.. safe travels and see you next year.

    love to all.

  18. DAVID…

    You probably won’t see this comment for a while but I’d love to know..

    “oh yes, did i get any good pictures?? quien sabe…i made all of my usual mistakes…”
    WHAT ARE YOUR USUAL MISTAKES? I certainly know what mine are…It’s good to know that even you make mistakes. :))

    What were Michael and Marie doing during all of this shooting of yours? Assisting you? I’m sure they were dying to shoot…but maybe were not able to? Curious to know…

    I just encountered a similar situation at a Hispanic fiesta I attended. I know EXACTLY what you mean…I’ve encountered it over and over again, especially in India. NOTHING beats that feeling of discovery. Thank goodness in this day and age these new experiences are still possible. It has not ALL been seen and done. Haven’t edited my new work yet but got some shots I’m happy with and look forward to sharing.

    Have been to my share of jewish weddings but never a hasidic one! Looking forward to seeing your photos. Glad you enjoyed.

    JUSTIN…
    Glad that you can smile among the tears. So sorry. My mother has been “gone” for 16 years now and not a day goes by that I don’t think of her, talk to or dream of her. Cherish the good memories.

  19. AUDRAY …
    :))) Yesss! Friday 16:00!!

    PERPIGNAN CREW
    unfortunately I cannot tell if I can be there on sunday later on the day because we are leaving on sunday and …we have a hotel on our way somewhere (cannot check it right now because Tony booked it and he is sound asleep.

    Just met Gina today in front of the Park and Sean in Pams. It is always amazing to meet people in person … You have never met before but know so much about each other and can go right on talking … By the way Gina is wonderful and Sean absolutely great, too. We spent some hours in the (new?) meetingpoint/bar at Hotel Pams and … needless to say he is really doing his thing – very focussed, very straightforward, very positive, very professional. A great guy and I hope you will meet him.
    We just stopped shortly to meet Gina as our paths went different ways this afternoon, but we will be seeing each other tomorrow night after the show in this very famous “mail” cafe. By the way it is really not to be missed… right next to the castle like “castillet”. Don’t worry, you will find it.

    The conference center is still half empty… About a third of the agencies are ready to roll, a third is building up and a third has not shown up yet. Canon is still installing their hardware so I could not test their A3 printers today. Will try to do so tomorrow.

    It got a little fuller today than it was yesterday. It was good to end up seeing all the exhibitions before it gets too crowded. Especially the upper floor of the Couvent des Minimes. All small windows closed, not enough oxygen, very warm and… the most upsetting pictures! For the first time I felt a little sick of my stomach … and I know not which of the factors were responsible. Probably all of them. In fact … i had in my bag this little pseudo-documentation of Mosocho and Kisumo (december 2006), and I saw this one picture on the wall of a lot of bodies in a morgue a very aesthetical photo… It read ” Kisumo , January 11, 2008. Thousands of Kikuyus, members of Kenya’s largest tribe, disappeared from Kisumo, making it the first city to be ethnically cleansed. Victims of post-electoral violence are seen at the morgue.”
    You could not see faces and I was so thankful for that … after all I got to know quite a lot of them – wonderful, nice, good people … like the rest of them … at the end of 2006 when everybody was so full of hope and positive about their future and the future of the country.

    And I remember I have not been able to reach any of them after the riots… Only some Kisii at Mosocho. I thought the internet was not accessible … but now I think otherwise … If the town was “cleaned” then there is nobody left… Or almost nobody…

    Damn it!!!!!

    I leave you now for today…

  20. David

    I really enjoyed reading last few posts of yours…if one goes by the titles, it may not seem related to photography, yet when one reads the posts, one realizes how relevant and related they were to life and photography. it is great that you share these thoughts.

    by the way, i found an interesting thing…if i just reverse the order of your last three posts, it becomes…

    1. for the very first time…
    2. commitment….
    3. babies etc…

    wonder what comes next!!! :)

  21. love and hugs to Justin, I have the same feelings 5 years ago when my father passed away. Very difficult even to remember.
    keep the strenght…not easy I know
    i am really sorry

  22. JUSTIN……

    i am so sorry to hear about your mom’s death and if it were in my power to swallow some of your own grief, surely each of us would, just as each of your family members now must share and swallow and carry one another….but know this too…you are not alone…

    there is little i can do to offer comfort but maybe to offer some words of condolescences and light…

    as Akaky wrote, it is impossible for me, for any of us really, to lighten grief, to fill you with something that will ballast all the sadness and emptiness that at the moment you and the rest of your family is enduring. But, i want to just tell you a small and simple thing:

    you are not alone.

    That you mother was well loved by you and your family means that though you shall no longer be able to see her or listen to her or touch her, please rest assured that she has not, not for a moment, left you: she know lives inside you, thrives and sings and enlightens you, all the corners and cornices of your body and your heart and your life, for those we love do not leave us, but simply transform. I know it, at this time, is small comfort but please no that in a sense you mom is not within you in that place that she shall never be able to venture far or from which you will no longer be able to depart…in the space of the size of you heart…

    my father once told me, long ago, that i would never understand anything, not a simple damn thing until the moment either he or my mom would die. I am here to tell you that you are sadder today, but you are stronger and wiser than I and you must share that strength and the wisdom, all that light that your mom fed you with, must share that, must take that grief and stone-quarry sadness and speak out into the world of what you now know…that your grief can become love lit large for all of those who loved your mom and all the places and spaces she touched…

    you were born fit for this, she gave you that extraordinary gift…

    those we love die, but they do not disappear: we become them, just as we were of them to begin with…

    in this moment of grief, i send you love and light and hugs from me and marina and dima…and please no that you are not alone…wearied, but you are now stronger…

    sing out to your mom, her voice is your voice now…

    all the best, and love from the 3 of us…

    bob

  23. SUBHRAJIT BASU… said:

    1. for the very first time…
    2. commitment….
    3. babies etc…

    wonder what comes next!!! :)

    Posted by: Subhrajit Basu | September 02, 2008 at 04:10 PM

    Hey S.B… ;-)))))

    XXX , comes next… or comes FIRST…
    because with no XXX…
    there is no BABIES… and with NO Babies… no particular reason
    for COMMITMENT…!!!!!!!!!
    make sense????
    again, ;-))))))))

    … maybe AKAKY or HERVE can help resolve all that…
    peace…
    ps:remember…xxx, first… because NO SEX, NO LIFE…
    stopped driving for the day…

  24. Sidney,
    Ryan gave some explanation…!
    And it goes like this:
    You see i use the “Apple” servers up in Cupertino…
    for $100 a year you have a “key” to their server…
    They use to call it ( .Mac ) , but all this summer their
    are trying hard to upgrade their servers so we all get more
    (double) space for the same dough…
    the new upgraded server name is ( MOBILE ME )…
    but the transition is not that smooth and it wont be at least till
    X-Mas… :-((
    Anyways… the solution is probably the “Photo-Mechanic”… way..
    Again, thank you … i will try to fix all that soon…
    with a little help of God ( sorry, i meant RYAN )…;-)
    peace…
    ps: people… please click once more
    on my name below…;-)))))
    yo ho ho…!

  25. I think the photos don’t really matter. Its the experience. Even with our “usual mistakes” witnessing what you did and as you said, being the only one to see it that way, well thats all you need. I’m sure the photos will be what they need to be. That’s all you can ask for.

  26. god damn…….
    i.m FUCKING PISSED ………

    Leica ENGINEERS ( M8 only ) , please ….!!!!!!!
    can YOU please put a stop on the rotating ( speed ) dial….
    so when im in the fucking dark i can have SOME sort of
    fucking point of reference… when the begin ends and when
    the end starts or stops…????
    can i now ( if im blind – FOR REAL ) where is the B,
    and where is the 8000…???
    i know.. i know … this is not the right place to vent for all that…
    there is a fucking “Leica Forum”… i know… i know…
    well, to inform you ALL… i was there till months ago..
    right before the Look3… THEY KICKED ME OUT…
    banned for LIFE… just because i was asking questions like the above…
    peace & i’m sorry for venting here…
    FUCK LEICA….
    ( and me too… coz i still love leica…. they call it “schizophrenia”…..;-)))))))))))))))))) )…
    love y’all…!

  27. but, i know, i know… as my friend Martin G.. would say…
    “well… there is a Nikon for that….”

    so what … fuck Nikon too…
    don’t USE cameras…. shoot with your mind…
    fuck exhibitions and FAME and acceptance and rewards and money..
    we are people… not horses… people stop looking for that little “sugarcube”… god damn it… get INVOLVED or live in the shadow !!!

    Really.. what if ( sci-fi 60’s scenario )… some day… technology
    would allow us to transmit photos ( bluetooth-like) to each other,
    without printing or needing walls or this or that…
    ( i hope CANON or MICROSOFT wont get this “scenario” that seriously…)…
    what if, one day , we wont need the “right cameras” anymore…
    no,no… only the “right angle”….

    anyways… to be honest… the “name” of the “thing” i’m “smoking”
    right now … is something like “northern lights”,… or something..
    peace and love…;-))))))))

  28. and while everybody is drinking and having fun,
    in Perpignan… we are here … working, shooting, posting , sharing….
    so try this link below and click “slideshow”…
    way more fun..
    ( ALL… IM JUST TRYING TO STAY ON THE SPIRIT OF THE LAST TWO POSTS…
    COMMITMENT AND WEDDINGS,… SO THERE YOU HAVE IT…
    HERE IS MY WEDDING….

    MY “BLUE” BLACKBERRY WEDDING….

    http://gallery.me.com/innerspacecowpanos#100156&view=mosaic&sel=0

    for big, fat , GREEK or CHINESE monitors… please click the link above…

    ( peace, for Tibet… lovely olympics… NOW WHAT?????? )

  29. Since panos is busy plugging away, Ill do the same :)

    2 projects going now, one b/w one color, one personal one “street”

    1. Personal Stills

    The first project is at http://www.flickr.com/photos/jinju/collections/72157604057061111/

    Been adding and editing Home Sweet Home a lot recently and also Domestic Stills. Looking to pick up on Family Ties when I have the chance

    2. Marooned

    made up of 3 projects but especially focusd on Riverside at the moment
    http://www.flickr.com/photos/jinju/sets/72157606002172259/show/
    For this project I am planning to shoot through the winter and finish it at the end of Winter 2009. I have planned one trip along the Han river in the next few weeks and one more sometime in Winter.

    Would love some feedback on this,

    thanks

  30. oh… i forgot to mention the WALL…

    SEPARATING THE MEN AND THE WOMEN:

    That was a Monday Wedding… somewhere in West Los Angeles… last monday… august 2008…
    very soon into the wedding…
    i noticed a “blue” blackberry going around…
    ( the VOWS were written on it… and other religious stuff… ???? – like i know..
    you know…! )
    oh by the way… on more thing…
    the men ( male ) and the women ( females )
    had a WALL between them… not allowed to mix…
    very interesting….

    again:

    http://gallery.me.com/innerspacecowpanos#100156&view=mosaic&sel=0

    click on the “slideshow” and enjoy…
    and do not forget … all that and much more…
    happened , ONLY 40 blocks from VENICE BEACH…
    peace and love to all in PERPIGNAN right now…

    where is the LIVE REPORTAGE…???????????? 24/7..???????
    C’MON PEOPLE…!!!!!!!!!
    we are ALL EARS…!

  31. Panos, do you ever stop shooting?

    Justin,

    I too had my mother pass away, though I was about 12 years old then and I still remember the pain and sadness. I think grievong is important, you need to feel sad to later feel happy. Grieving is a way to cleanse yourself, so later you can remember without feeling the pain.

  32. RAFAL…
    thank you for the question…
    to go back in a way, way way previous post…
    about carrying the camera around all the time or NOT…
    well… honestly…
    i dont even go to the bathroom without the camera…
    a camera… any camera… it has to be something…
    even a cellphone….

    THERE IS NO REASON … THAT I COULD POSSIBLY IMAGINE…
    THAT WOULD MAKE ME STOP SHOOTING…
    i really thank you again Rafal for your question,
    and im waiting for your thoughts… how much do you shoot?
    do you carry the “thing” with you…? or you plan…?
    or both ??? or , do you have a different way… ??? of planning your photo time.. or should i just say:… your “time”…
    whatever that means ?????
    peace!

  33. Panos

    good question. I shoot when I have the time to shoot the two projects Im doing. That means I have the camera handy around the house. Im also working on a totally different project, and when I have the chance to shoot that I will bring my camera with me. Because of the summer vcation that means I had it with me a lot as I had the time to shoot. But now ith vacation finished I really dont always have it with me. I dont have it with me today because I will not have the time to shoot at all. So it really depends on time. Im not usually shooting much that doesnt go into the two projects Im doing, that means if Im not going to be at the riverside or shooting at a park.

    Sometimes though I do get strange ideas and new projects pop up out of nowhere. For example http://www.flickr.com/photos/jinju/sets/72157606921704323/show/ is an idea for a project that sort of materialized out of thin air as I was wastong time sitting on a bench in a shopping center.

    So tho answer your question: I only have a camera when Ill be shooting for my 2 projects but sometims Ill have the camera by chance and a new project will come to life and that will require me to have the camera with me more often. Sort of a snowball effect.

  34. One thing though, I dont think you can plan much ahead. I had a very concise idea for a photo yesterday – light, location, framing….but when I got there it didnt work…and instead I got a totally different result, something I wasnt planning.
    http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3176/2820518055_b31f42247c_o.jpg
    http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3191/2821376960_327f113e29_o.jpg

    While I do plan ahead (I know sort of what I need to round out my Riverside project) it can only go so far.

  35. rafal / panos.

    shooting all teh time – carrying at least a small camera all of the time – is a superb discipline to get hooked onto… something i do..
    most of it may not get shown, although i’m going to start collecting stuff from the last year together soon.. nothing to do with music and so editing my music work takes first place.. then further back to edit before i crash on into the future.. it’s a time of looking back to get context.. just for one year.. one year ‘clean’ to get my head around whats gone before and then straight back to it.. years passing as quickly as months..

    ALL

    panos wants to bluetooth photos to all of us..
    check this out..
    maybe not too far away.
    http://www.nature.com/news/2008/080806/full/news.2008.1004.html

  36. DAVID,

    What a great post….”For the very first time” is a gorgeous sensation. Beeing there, amazed at being amazed, feeling like a child… I just love that.
    And the great thing is that somebody that lives so alive every minute, moving around the world without no stop, can still feel like a child and get inmerse in new stories. life is amazing. There is always new things ready to surprise us.

    JUSTIN,

    I’m really sorry…

    DAVID & PERPIGNAN CROWD

    Like Lassal, I don’t know if I can make it for sunday at 12 as I have to drive back on sunday…. but we’ll see… Maybe if the meeting is earlier than 12’00 it would be better for me…

    I’m enjoying all the comments from the people already at Perpignan. I’m still in Madrid and will drive up there this afternoon. No way to arrive early so I will have to wait till tomorrow to meet you all. Still ‘on schedule’ the meeting at Le Poste in the evening?

    Hugs

    Ana

  37. Panos, Join Leica Forum with an alias name and keep up the good work. I looked there recently to see if there was any Photokina news but found just the usual comments ….”My M8 died …. My M8 bottom cover snapped off … etc.”. I had one but sold it, I was always waiting for it to break down! Viewfinder appallingly inaccurate (ok for you “loose” people) and shutter just not that quiet. I know that the rangefinder is a niche market but surely some other manufacturer could bring the concept up to date!

    I’ll probably buy an M9 though. I must be insane.

    Mike.

  38. DAH

    I am so happy to hear of not only of your opportunity (and I do hope Marie was also blessed to shoot on the women’s side) but of your new connection with the smiling Nachman. How very sweet this must have been to receive the yes, and then to experience it as more than you would have imagined..

    JUSTIN

    Perhaps the most helpful thing someone told me after my father passed away is that although there is no normal amount of time to grieve, it is often longer than you would expect. There may come a time when you feel you should be functioning more as ‘yourself’, but you just can’t or aren’t ready..try to be gentle with yourself..

    PANOS

    about the thing that moves..tape it down?

    and for ALL

    but especially for you,

    take a look at the fascinating 82-year-old Czech photographer Miroslav Tichy, now known for his images of women, taken with self-made cameras..his ‘norm’ was to shoot 100 images a day..on film, mind you..

    the man http://m1m.info/Tichy/

    and the work http://m1m.info/Tichy/planche1.htm

    ALL..if you are in NYC tomorrow, see you there..

    INVASION 68 PRAGUE
    Photographs by Josef Koudelka

    Opening Reception—Pace/MacGill Gallery: Thursday, September 4, 4:00–6:00 p.m.
    Opening Reception—Aperture Gallery: Thursday, September 4, 6:00–8:00 p.m.

  39. Panos: get a Nikon and a 35mm equivalent prime lens, and you are done. Also reliable.

    DAH: I agree is a real blessing to have the chance to enter to unknown worlds, discover thems and try to document them. Im usually a shy guy, but dont know why, something happens when im working with the camera on a specific proyect, photographing people. I usually forget about my limitations and focus on the job very strongly.

    Jorge

    http://www.lightstalkers.org/jorge-prat

  40. All,
    I still could’nt meet any of you, Audrey I’M SENDING AN SMS BU IF YOU READ THIS, Paolo Pellegrin is here at the second floor of the Palais de Congres, if you want to meet him. I’ll be at the preview of “la vida” Loca3 at 4.30 p.m.
    Today at 6 p.m. I think there is a LS meeting at Place de la Republique.
    Is anyone of you going there?

  41. Laura,

    I’m here. Ran in to Sean last night and James found me this morning as I was wandering around. I will be at the LS thing tonight, so I hope we will get a chance to catch up.

    David,
    I hope you have made it here safely and we get a chance to say hello.

    Eric,
    Why aren’t you here, dammit all?

    best,
    Charlie
    http://charliemahoney.net

  42. ahh man – this is going to go all PEP for the next week.. wishing i was there.

    it is great to here whats going on there.. sounds superb.. somone take some snaps and post them if you get the chance, if only to help us non-PEP people hook into the vibe.

    enjoy all..

  43. Jorge P..
    Yes .. a nikon and a zeiss.. true..

    Erica…
    totally.. I should stop whining like an infant..
    and start taping things down..
    ;-)))

    Koudelka show.. Damnnn! I’m missing that too..!

    Michael R..
    Yes M9 and M10 and M11..
    Yes I want them all..
    You see I have a rangefinder addiction..
    Just like Mike..
    Or just like Erica and Wrobert when it comes
    To larger formats…
    Addictions..? Or way of seeing things..
    But there I go..
    Start whining again..
    :-))))
    Goodmorning y’all …

  44. Good evening all, or here on Maui good morning,

    Justin, my condolences.

    I have been trying to keep up with the comments but there are so many and i got behind while working on this essay, Personal Demons and a Bachelor.

    I am ready submit a link. It has been festering and scaring me for too long. Regardless of the feedback I have to let it go. Please feel free to comment and I hope it makes sense. I am so close to the subject at this point and had such a huge body of photos to choose from for the final essay that I was very confused for a while. Here it is:

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/27850900@N03/sets/72157607097176405/

    Thanks for looking.

    Kind of wish I was in France but actually getting ready for another long trip to the mainland.

    Lee

  45. ALL….

    i am in Perpignan with a good net connection, but i will let the others here do the “on the scene reporting”…

    Lassal did live up to her promise and i faced 5 dah mask wearers as i came down to the hotel lobby right after checking in..the folks at the front desk of this hotel have known me for years, but i am not quite sure what they could possibly have thought as they witnessed this!!!

    on the serious side, i did have two very good editing sessions today…one with Audrey and the essay on her parents , and the other with Eric and his boxing work…i will let those two say whatever they want about the editing process we had…

    i will carefully go over Lance’s rodeo photographs tomorrow…

    now to sleep….

    cheers, david

  46. DAH, ALL, especially BOB:

    I just want to say thank you so much for all the heart felt words in response to my post. As I’m certainly not a regular contributor here it means a lot to know that you are all thinking of me during this time.

    And Bob, you’re right, on all accounts my friend, spot on.

    DAH: yes I owe my parents everything for who I am today. My mother never stopped believing in and encouraging my work as a photographer. Two days before she died I told her that I will be dedicating the book of my East Anglian project to her. The book she will sadly never get to see.

    It was planned that next week I was going to take her to see the exhibition venue for the show of this work taking place in September 2009, but time ran out….

    PANOS: get yourself an M6 TTL, I think you’ll be happier in the long run, even if it means you’ll be using film. You don’t need 8000! But you don’t want a fairground carousel for a shutter speed dial.

    Once again, thanks for the kinds words from everyone – they mean a lot.

    Justin

  47. Lee:

    Your esay realy made sense to mee. While looking a it, i experienced fear and anguish, in some manner. Not that Im saying there is something hopeless in this story, but it just felt very personal, and that´s what I liked. Now I´m not the guy to give advices on how to edit the essay, but probably some pics work better and others are weaker. But that happens with my own work too. Liked N°15.

    Feel free to look at my last essay: http://www.lightstalkers.org/jorge-prat

    Jorge

  48. Very good work Jorge. I enjoyed your capture of color. Although I like b&w I am drawn to the color and you have a good eye for it. Never been to a horse race (live in a state with no gambling or horse racing and came from a state that just recently allowed betting at horse racing) so I enjoyed the introduction and feel like I have been there.

    Thanks for the look at my work and comment. Amazing huh? You are in Chile and I’m in Maui, HI USA. And it is like we are next door neighbors sharing photos.

    Lee

  49. JUSTIN :))

    I am happy that my words somehow feed you some small comfort….in the end, all the words of love and light that the blog members have offered are testament to all that you already know :)))…and all that you mom knew too :)))…and listen, any time you need to write, just drop me a line…i’ve been thinking about you alot this week….

    hugs and love from us to you…

    bob

  50. DAVID AND ALL:

    ok, so, here, as promised, is a small, small, small preview of bones…im in the middle of editing (over a week now), down to about 40 pics…i choose these randomly to show you…saving the “best” pics (whatever the fuck that means) for when I send to David on Sunday….

    so, anyway…these are the small versions, low res, since im putting up temporarily at flickr…anyway…i decided to put tonight for y’all only 1 “focus” shot (there are lots more, as well as lots of very abstract stuff)…who knows what yy’all think …i will say this, i lost myself shooting it, over those 4 weeks…and, well…meant to be about my dad, dima, me, in turned out to be something else…i hope wider ;))…

    again: silence for another week…some previews….

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/73821181@N00/2826658046/sizes/o/

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/73821181@N00/2826660362/sizes/o/

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/73821181@N00/2825822725/sizes/o/

  51. LEE:

    :)))…i LOVE the self-portraits and i love all the pics of you on the bed (with the pics of your men on the bed board)…for me, that’s what kills me, and works…YOU with photographs of the men…as if a broken memory…you are clearly a strong strong person, but there is also lots of melancholy in the self-portraits, which clash (in the good way/juxtaposition) with the pics of “strong” you on the bed…i actually want to see more, more more…

    ok, giving me a week, and i’ll write more…

    but for me, what stings is the “disappearance”…which is all in the portraits of you on the bed with the pics in the background and that brilliant selfportait with you spinning (like panning shot) with green background..

    more later

    bob

  52. Otto von Münchow

    This is my first entry in this forum, but I have followed it for quite a while. The last post written by DAH is quite exceptionally mind breaking for me. What he writes about goes for me no less than right to the core of photography and life as well. The way he describes his doubts about getting pictures “good enough” for Nachman – and waiting three years before being able to make them, shows the respects that we as photographers and fellow human beings always should meet people we encounter on our way wherever we go. With respect comes openness and – as photographers – the honest and authentic pictures. We have to give of ourselves to be blessed with getting something back. In my profession as a photojournalist, we – myself included – all too often chase around after The Picture or The Story without having time to give of ourselves or treat people we meet with the necessary respect. And thus fail to come back with the strong and personal picture or story. At the same time I admit it can be very hard to always give of ourselves. Long time ago I traveled half a year in Southeast Asia encountering, meeting and photographing people every day. On the way back to Europe I had to do a 36 hours stop-over in Karachi to catch up with a connecting flight. Normally that would be a golden opportunity to go out and experiencing a new culture and photographing yet another couple of rolls (as it was back then). But I had no more to give and spend the 36 hours in the hotel room without moving anywhere. It’s not always easy, but I hope we all try to treat everybody with the same respect as comes through in DAH’s last story.

  53. Lee: thanks for your comments. I’m actually coming from years of only BW, and now I’m experimenting with color. Not an easy task.of course.
    By the way, the words of Bob much reflect what I felt about your work. I don’t have the english, nor the gift that Bob has to write so deeply and poetically at the same time. And I guess I’m even to lazy to cheek spelling…

    Yes Maui and Chile, and everything going in between…but this blog is a releaf.

    JOrge

  54. ERICA..
    Sorry.. …
    Yes.. I’ve seen that link…
    I promise (ok I’ll try) not to whine about
    Camera gear NO MORE..
    Viva minimalism..
    Ok.. Time to catch up with comments..

  55. OTTO, welcome,
    please write more often…!

    JORGE P. are you in CHILE…?????? ( santiago???? )
    ( and i thought you are from Sweden… ? )

    BOB…

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/73821181@N00/2825831391/sizes/o/

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/73821181@N00/2825828159/sizes/o/

    and my FAVORITE … by far…

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/73821181@N00/2826665332/sizes/o/

    BOB.. YOU ACHIEVED A STATUS OF RECOGNITION…
    people can see your photos from a mile ( or two ) away…!!!!
    and still recognize thats its BOBBLACK SIGNATURE PHOTOS…
    ( IM SO ENVY… of you ;-)))))))))…
    i wish someday people can see my photos and say:… hmmm thats Panos shit, or style… )… but i live in no dreamland..
    i have NO STYLE…. unlike YOU … BOB…
    unlike You…!!!!!
    bravo
    peace….

  56. Bob:

    Excelent work. Loved the abstractions, and how you deal with life and dead (at least is what I felt). Your work also reminded me my own work I did some years ago at local museum of natural history, where I documented all sort of embalmed animals and “bones” for over 3 years. B&W stuff

    You are a gifted man, in every way.

    Jorge

  57. JUSTIN … you are the strongest human being out there…
    i love you, respect you and learn by YOU…
    IM NOT TRYING TO BE FUNNY … but if my mom was gone yesterday !!!…
    i would be shooting HEROIN today….
    no disrespect… but we are never “ready” for death…
    i know … i’m not… i would be crying like a two year old in the corner… but i hear you… im still young… im only 40….:-(((((((…
    ( some people never learn… i’m one of those…)
    peace and love Justin…

  58. LEE…
    amazing… this is the epitome of Gonzo….
    YESSSSSSSS!!!!…
    ( just please,,,…. dont forget that I , or “us”,…or the “audience”,
    has no clue of who is who or what is going on…
    it needs more explanation please… but i get a feeling…
    but i need more… i need to feel more… more subtitles please…
    you are getting so “close”…. ) …
    i want more… beautiful, dangerous approach….
    you are facing the world… not hiding…
    Huge potential here….
    i want more…
    peace

  59. DAH said above:
    “…Lassal did live up to her promise and i faced 5 dah mask wearers as i came down to the hotel lobby right after checking in..”

    whatttttttttttt ???????
    pictures please, photos…. someone please POST
    A PHOTO WITH THE 5 DAH MASK WEARERS….!!!!!!!
    what kind of fucking photography blog is this…?????
    can we “see”???????, what are YOU Perpignan reporters talking
    about ?????
    ( so jealous… right now… ;-))))))))))))))) )

  60. Otto von Münchow

    PANOS: Thanks for the warm welcome to this forum. Makes me thing of an entry not very long ago, someone saying to another newcomer, something like when you get a provocative response from Panos, it’s a warm welcome to the forum (I am not going back to check what exactly was written since it was in a thread of 500 or 700 entries). This time though I thank you for the encouraging words, and I might come back being more provocative myself next time. And I agree with you. Let’s get more live reportage from Perpignan!

  61. “…you don’t want a fairground carousel for a shutter speed dial…”

    JUSTIN.. you made me laugh…!!!
    thank you… thats the word i was looking for…
    “fairground carousel”….
    You still have the power to make people laugh….
    i told you , you are a STRONG mind… a fighter…
    ok… i’m done…
    neeext…!

  62. Panos,

    Interesting that you say more subtitles. I was always under the belief (from working with DAH mostly) that the photos have to tell the story, thus the photo essay. I had thought of doing more on sub-titles and decided to see what came out in the comments.

    I have noticed that you do a lot of subtitles and always wanted to say that I never really needed them due to getting your photos without even reading what you wrote. Of course, your words did help to explain more.

    What do others on this blog feel about subtitles? Should “photo” essay have subtitles or is it acceptable? If published in a magazine along with a story, photos have captions. But as a photo essay…..

    Interested to see what others think on this.

    Bob,

    Thanks for your comments. More, more & more? Gosh. How long did it take me to finally get these ones up. But I feel what you say.

    Thanks all. Appreciate the good feedback.

    Lee

  63. OTTO..
    it was David McG… talking about “rattling my feathers”…
    laughing… :-)))))
    and yes… please writ more often… you dont even have to be “provocative”… or “cool”… or “smart”… or “sexy”…
    or “bringing the next BIG THING”… just “accept”… us,
    we are weird sometimes… but we “need” you…
    because YOU are YOU….
    so please “BE YOU AND ONLY YOU”…and “we” are “all” ears….
    peace

  64. Bob!

    Your bones stuff is amazing. Especially the one with the silhouette and the bones suspended behind. I have read from your entries that you are “blind?” Your photos always make me feel what it would be like to have partial or very little eyesight. This series really touched me. Amazing work. You have been talking about this series for a while now and I was wondering what Bones would be all about. Thanks for a peek. I look forward to more, more and more.

    The one of the kids on the tour as if seen by a person with no peripheral vision. I would love to see you do your work and discover how you achieve this effect. Your black and white work blows me away. The white contrasty grainy effect really works for you. Lots of photographers have tried this and failed. You do not.

    Again, thanks for the peek.

    Lee

  65. LEE…
    dont get me wrong… i agree with you 100%..
    i was the one talking so much shit to Sean last year ( because of a story vs photos ).. im the only one slapping the shit out of NatGeo…
    for the same reason…
    but let me tell you what i noticed…
    Even IF YOU ARE PICASSO or HCB, or L DA VINCI or DAH or KOUDELKA… you still have to respect and embrace the audience…
    make them feel… your photos still tell a story anyways…
    make it stronger…
    im old school… one photo , 1000 words…
    i thought i was hardcore… purist… BULLSHIT…
    now i wanna tell people a story… im a storyteller…
    if my photos are that good and speak for themselves … more power to me …
    but bullshit… if there is power in the photos that is great..
    but why not enhance it…?
    why not a story????
    now if the photos are NO GOOD then FUCK THE STORY…
    NO STORY OVER PHOTOGRAPHY…
    NEVER THAT… but how about a GREAT STORY ( only if there is one ) to hug and make love to those photos…
    and when i say “story”… i dont mean
    an explanation manual… no, no, no…
    im so eager to read BOB’S “story” of the “BONES”…
    i never read it , but thats exactly what i mean….

    Lee, im not asking for details.. but for “key” words..
    that will make your photos “spin in my head”…

    ok… taking 15 min of , to smoke and get it together…
    peace

  66. LEE said above ( for Bob)
    “…The white contrasty grainy effect really works for you. Lots of photographers have tried this and failed. You do not…”

    I know Lee…i know ..
    i’ve been one of those photographers… ;-)))

    ( damn, you guys wont let me smoke… tonight )

  67. lee —
    agreed: a photo should tell a story, especially as part of an essay. isn’t that part of the reason we do what we do?
    however, i always thought/was taught that through captioning and added words, others could gain background details a picture didn’t always have.. BUT..
    that implies the words aren’t repeating information readily gained from looking at the photos.

    panos —
    i love the added sound effects.. YEEP!!! :)

  68. JUSTIN

    My heartfelt condolences… We all only ever have one mother, but all mothers are mothers to us all… my thoughts are with you on your loss…

    BOB

    Its true if you have good bones they stand the test of time indeed… Beautiful work, bruz…

    ALL

    Just got back from the wilds of the Top End and Central Oz… bloody hell, it was a bumpy time! Will fill you in on further developments quite soon!

    Its nice to see that so many people are now a part of this place, but its almost impossible to keep up- I am just so busy looking at everyone’s work!

    I think I vaguely remember in DAH’s last post that he was looking for commitments from people to some how work something out for maintaining the site, just a suggestion, but maybe we could set up something as an adjunct to this blog that could do say a monthly showcase of a photographers work?

    Then all the contributors could have a month of attention/scrutiny/publicity all for themselves when they felt ready?

    I am just having a really hard time keeping up with the work being shown via the blog, while its quite organic and I love that I know I am missing heaps and If I could just go to one place and see the photographers work develop over a month long period rather than sifting through 700 blogs entries, then I reckon I would see more effectively…

    Whaddya reckon?

    Cheers

    Lisa

  69. Panos,

    I do remember your discussion now about Sean’s work. I will work on that and repost. I also have gotten inspired by some of the comments.

    The hardest part for me is over–putting it out there.

    Lee

  70. I agree with you Lisa. I sometimes hit a discussion about someone’s work and have totally missed the posting and sometimes never find it. The student work page of this blog is jammed with stuff and is so over powering I gave up. Sometimes when I have an hour or so I check in but I am way behind.

    So even though I miss some stuff on this section with posted work I am catching much more than through the student work page. Plus, I really like the discussions that are going on. Different little pods of people talking on different subjects all on the same page. You catch the thread that interests you and it works.

    Lee

  71. yes LEE.. please do… bring the old ( me ) back…!
    thats what we ALL “need” tonight…
    ( but, what i was saying though.. was based on Sean’s hypothetical
    “vacation” in china )…
    i later met the “real” Sean… !!! he really lives or lived in china…
    he is a REAL STORYTELLER of the best kind…)…
    this is part of why PROUDLY i host and post his comments from
    motherfucking China… its a sign of brotherhood and mutual respect.
    when we said goodbye in C/VILLE’S airport… we cried like two
    little bitches… tell you that for shure…

    ok… let me roll one more!

  72. Lisa, Rafal….
    pleasaeee… why are you killing the VENICE SPIRIT here ???
    why do you wanna “organize”… everything so perfectly…
    and easily… and wisely…
    leave it ROUGH.. LOOOOOSE and hippie looking…

    ;-)

  73. Panos,

    it would be an alternative….why not? People can still show work here but I would love to be able to have a place where the work is displayed in a more logical way.

  74. but, Rafal… and ALL …
    DON’T WE HAVE THIS…???????? please on the link below….

    “please post your links here….

    let’s see how this works….if you have a link for your photographs , just post it here and nowhere else…no comments please…a caption for your work is ok…if you want to comment on someone’s work, just post under “road trips”….maybe this will work , maybe it won’t…anyway, we will give it a try….

    Posted at 05:06 PM | Permalink”

    http://davidalanharvey.typepad.com/workshops/2008/05/please-post-you.html#comments

  75. Lee

    You have showed us inviting story, You have to show us a novel! We are hungry, and you are good story teller… please tell us some novel… like “War and Peace” or “In Search of Lost Time”
    :)

    Bob

    so… when you are publishin your photo book???? Your jazz photo book?

    peace

  76. BOB “BONES” B

    Good god man you have REALLY gone and done it this time!!! There are no words to describe what your “teaser” images stirred in me. I could barely catch my breath, it was like I’d been kicked in the solar plexus. Tears stood in my eyes. My mind could hardly take it in, my heart had to take over.

    Somehow I’d known from the beginning that this project was going to take you–and your viewers/readers with you–beyond where you’d ever gone before, but I could not have imagined that these images would or even could have this much POWER. Artistically they are up there with the finest photographs I’ve ever seen, but it goes so much deeper than that. In just these few images you have tapped into the ETERNAL, the SOURCE of all life, our COMMON HISTORY.

    I am in awe, and now eagerly await seeing/reading the entire BONES body of work. Please don’t leave us waiting too long…

    in loving gratitude
    Patricia

  77. LEE

    Tender, vulnerable, poignant, truthful. Those are just a few of the words that come to mind as I looked at your essay three times. Such beautiful work, not just “work” but such a beautiful life you are choosing to lead and to share with us. As others have said, you are a true storyteller. I look forward to seeing more. I want to meet ALL the bachelors and see how your meetings with them unfolded…

    May the healing continue.

    love & peace
    Patricia

  78. Hello all,

    Here is the link of some photos of my yesterday to Visa pour l’Image, they are just “souvenir” photos made with a small digital device
    http://web.me.com/audreybardou/AB/visa.html#40
    For the persons who do not know, I do not indeed speak about English, I use an on-line translator http://www.reverso.net/ ,and I regret it…

    Yesterday, I crossed a very beautiful day, I made some exhibitionsin Perpignan, Alexandra Boulat died recently, Paole Pelligrin, Wasif whom I did not know, I love Perpignan, it is a very beautiful city, and I hope that you will come all one day to Visa. It was a real pleasure to meet you, Eric, Lassal, Laura, Gina, Lance, Pierre-Yves and naturally David!! I shall post a little later David’s editing, it chose my images with such an ease, the hands “danced” with my images, I am so happy if you knew, one very thank you to my official translator ERIC, I crossed 2 very beautiful days in your company…

    Gina, please think of me for look 3, if you wish it, I can maybe send you images by e-mail, say the I…

    Lassal, thank you for David’s mask, I love it!! I laughed a lot!! I wait impatiently for your images of yesterday…

    I return to Perpignan on Friday and Sunday, David, if you wish it, I can bring you my Rose’s images, said the I… thank you still and I love my dedication!
    In very soon, audrey

  79. LEE…

    now you have confused me…again!!

    the student work page rarely has additions…only after one of my workshops and then the student slide show for the week is posted under “movies”…

    are you talking about all the links?? that is just the place where everyone can post their link…mostly for my use only…but, of course, anyone can check it out…

    here is just for the assignments going on and whatever anyone wants to show…

    this forum is quite a bit like one of my workshops…things look chaotic at some point, and then it all comes together in the end…

    i am personally reviewing all the assignments going on….i know who is doing what….as i have announced several times, this will all be posted in one nice clean clear way as soon as all of the editing is done…

    once all the editing is done (for those who need it) , then all of this work, plus some of the work from the links, will be presented to the jury of EPF for consideration for grants…

    or am i confused about your confusion???

    cheers, hugs, david

  80. LEE :))))

    thanks so much for the kind and supportive words. I really appreciate them alot! As for the series, it started like this: In April, i went to NC to go to my brothers wedding, alone. It was the first time i had traveled away from Marina and Dima (alone) in 6 years. Also, it was the first time I had seen my dad (because of money and physical distance) in 6 years. It was a powerful and emotional trip. I wrote David from the chicago airport. I took 1 roll of film, 1 camera (my lomo) and shot. On the day before i left, something very bad happen to dima (he and a friend were attacked at knife point outside his school and had stuff stolen and dima was bruised up). I found out the morning i left to return….the entire time, all i could think about was him, his health (primarily emotional) and what this felt like…as a father dealing with my child who was in pain and who i could not protect (i was away), for we cannot ever really protect those we love…later, i developed the film from NC and this, coupled with what happened to dima i realized that I was going to do something (photo or writing or both) about my father and dima and loss. When David announced his “ASSIGNMENTS” i originally was going to do something else: i thought about doing a photo essay on the “workshop” phenomenon. Magnum was here for the CONTACT festival and I thought, maybe i’ll write chris Anderson and ask if i can photograph him and his students for the week…and then…something else happened in my life, and i realized that i would go back to do the essay on my father and dima and dinosaur bones…it happened when i looked again at a book I had made for Marina over christmas, when i relooked at the picture of Dima i’d made (i showed it here last week, the “cloud” photo as David described :) )…i realized, that i had to do this, even if it would be a failure: so…4 weeks of shooting + 1 photo from last October (dima) + 1 roll from NC…most of the photos were shot over 4 visits to the History Museum, 2 times with Dima, 1 time with a student, 1 time alone…+ pics from my son’s elementary school graduation (same time) + at a barber shop (first time i ever went with him for a hair cut) + a street festival for children…all of these are now part of BONES OF TIME…the story had begun as something about dima, my dad and me (about bones and memory and family) and then in the middle it changed…it became, i think, about something more than just about my story…i hope it will make sense when y’all get to see it…it’s actually a pretty big body of work with lots of small tributaries, but i hope it will speak to some…as for the “technique” of the Iris with kids (my son is in that picture), well, it’s pretty easy…just using my body and things around me…i wanted some pics with 35mm to mimic the same iris i get when i use holga/diana….and yes, i am blind (completely) in one eye (coates disease) and this has defined me since i was a child…and everything about my life…haunted by it…but maybe it’s given me something else too ;))…the boy in the silhouette is also my son…and there is a reason for that too…but that will have to wait ;))

    as for your series, here’s what i meant: i really think the pictures of you and the pictures of you with the photographs of the men are incredibly heart=breaking and yet AFFIRMATIVE…i like several of the portraits of the men, or the man (he has such a warm and kind face), but i think in this series, it works for me seeing them in photos along with you…for example, instead of showing us the photos, why not photographs the photographs, as you do in the series with the bed…i dont want to write about why i’d like to see that (that would be too didactic) but i think that’s the heart…that’s the right distance you need, as i remember you struggling with the issue of distance…but, i think all the pictures of you with the pictures of the men near you or on the bed (i love the photo where you are holding 2 pics) are key and heartbreaking…keep the kiss picture (it reminds me of d’agata’s pic of kissing) and then “move away” with the men: keep them as pics…and thats why i want more more….like a musical piece 2 keys: minor (men photos) major (you)…

    ok….

    fee us more…

  81. BOB’s “BONES”

    first, I really like the “tactile” quality of your B&W.

    Your images brought back the memories of my trips to museums as a school child, the strange cold feeling that every time caught me, for some moments, thinking that what I was seeing/touching/walking-on once was alive or inhabitated; thinking about all the people that once were there (living, using, wearing, collecting those things) and now they are simply gone; just feeling the breath of time…

  82. BROTHER PANOS :)))))

    thanks so much, means alot to me. but, you’re WRONG! THERE IS ALREADY ONLY 1 PANOS! :))…i can tell a Panos picture from a mile away too!!!, just as i can tell a panos comment from (a galaxy away! ) :)))))))…no doubt no doubt…maybe you just dont see your YOU yet…but i do!…i love lots of the Venice Orgy pics and some (as david and others have said) are just flat out gorgeous…especially the light and the way it plays off the people’s lives: all that “entertainment” and “acting” and “madness” and yet it is so so sad and lonely looking…i know that there will be a great book called VENICE: LIVE photos by Panos…the beautiful and mad and sad mess, the human life, that is that wild splotch of land against the sea….you aint got nothing to worry about…each of us, EACH PERSON ALL has their own song to sing and there aint no comparison with another, and i hear your voice, always, unmistakably! :)))

    JORGE: thanks so much amigo. yes, i love the history museum and part of my (seems like entire) childhood was spent at the NY Museum of Natural History…this work is about my memories of my childhood there too :)))…

    SISTER LISA: :))))…thanks so much…cant wait to show you the entire mad mess…it’s alot of pictures…anyway, Tamara was wondering how you are (she was worried)..please call her…and send me your skype address so we can chat sometime, face t o face :))))

    MARTIN :))))…thanks amigo…when published, u’ll get one! :))))

    PATRICIA! :))))))

    thanks so much and really i cant wait to send you the series…and one of the pics is actually dedicated to you (you’ll see after this weekend)…i actually thought alot about you while scanning,editing…and as i told you, i hope that if it works, it will speak…it’s mad crazy, crazier than the preview, and better pics to come, but once i finalize the edit and send to David, i’ll send the series to you…and you can pic 1 and i’ll give you one (since i still owe you that promise) :)))…our conversations are always in my head and heart :))))) keep the faith sister! :)))

    ok, i have to go…no more comments for me until i finish the edit process…i owe david this, to get him the essay when he returns from France…

    running
    b

    p.s. AS TO THE FORMAT: keep it…the brilliance of this place is that it isnt flickr or pbase or lightstalkers or photosight or photographer or magnum or vu, the brilliance is that it’s so random that it feels like life….too much “organization” will kill it…let people HUNGER for what they missed!

  83. ABELE :)))

    thanks…that’s it, about the breath, the physical, tactile sense of memory and time and that it lives in us as physically as sensation and that others, even those disconnected to us, live in us too…but, im getting ahead of myself…hopefully this will be felt when the stuff gets shown…

    thanks so much

    b

  84. david, perpignan crew

    have train tickets, will arrive at 9.30pm saturday, will text when i arrive

    no place to stay, but it’s the “perpignan big all night party” right? :-)

    (serves me right for deciding so late)

    looking forward to meeting y’all (again)…

    bob, lee

    strong emotional work… will comment soon! (still owe panos comments too, i’m falling behind!)

    love

  85. audrey

    YOU ARE A STAR – thanks for the photos
    so funny to see the DAH masks.. and PEP looks like an inspiring place.
    great that you were able to see the exhibitions before it became to busy.. i love the spaces.. walls where the frames are hung.
    beatiful place.

    bob

    well done on bones.. looks good.

    anton..

    envous.. very envious.. i wish i had though sooner and i´d be on that train.. next year..

    david mc
    patricia
    gui

    i´m going to be lecturing on narrative work tomorrow and will be showing your work, along with others.. i will collect useful comment, compliments and generally let you know how yoru work is helping the students see diffrent themes, styles and the choices available to them for this months documentary project.

    badass all..
    onward

  86. all

    without wanting to bore you about the editing – my negatives are FINALLY well on their way from N.gland to norskwayland.. YES
    within 4 weeks i will again have access to all of my archive and will be scanning a bunch of new stuff for the decade book project.. soon as i have the ´new´old work to show i shall do..
    i´m looking forward to it so much now.. i can recommend emigrating with nothing but a laptop and a bag of clothes.. and 8 months or so with no more than that is great fun.. however, getting things back again, after such a good time-span to reorganize my head and perspective, is a really welcome thing.

    new eyes..

  87. LEE….

    you are doing some very interesting work following your divorce…and , of course, i recognize the “ken and barbie” photograph…

    i hope we will have some time to personally get together and edit…miraculously i will be able to do “one on one” editing with most of the photographers here who are doing assignments..in Perpignan alone i will be able to work with at least 6 or 7 of the photographers working now…

    will you be anywhere near New York in september??? it would be terrific if we could meet in person…

    i was also very curious about something else…you and i have worked together three times in workshops as i recall…isn’t that correct??? each time you had a totally different motive…the last time in New York , you started with dealing with divorce and then changed to the “neighborhood” piece (which from a photographic standpoint really stands out among all of your work)…is there not a way for you to put the “neighborhood” look into the bachelor work?? you almost seem like two different photographers….when i saw “neighborhood” i thought “ok now, Lee is really on to it”…yet, i liked the personal aspect of dealing with your split up and divorce…

    i guess what i am trying to say is that i like the “look” and “feel” of “neighborhood”, but i like the subject of “bachelors”…can the twain meet???

    cheers, david

  88. BOB….

    you have been “teasing us” with Bones for a long time….i cannot wait to see the whole essay in one nice tight format…

    now, maybe i was looking at Flikr wrong, but i only saw five photographs..is that correct?? you say you have 40..as prints??…will you bring those to New York?? i am hoping you can show up as a guest “jam” for perhaps my first loft workshop (sept 12-17)…possible?? if not, i have a week off between the two (the other is from sept 27-oct3) and was hoping to have a day in New York to spend with as many of you from the forum as possible to see where we go from here…that would also be a good time to take a solid look at Bones…

    as i was explaining to Lee in an earlier comment, the “chaos” we see now, will manifest in a “grand finale” in due course…if you look backstage during even the best of stage productions or go to a movie set during production or watch a book in the layout process , what do you see?? apparent chaos….

    process is one thing…final product another…

    we are in the PROCESS….

    i see Bones as one of our most interesting personal “visions”…and the words to go with it will only make it an essay to remember…and it screams out to be a book…

    please try to get to New York….i am waiting for you…

    hugs, david

  89. DAVID B

    As I told you by email I feel incredibly honored to be one of the featured photographers in your class on Narrative Photography. You might want to recheck my project page, though, as I just added more photos early this morning Eastern US time. I’m now up to 26 images and am calling it “I See And Am Seen.”

    http://www.pbase.com/windchimewalker/daily_life

    ALL

    Of course I invite everyone to visit my updated project and give feedback. Your views are always helpful.

    Patricia

  90. DAVID :)))

    i think i put up 7 preview pics…and yes, i have 40…that i like….working to send you the edit by Sunday night (will send to ny then)…i can make small prints to bring to show you in ny, yes, absolutely…the 7 photos at flick are just a tease…there are “better” pics, but the whole essay, i hope, will be stronger than what you’ve jsut seen :))))…i hope, as i told you before, to get people really excited…i wish i should post more, but i made myself a promise not to show any more until you’ve had a chance to look at my edit (when you return from Perp)…

    as for ny….we wanted originally the come in sept but since Labor day didnt work, we schedule a weekend camping trip for the weekend of the 12th (me marina and dima, first family vacation together in 16 months)…we’d thought about coming Octob 10th, but if it’s better for you we can shoot for sept 27th-3rd…either way, i will call u mid week next week (didnt want to call u last weekend, after i left the message, ’cause i knew you were with your mom)…but, let’s chat on the phone and nail it down…either way: do not worry: WE WILL BE THERE SOON! :))))…now, it’s only a question of date…

    as for the chaos, no worries, david, i dont get nervous about any of that shit…my biggest concern for last 2 months has been only the writing and the photos and making something that i am proud of, that’s all i care about: to make something strong for my dad and dima and for you folks to enjoy it…at this point im very proud and excited and hope u will be too…

    but you will have first peak, the first person, after Marina and Dima…waiting for u when u return…

    and as for talking with other bloggers, if they’re in town, would be wonderful…(i know some of the NY crowd will be)…so, dont worry, i’ll do whatever you all need to take the blog to the “next level” …whatever you need me to do, i’ll do it…you’ve got my commitment :))))

    ok, gotta run…

    let me know when you return from Perp, and i’ll call u…

    hugs and love from marina
    b

  91. AUDREY

    Love your photos from Perpignan!!! The DAH masks are so funny, and it’s great to see some of our sister and brother bloggers, but where are you? Self portrait please! Seeing David working an edit brings back wonderful memories, and I anticipate seeing his edit of your powerfully poignant project of your parents. Such a significant body of work! Thanks for showing us a bit of the beautiful city and the Visa pour l’Image exhibits. We’re with you in spirit. Have a glorious time!!!

    Patricia

  92. DAH

    in all new european time.. good to have you over here
    i hope that ´living in the future..` (by 8 hours at least) is being kind to you.

    patricia

    thats very good of you.. kind enough for you to allow me to show your work and having the courage to say YES.

    i think the biggest benefit the students will get from the work is that it perfectly illustrates that the SUBJECTS we all photograph are not as limited as we see in the every day media..
    so long as they make an effort to photograph thoroughly.. choose a story they care about.. edit well.. have the confidence to show and the ears to hear feedback then they cannot go wrong.

    i feel with them (with myself sometimes) that the only work which much of the photographic community respect involves harder edged topics and people in tough or controversial situations..
    what your work, and gui and david mc´s illustrates as a trio is that a passion for photo-creating and a keen eye.. perseverance and patience.. hard work and intelligent thought.. can make any subject appealing and can produce inspiring snaps.

    thanks again patricia.. you´re a wee star and its great to see you on the boards again..

  93. CHAOS

    i like it..
    it´s only this year that i think i understand that fully though.. so much chaos to now distill into tight, tidy and simplified form.

    i think half the trouble i had with seeing where i was going before this year óff´has been due to the chaos of working.. shooting compulsively and planning trips.. funding.. sales..

    i´d never been afforded the time to see the bigger picture and easily see the conclusion and the new direction to continue.

    love it.
    sometimes when i read what you write david, i breath a sigh of relief and realise that i was doing okay all the time, even when i thought i was completely loosing the plot.

    ta very much.

  94. david b

    damn… but okay, next year is another chance for sure. nothing lost

    ’bout the chaos: i’m at that point in my life now that i’m trying to create it (for my photography); trying to generate the momentum and “bring the chaos” into it, because i feel (from starting a company couple of years ago) that this is the way to achieve a dream: dive in, go for it, swim for your life like you’re almost drowning, fear of death and liking the journey at the same time

    oh and then the relief afterwards when you see the bigger picture and you feel it has not been in vain… one of the best feelings out there… you’ve actually created something “real” out of thin air

    come to think of it: the chaos, the seemingly not knowing where we’re going, the energy, the sparks of it becoming “real”… all EXACTLY the same in DAH house here…

  95. anton..

    you’re quite right about this forum.. chaos at times.. clashing and complimentary ideas flowing around.. strong posts and soft posts.. all of that business..

    when i think of ‘chaos’ it is about the organizing of individual shoots for me.. the stress of money.. accepting and seeking jobs i knew i could not afford, and then thinking creatively about getting the money from tourist boards.. promoters of events.. magazines.. anyone who would fund the trips.

    barely getting there by the skin of your teeth is not a whole bunch of fun and to have something half decent to show at the end of it is very satisfying..
    half decent right now will, i hope, become very decent in the near future with a little more effort.. sprinting the last 100meters of a marathon..

    with a commitment to chaos comes the responsibility of living a somewhat free life – which is perhaps where the last post comes in.. babies etc.. i guess it will still be possible to invite the chaos .. a little.. since DAH and others have managed very well..

    balance is such an important word to me.. always has been..

    i think the context it was probably mentioned here is intended more towards an inner chaos, (i might be wrong..) rather than the outer chaos which many snappers have to invite in order to work..
    inner chaos of wondering what you’re doing.. wondering if it is worthy.. if it is genuine and authentic.. and whether others will be able to look at it and think, simply,
    ‘that is good’.

    the dedication to control an inner chaos and keep the faith that you’re working on something worthwhile and interesting to others.. while also ‘managing’ the outer chaos, (which requires all the confidence instilling processes needed to gain editorial commissions..)
    it’s difficult stuff..

    as if outwardly juggling rent, food, film, travel.. clients.. marketing.. is not enough, controlling the inner chaos, which many people here make look very easy, through their talent and openness.. intelligent thought and generous nature.. to me makes up a good deal of the difference between someone who produces and more importantly SHOWS and someone who does not.

    the paradox is that however much the chaos is biting .. outwardly and inwardly that is.. photographers have to present NO chaos to the people who employ us at the time the commissions are dealt out..

    editors want many things – i wonder if the most important are
    1 – reliability on deadlines
    2 – reliability on quality
    3 – reliability to supple fresh and interesting ideas ready to drop straight in.

    no editor has ever asked me about my long term goals.. my self perception.. how my work has evolved.

    more and more, as someone recently wrote, i am seeing the single thread running through the forum topics.. the preparation.. the encouragement to ‘let go’ which some need.. motives.. and the community nurturing each other through the perhaps scary times of trying to produce something which will interest others.

    in a sense it makes me glad i was half-cut and wasted for most of my professional life.. too wasted to care too much about what the photo community would think of my work.. and too wasted to care about eating well.. about family.. about the photographic hierachy and art buying public..

    i pleased myself with my work.. my life.. my ambition and my goals.. and my friends.. my good, good friends.. and i am now so pleased that i did.

    Ramble over… i may have been talking crap.. i hope not though, as it’s well intended and from the heart.

    next year for sure anton.. be cool to meet a whole bunch of people from this little collage of thought.
    o)

  96. AUDREY,

    thanks so much for the photos!! now I’m more impatient to meet you all!!

    It took me some more time than expected to drive up to Perpignan and just arrived… but we all are going to meet tonight. Add two more to the crew!!

  97. AUDREY

    What a powerful selection of images. Each one is a story in itself. And full of emotion. You have taken the personal and found the universal within it. Your story is everyone’s story. Brava!

    ALL

    Regarding chaos and creativity, it has been my personal experience that chaos–as in, giving up and giving in to the organic flow of life’s peculiarities–is at the heart of the creative process. To me this particular kind of chaos does not mean running around willy-nilly like a chicken with its head cut off. Instead it means holding fast to your intentions when creating, but allowing those intentions to evolve in response to what you see happening in your work. “Conscious chaos” could be another way of saying it.

    But this is how I live my life, not just how I do my work. Improvisation and chaos are inseparable companions. And both can lead to a creative resolution beyond anything our minds can plan. Besides, it’s so much fun to live this way! I can’t imagine any other way of being in the world.

    Patricia

  98. DAH,

    Sometimes I am confused as to why I confuse you so much. I’ll leave that comment as is.

    Neighborhoods in Brooklyn and the bachelors…

    Bob’s comments about distance and bringing the photo within a photo to the other work…

    Neighborhoods came about just as I was about to roll down the other side of the giant iceberg called your workshop. Letting go and seeing what was there for me to see. The interaction I had with each of the individuals in the neighborhood series was the breaking down of the barrier I had put up since the whole disintegration of my marriage began. Afraid to get too close, to interact with my subjects. I spent 4 days shooting prior to that day and could not get close enough to capture anything of the people that were there for me to capture.

    With the personal demons piece, I pulled photos from self-portraits, the work in Brooklyn, and my bachelor series. To try and even explain how it all came together in my head would be very “confusing” and we don’t want that.

    I leave for the mainland Sept 18 and tentatively plan to return October 30. I might possibly could come into NYC end of September. Inshallah. All this talk about the personal demons piece has done exactly what I was hoping–started me seeing many more possibilities. I have a feeling I will be seeing you in NYC David. Are you ready?

    Thanks to all for your wonderful comments. Patricia, good to see you here again. David B, #15 is the one that took the longest as I had to reshoot it and get the help of a friend.

    Interesting thing happened during this whole process. My hard drive failed on my Mac tower, the backup drive with the photos from the Dominican Republic during the time I found out about my husband’s girlfriends (actually taking a photo of one sitting on his lap) and one of him in a bar, died and cannot be retrieved and the backup cds had gone missing. The cds are still missing and I kept thinking I could not do the essay without those two photos. I wonder if the cds will show up now.

    Audrey–touching work of your parents. I love the way you reflected each one with the mirrored image. They brought up the pain I feel on occasion when I think of my father and how distant our relationship was yet so connected.

    I love this site just like it is, even if I get confused on occasion.

    Lee

  99. OK. Patricia, where did you get the link to Audrey’s photos from Pep? Audrey……did you post on this or send personal email. This happens as I said before, where there is a discussion on someone’s work and I have missed the link. I went back several pages. Please repost Audrey.

    Lee

  100. Lee, glad to help. I like your project, btw…the images that have stuck with me are of you with the other photos…very telling…(to me) saying “this is part of me…close to me….important to me…. but maybe not quite yet part of real me….”

    This is, of course, my own interpretation of what I take away, and may not even be close to what you are trying to say….

  101. ALL

    I took a couple of days after finishing the shooting aspect of the assignment to tidy up my life a bit..daily stuff like housekeeping certainly suffers when I am focused on shooting. Now am trying to be of good cheer as I scan the ruined film; am hoping to salvage something, and I think it is perhaps possible to do so for some negs, but of course they have to be keepers in the first place..At least there a a few more rolls coming and some 4×5 as well..fingers crossed.

    FOR ALL in PERP

    on LS there is a post that starts

    “i’m in perpignan looking for photographers with projects dealing with the arab world or perhaps the muslim world at large. I’m here on behalf of The National newspaper”..check it out if it applies to you..

    Sure looks like a great time from your photos Audrey, not how I imagined it..I was thinking more like a Rom horse trading event..that’s a weird thought but true.

  102. Andrew, what do we have of other’s work but our own interpretation? Whatever we put out there will probably never be viewed as we see it but through the viewer’s filters. You are close. They are separate, that life viewed in the photos on the headboard and the independent me that has to go out on my own now because there is no other choice. And I like my independence more and more. I think that is why I was finally able to get the work together and posted–because I am letting go of what was so important for so, so long.

    Do you have a web page? Would love to see a link with your name so I could check it out. Probably have seen it but would love a refresher.

    Out the door for acupuncture–needles…..

    Lee

  103. Nowadays I am often confused by my confusion. This was not always the case, though; when I was a boy, my confusion seldom confused me, which I now attribute to as much sunshine as you can swing in the Bronx, clean air only slightly flavored with diesel smoke, and my constantly ingesting large numbers of Three Musketeers bars. In those days, my confusion was a fairly straightforward thing, untouched by deeper concerns of the larger meaning of mankind’s never-ending search for God in an uncaring universe or the singular abomination of the designated hitter rule. No, what confused me most in those days was the existential question of liver and why anyone would actually choose to eat something that both tasted and smelled like boiled sneakers. These days I just wonder why my local board of education compels me to pay taxes for schools most kids don’t want to go to in the first place.

  104. david b

    I’m slowly catching up to this post, but curious to hear how our projects worked at your lecture. Do share!

    And yes, I wish I were at PEP, but I had my Look3!!

  105. ppppanos..

    ahh – i’d love to you know.. probably better i save that until you’re doing the visiting lecture rounds in europe and you can show them yourself :o)
    actually – a colleague wandered into the office as i was viewing the slideshow of woman day photos.. FREE the nipples.. i had to explain.. thats pure panos.. they were fine..

    akaky

    brilliant..
    and tripe.. why tripe? surely we have grown beyond the need to eat intestines out of choice..?
    still.. i could wander into a supermarket tomorrow and eat the face of a sheep, suck out the eyeballs and nail the skull to my front door if i wanted to.. straight off the shelf.. vacuum packed snacking.
    mmmm.. fast-food.

    gui

    rain.. rain.. fish bite better and watching the raindrops bounce back up into themselves off of a calm sea.. one of my favorite new ways to spend an afternoon..

    David MC, gui, patricia,..

    showing tomorrow.. will be a good one.. looking forward to it.. hope to gather some ideas from them for their own projects as well..

    smashing..

  106. GUI…
    you are killing me right now…
    JESUS AND MARY CHAIN…
    oh my god… check this out…

    Back in Athens.. Greece.. 1992…
    there was a little bar called “Decadance”….
    i was 22… dj at that bar… and assistant for the president of photojournalist guild of Athens… Mr. Zisis Aggelopoulos
    … also student at the time ( electrical engineering )…
    my dream and focus at the time was music…
    there was only ONE music magazine back then in town..
    and i wanted to be featured there so bad….
    guess what… JESUS AND MARY CHAIN were in town .. performing,
    that night….
    that particular night… “the band” stopped by “our” bar,
    for a drink… that was it… we became friends for the “night”.,.
    my photos were real…. and that was my 1st self-assigned ,
    assignment for the mag of my dreams ( back then…!! )
    Literally “Jesus & Mary Chain ” gave me my first paycheck …
    Later , ( for about 8 years ) this place “Decadance”..
    became the “CBGB” of athens… Nick Cave visited the place numerous, numerous times- almost a local…,
    Mark E. smith from THE FALL… i can go on and on…
    i was doing photos , so close… that nobody else could…
    because i was drinking with them..wasting the whole night
    … back in the day.. Decadance was closing at around 5am or 6am
    on the weekends…

    you brought me back in time GUI…

  107. GUI,
    its all film… not scanned…
    honestly… I WOULD NEVER POST MY OLD PHOTOS.. anywhere…
    its my personal “Prague”…. you know… i’m waiting, waiting, waiting,
    for the “right” moment that probably will never come…
    … bare with me…
    almost 8 months ago… i was sitting in a bar in Venice, buying
    “Scottie, The King Of All Homeless”, one drink after the other…
    There was a guy sitting in a table very close to me…
    speaking a dutch accent that was soooo familiar in my ears…
    i couldnt tell in the beginning, but 7 drinks later…
    my memory came back… He was the manager of a european band called “DEUS”
    ANTWERP BELGIUM…
    check this out:

    http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=jVuZ1sh3I40

    i will never forget that night back in Athens 1994 or ’95 ???
    after the DEUS concert , we ( me and my girlfriend Lena – driving her own car… we picked up, half of the band… heading towards the hill were the “Decadance” bar was located…
    one of the member asked ( requested ) for a particular drug…
    I remember i said , something like… “I’m sorry, i dont have That..
    but how about some Heroin?…. They freaked out…
    i laughed my heart out…
    Anyways… that night i met their “manager”, once again… we talked about that incident and other shit.. who cares!!!

    in
    Venice Beach… almost 13-14 years later… go figure !!!!!

    peace

  108. well.. to clear up the confusion…
    about access… my girlfriend Lena , back in the time 15 years ago was one of the editors of that mag… she had a scheduled interview,
    with them… she convinced them to choose that particular bar..
    it wasn’t really me… to be honest , she did all the work…
    i just snapped some photos…
    so the idea of my day was:
    ACCESS… ” to gain access , you have to do, what you have to do…!

  109. BOWEN ;)))

    that would be BLADE RUNNER :)))))))…

    panos/gui: dont get me started with JMC or MESmith or well, spent my highschool/college years years running up to cbgbs…u like dont want to know ;)))

    PANOS: writing u know brother, got the note …

    hugs
    b

  110. PANOS:

    this one is for you…i hope (trust) you know SMOKE…benjamin…or in other incarnations: OPAL FOXX…the greatest (for me) blues/punk/poet from the South, ever, period…died way way too early….

    b

  111. Justin,
    Sympathy to you and your family –such a loss–but may your memories of your mother be a strength and joy.

    Lee,
    I agree with many of the comments regarding your essay. Creative and compelling. I particularly liked self-portrait number 5 in the series.

  112. Thanks Rosemary,

    Hate to leave you all this evening but I must buy a dress for a fancy party tomorrow night. Tomorrow the horse peace tattoo gets completed!!!!

    The comments have started to bring more things to light that I had not thought of. Love this blog. I remember a few days ago I was thinking of giving up my camera…..funny how things turn out and turn around.

    Lee

  113. BOB…

    yes, sometime in the sept 27 – oct 3 time frame would work or right thereafter as well…the 27-3 week will of course have me being totally dedicated to the students i have that week, but i think you know that and would be flexible etc etc ….also know you would love to see the whole thing, final show, final fiesta….anyway, let’s do chat by phone as soon as return to New York on monday…

    AKAKY…

    is there really anything better than a Three Musketeers??? of course, to see a movie i could not be without my Good & Plenties or Mild Duds or both…”well balanced diet” was not in my lexicon at the time, although i think my love of broccoli may have saved me…

    LEE…

    am i ready?? of course not….but i have rolled along this far, so i will “stay the course” (sorry, did not mean to quote W)..

    ALL…

    i met with all of the Perpignan “our gang” tonight to have a meeting to see if we could meet to have a serious meeting…i am not sure whose idea it was to have this sidewalk cafe meeting right smack in the center of 3,333 fellow party mood photo fest participants, but so it was…

    my oh my, i became a photographer so i would never have to go to meetings, so this forum tribe has caused some philosophical backfire..

    needless to say the meeting to set up the meeting caused some members of this forum to consume rather large amounts of “spirits” all in the name of brotherhood/sisterhood and a powerful all consuming desire to soak up the moment..

    even lurkers and innocent bystanders and various members of MY PAST got caught up in the whirlwind of participation to the point where i decided it wise to leave the “campfire” with my ex-girlfriend and make a move for a potentially romantic walk down by the river…

    just as our conversation was turning to “where do we go from here?”, her friend Albertina (yes, all those cool pictures from Rajisthan)and hotel mate was seen walking alone down a dark street in exactly the opposite direction from their hotel (she is directionally challenged) and chivalry got the best of me and i hailed a cab and took them both “home”…

    why else would i be back in my room ALONE and writing to you right now????

    to be continued….

    cheers, david

  114. Sitting down to a bowl of organic, vegan, Bliss Ice Cream :)) (try it)
    after a wonderful evening shooting the burning of Zozobra…Santa Fe’s version of Burning Man. In fact it’s said that Burning Man was taken from Zozobra also known as Old Man Gloom.

    He’s gone now…and everyone’s gloom with him.

    Other than Zozobra, everyone had an amazing time. Now Fiesta weekend is officially in full swing…Viva La Fiesta!!!

  115. TO ALL- (PERPIGNAN IMPRESSIONS)

    As I was meant to be in a family vacations in the South of France, I have had to leave PERPIGNAN prematurely… I found out that I came way too early (arrived Sunday evening) when most are acrtually getting there mid-week so I have had to leave Wednesday night when the parties were just starting…so unfortunately, I will miss the larger reunion on Sunday… so be it! But really really, I can hardly complain as I had still a marvellous time there. First, I had the priviledge really to spend a lot of time with AUDREY, a very talented photographer as you have all seen but on top such a kind generous human being…. I have been her official translator over there which was my pleasure and she thanked me with a magnificent print from her work on Rosa the prostitute which I love (the work I mean of course!!!!! :))) AUDREY, you are a very special person with a BIG HEART!!!!

    I also met and had dinner with the now world known mask producer of DAH i.e LASSAL and even met the boyfriend and dog so we met the whole package which is certainly a very nice package…. whoever meets LASSAL would probably wish she did not have a boyfriend :):):):) but the sad thing is that she has a very nice boyfriend and even worse they seem in love… It was great meeting you LASSAL and spending the evening with you, AUDREY….

    I also met more briefly GINA, SEAN and LAURA…had great lunch with PIERRE-YVES, had a tchat with LANCE so all in all….met many even if I had to leave prematuraly…. I cannot believe though that I missed you CHARLIE…I could not check my mails (no personal computer)…I hope we do get a chance to meet sometimes so that we can take this beer together….

    Now, the highlight of it all was of course to see DAVID once more… Poor David got here on Wednesday jet-lagged but still offered to Audrey and I to meet at his hotel to go over both of our edits…Was funny…given I spent a lot of time with Audrey I had a chance to go over 80 pictures with her and I sort of had done my own edit and I was very curious to see if DAVID would end up in the same place…. I had split Audrey’s work into two parts really and the first thing DAVID did was to say it really would be better if it was one story…. (I thought shit!!!!!) When I attended David’s workhop, this has always been my favourite moment, watching him editing…and once more loved it (I think that LASSAL and LAURA also enjoyed as they were both watching)… Reassuringly, he kept many of the pictures I had selected but David, as he often rightly does, went primarily for the more universal symbolic moments as opposed to more personal ones that may mean a lot for Audrey but may not be easily recognizable by all. David was very generous with his time, always checking what Audrey felt, if he was missing a picture etc…so generous with his time that our whole time slot ended with us having no time left to go over my own boxing work (David had to go for dinner with folks at 7pm)…but when I say David is generous with his time, he really truly is…. we agreed to regroup at 10.30 at his hotel and came back ad we stayed until midnight with him, Audrey and Lance who joined!!!! Always a bit more tense initially when it is your work on the table but we had a great session… Hard to capture in a few sentences the numerous advices I received…but maybe worth sharing some… First, believe it or not, I had got my prints virtually earlier that afternoon and this was the first time I looked at them all on the same table….we should all do this all the time systematically…sort of becomes obvious this way what does not belong, what is stronger, what might be repetitive… we also had a lot of discussion about what might be the title of the book (or work) as a title is critical and you need to have a powerful relevant yet intriguing title…we brainstormed a few but I really need to keep thinking… Following his advice, I will also interview the kids, the boxers to get a few of their own lines/ quotes and hopefully, this will become more evident and this jewel that I am looking for will surface…. the final point…we both recognized that there is no way we could have had that session on line….when I first got some feedback on line from David I understood that I should get rid of some shots that might have been repetitive so I started to edit out etc…when for the first time David was able to look at the whole thing at the same table, he felt that actually in this case, the best might be to have some repetition and focus on powerful action portraits rather than try to do a whole story on boxing and show training, gym, locker room etc. Might still keep a few if I really want to but all in all, action portraits will be what the focus will be…. Unfortunately, I cannot show the edit right this minute as I am still away from home (will be back in the US next week) but will when I can…. Overall, David was very positive so I was thrilled and once more did learn a ton as we talked all sorts of things from book editing to format etc etc… DAVID, I just wanted to thank you once more! I know how difficult it is when you get somewhere and have so many friends to see so AUDREY and I were even more appreciative of having this quality session together. Wished I could have stayed one more day to see the edit from Lance!

    THANK YOU THAK YOU DAVID! and it was great meeting you all in Perpignan.

    Cheers,

    Eric

  116. Lee,
    I like your work!!! (If it is maybe 2 images, 8 and 9 that I find who go less to the series, but it is just my personal opinion…) I put a lot of time(to find your link…

    BOB,
    I also like your very personal vision but I would so like to see more images…

    All,
    you will have, I soon think of many of the other photos of Perpignan, (Lassal and Laura) of what I also like in Perpignan, they are its districts: a district gypsy whom you cross when you make the exhibitions (just behind au couvent des Minimes) and a Muslim district which you cross by going to the convent Sainte claire, but regrettably 2 communities do not get, there was he(it) seems to me last year the violent riots between 2 communities, I would like one day to begin a work on these 2 communities..

    Perpignan Crew,
    I shall be in Perpignan in the beginning of after noon, I think of going to the colloquium to the conference hall, and to Couvent des Minimes of finishing the exhibitions, I think of not returning late because the next day, I work and I have a big cold!

    Gina,
    me been afraid that the translators used terms which do not correspond to my thought, I do not especially want to be impose me for Look3, but I just wanted to thank you for thinking maybe of me…

    In the pleasure to see you all…

  117. Eric,
    you translated splendidly the progress of the revision with David, it was great meeting you Eric, and what a pleasure to discuss photography with you!

    I forgot to speak to you about Pierre-Yves, It is a young photographer he has a hallucinating photographic culture, he always makes me discover a new photographer, a new agency which I did not know…

  118. Audrey,

    Interesting, 8 & 9. I will begin work on the piece again on Saturday and will consider all the comments. Thanks.

    Good night all, or for most of you good early morning!

    Lee

  119. david alan harvey

    SIDNEY…

    thanks for not taking a “shot”…..my own fragility at the moment could just not take it, so your gentleman status was absolutely the right thing at the right time…as usual, timing, timing and timing…

    by the way, is there anyone out there who can teach a workshop on exactly how women THINK??? i have been working on this one for as long as i have been taking pictures with little or no insight….yea, yea, slow learner!!!

    now , mind you, i love women in all of their manifestations, but you would think by now that i would UNDERSTAND just a bit more than i do….

    in any case, i will keep trying….maybe the JOURNEY is it as in things photographic and otherwise…

    ok, i just got a phone call and i must run..good thing…better to stop this now before i get myself into even more trouble….

    peace, david

  120. AUDREY,

    Have no time now to write but if you still read this and plan to come to perpignan this afternoon, we will meet at Cafe le Poste at 3’00. Hope to see you there!

    ERIC,

    Last night I finally got to know some of the people from this blog. Amazing atmosphere, as if we already knew each other! Lassal, Laura, Aga, Gina, Lance, Sean, James, Neil, Pierre-Yves…. so great to meet you all!! And meeting DAH again in the middle of this crew just touching…

    Have no time now. Literally running, but hope to write about this Perpignan impressions soon.

    Cheers!!

  121. david mc
    patricia
    gui
    audrey

    hey hey- lunchbreak.. audrey – i´d like to show dAH edit of bernard story… hope that is okay.. i love it.

    shown gui and david mc so far – the students love it.. some excellent comments and it´s helping no end for them to see others working progress.. seeing the relationships visually and reading the narrative and wider meaning of the work.. fantastic..
    next up patricia and audrey…

    audrey

    i wanted to show your work as one of the students just openud up to me about an unwell parent.. and some mortality which recently hit them.. they may want to photograph this time of life and do not know where to begin.. and so..
    i say begin with audrey, since she is crafting such an excellent example of loving documentary..

    all good.

    DAH

    i thin you need a cape and leotard to further enable your super-hero status..
    sounds like a ball over there..
    brilliant updates from all..

  122. SUPER-HERO HARVEY ;)):

    yes, will call u on Monday (hope u wont be too jet-dragged)…whatever is best for you. we can do week after 3rd (give u some recovery time/down time). the fiesta atmosphere/slideshow of course would be gorgeous to see and would love to chill and chat with your workshop folk too. just got to run it by the boss but really too i dont want you be overwhelmed…and besides i want this visit too to be about OUR FRIENDSHIP, not just work…im bringing you the long-ago promised ice wine, and hugs and cornpipe and for you to meet mrs. (dima might come) b is more important…i would love to see the fiesta for sure and like totally do not want to take away any time from the workshop folk, just know that :))…so whatever works best for you…will call u monday amigo…

    PANOS: :))….that boy was a saint….so too his band…rent the jem cohen movie about him. you’ll see…

    AUDREY: THANKS :))…well, there are a lot more pics, this was just a random “preview” of a few images…but glad you enjoyed them…

    ok, like seriously, this is crack, gotta go, finsh…cant wait to see pics from the Perp Fiesta…

    hugs y’all
    b

  123. David,

    did you do a lecture at the festival? Im super jealous of all you guys who are able to get to these things. Very jealous.

    Im happy though because I have been shooting a lot and today I was able to get my ass back into my Personal Stills project….

  124. DAH,

    Check out David Deida. He did an incredible book called “The Way to the Superior Man” and “Dear Lover”. My ex was reading his stuff during our whole breakdown and I ended up reading them. He is pretty damn close on “how women think”.

    The question I always wanted to ask men that ask this question, “Do you really want to know and are you ready for he answer?”

    You brought up the subject…..

    Lee

  125. To me, the question is not how do “women” think but rather how does THIS woman think. The best way to find out is to ask her. And the only way to learn the answer is to listen, REALLY listen to her answer.

    Patricia

  126. Well, we are species, and if we remind ourselves we do not always think with our brains (man or woman), that’s a first step towards answering the question.

    As Pat implies (as I see it), that question probably daunts many a partner in lesbian couples.

    Note that we guys never ask this question about our own mothers. She spoke and we REALLY listened! :-)

  127. bob

    congratulations.. bladerunner.. you have won a shiney sticker of a dinosaur (i’m giving them to students this week for fun)..
    one of my fav quotes from the improvised passage at the end of the film.. i always think of it when i read peoples memories.. and Panos memories have a way of tripping me back as well.

    particia

    very good.
    very.

    herve

    very good
    very

    i wonder if the female and male are split apart far too often in the old cliche.. never be able to understand each other.
    by nature and nuture we are divided, although i still believe we are more similar than different.. respect.. thats all i think.. for all.

    another quote – i forget the source..
    ‘there is a greater difference between Einstein and the average human being than there is between the average human being and a chimpanzee.’
    (paraphrased.. no idea where it’s from or why it stuck in my head… or why i threw it into the mix just then.)

    P, DMC, A, and G

    lessons done..
    will write more later.. thankyou for now.. brilliant.. all your work helped in very different ways.. we spent maybe 15 mins talking about each of the narratives… at the beginning of class they were quiet about their own idea’s.. after-wards they were buzzing with them.

    actually – will email you in a while with more.. i have to run to the shop to get some beer now (they only sell it in shops here until 8pm on a friday?!)

    peRp people.

    excellent.
    enjoy.

  128. David B, the paraphrase, it’s the contrary (almost certain 99%), anyone closer to Einstein than to a chimp. Sure does not explain genius, but what can?

  129. I think we’ve all been to parties and other social gatherings where we’ve wondered why we bothered to show up at all. Maybe the host owed you a dinner, maybe your wife is making you go, maybe your employer requires you to be there in order to make an important customer happy, but no matter why you showed up, you’re here, and here is a disaster of Titanic sized proportions and you would willingly cut off your left arm for an excuse to get out of this hellhole right now. This sort of thing happens to us all on occasion; just a part of the strange lottery of life, but it’s worse when you’re the host of this ten ton stone balloon and you know everyone in the place is blaming you for that awkward and uncomfortable feeling we all get when we know the party’s heading south and we wish we were, too.

    Part of your problem may be that you do not have any interesting conversation pieces in your home. A good conversation piece gets people talking, gets them comparing notes about the piece on your coffee table and others pieces they’ve seen at other houses and on that trip to Europe a few years back with your Aunt Myrtle when she went looking for the ladies room in the Louvre after getting up close and personal with Mona Lisa, took a left when she should have taken a right, and wound up on a Bulgarian army rifle range being shot at by a squad of angry nearsighted kids who couldn’t get out of the draft and were glad to take their frustrations out on someone. American relations with Bulgaria have improved considerably since that trip and will go on improving, just as long as Aunt Myrtle stays home with her cats. But with so many different people interested in so many different things the perplexed host may find themselves in a bit of a quandary about what sort of conversation piece to get since very few conversation pieces appeal to everyone.

    The host in this case should remember that the one thing that always excites interest is people, especially famous people. The famous are different than you or me, F. Scott Fitzgerald once famously didn’t say, to which Ernest Hemingway didn’t reply, yes, they have better press agents. But the chances of getting an actual, real life famous person to come to your party are usually pretty poor, all told, and even if they did come, you want everyone at your party to talk about what a wonderful party this is, not about whether some celebrity shows up and sucks all the oxygen out of the room. Let’s face it, celebrities come and they go; I mean, when was the last time you heard anything about Miss America 1938 or Ilona Massey or John Nance Garner or even Norma Shearer? The trick is to get someone whose name has stood the test of time but who won’t monopolize the conversation to the point where the party suffers. Not an easy thing to do, as I’m sure you would agree, but recently two books have come out that show the inexperienced host how to do such a thing and make your parties the envy of your entire neighborhood. Everyone who is anyone on this planet has heard of Albert Einstein and any party he attends becomes an immediate success since how everyone will want to know how you got the premier genius of the 20th century to come to your party while others will want to discuss the theory of relativity and how much they don’t understand it, having flunked high school physics after having spent most of the year checking out the cheerleader sitting four desks up from them, and still others will want to discuss Einstein’s role, and possible culpability, in the development of the atomic bomb, which is what your party would have been if Albert hadn’t shown up on time.

    Now we all know, and if you didn’t I’m telling you now, that Albert Einstein died in 1955, so how can you get him to come to a social gathering some fifty years too late for him to bring a loaf of bread or some raspberry Danish or maybe a nice bottle of wine; this is something my mother always goes on about. Never go to a party with one arm as long as the other, she says, but that’s probably some sort of weird Irish cultural thing. In any case, Einstein may not be able to come because of his unfortunate death fifty years ago, but that does not stop his brain from being the life of any party it goes to. Yes, indeed, as the two books I mentioned above make very clear, Einstein’s brain is still available, floating in formaldehyde in some Tupperware containers somewhere in New Jersey. Of course, you can’t actually buy Einstein’s brain; the owner is not interested in selling, and who would be, given such a treasure, but you can rent the brain, I hear, for two hundred dollars a night, half price for bar mitzvahs, and isn’t a minimal investment of two hundred dollars a small price to pay for scoring the social success of the year?

    And Einstein is not the only head in the ring, not at all; there are plenty of miscellaneous body parts floating around out there to liven up even the deadest party, body parts of every size and description, body parts for every occasion. Franz Josef Haydn’s head, for example, is back with the rest of the great composer, the head finally reuniting with the rest of the body in 1954 after a century and a half apart, but for the artistically inclined Francisco de Goya’s head is still wandering the highways and the byways at this time, and for the politically minded, I think Oliver Cromwell is still headless, said head being in the possession of a family that has (or had; the situation is unclear) old Ollie’s noggin in a velvet lined box, all set and ready to transform the dullest dinner party into a tremendous success.

    For those who enjoy a bit of dirt with their conversation pieces, and you know who you are, the ambitious host has a choice between Napoleon Bonaparte and Grigorii Rasputin. Napoleon was the bigger man historically; a string of battlefield successes made his name as one of the great military leaders of history, and his revision of French law, codified as the Code Napoleon, remains the basis of French civil law to this day, marking him as one of the great statesmen of the nineteenth century as well. Rasputin, on the other hand, was an unkempt pseudomonk who conned his way into Tsar Nicholas II’s household with his ability to calm Nicholas’ hemophiliac son, the crown prince Alexis, and soothe the empress Alexandra’s hysteria about her son’s condition. Unlike Napoleon, Rasputin survives in history as something of a perpetual dirty joke, something on the order of the second Clinton administration or the riper years of the Stuart Restoration. So you can imagine how a dull party can perk right up when you produce, from its very own shoebox, the reason why Rasputin was so sought out by society women during the first decade of the twentieth century, an object described by one witness as something akin to a long, blackened, overripe banana. By contrast, and there is a big contrast here indeed, when Napoleon’s came up for auction at Sotheby’s in London a few years ago the catalog described it as tiny and looking remarkably like a shriveled seahorse. Given the relative historical importance of these two men, I think it is safe to say that this is one of those instances when size really does not matter.

    To maximize the effect of your conversation piece on your guests, you could try to work it into every aspect of the evening, although I’d leave Einstein’s brains off the dinner table lest someone mistake them for the cauliflower. You must remember to treat the conversation piece with respect; in all likelihood you are just borrowing it for the evening and while you obviously can’t return it to the original owner, as your piece is a scaled down version of the original owner, you should return it to the current owner in as close to original condition as you can get it without actually administering CPR, which will not be helpful at this time. This is only good manners, after all, and if you show people that they can’t trust you to be responsible with their property they will stop loaning it to you, and then you’ll wind up showing your guests slides of your trip to the Grand Canyon, and they will leave your home convinced that you are a dullard, a bore, a dolt, and maybe even psychotic as well. I mean, who is that interested in the Grand Canyon, really? It’s a ditch, a big ditch, to be sure, and a marvel of nature, but when you boil it down to its essence, a ditch is a ditch.

  130. herve –

    it’s the right way round dude..
    that’s the thing about it.. most of us are closer to chimps than genius..

    right.. got to drag my knuckles across the floor to the kitchen and make food.

    akaky – i’m going to book sinatras sofa for my sons baby shower.. brilliant.

  131. Audrey – Do you have more pictures for us? We would love you for them.

    Akaky – My, my… Now I know what’s missing from the living room.

    David – I will explain women (what I know) if you will explain men. We will need wine… rivers of wine.

  132. “…if you will explain men…” Simple: men want to get laid. We also want someone else to do our laundry for us.

  133. Hello everybody!

    My first post on the blog i read since one year…
    I love the community there, the people, the projects…, and this is part of and improve my photography.

    I never post cause :
    – i’m quite young (25)
    – i’m not a professionnal photographer (but want to be, even if the road is far from being easy)
    – i’m most interested in dance and theater photography than photojournalism.

    BUT…

    …yesterday i met DAH in the street in perpignan (near the castillet, 4 or 5 pm i think,
    i told you i love reading the blog and it improved my photography, we were both busy but thanks for stopping David)

    (cause i live near perpignan, i was there for Visa of course)

    So i told myself everybody was there to go deeper, to find his own photographic ‘philosophy’ and path;
    and this is what i want, learn from you, and maybe, bring something positive to the little community,
    so nevermind the reasons for not posting, let’s get involved!!! Meeting DAH and not being there would be criminal!!!

    About the David’s post that sounds very important to me:
    “this journey is unending and leads us down paths we would never go down without our cameras in hand”

    How many times did i loved my camera for bringing me in the backstage of theater or dance event???
    for meeting wonderful people i would never have seen without this little magic camera???

    But before using my camera as a reason to take the car and go, the main reason is LOVE.
    As someone there said, NO LOVE NO PHOTOGRAPHY. For me the camera is just the wonderful answer to ‘why are you there’,
    you can’t answer ‘i love you’, but you can say ‘just to make photographs’…

    cheers

    – Jean

  134. Welcome, dear Jean. Please post your thoughts,feelings and links to your photos. We are not all “photojournalists”–I for one would never describe myself that way–and we are all ages. I’m glad you met David and now feel comfortable letting us hear from you. I’d LOVE to see your dance photos!!!

    Patricia

  135. As someone there said, NO LOVE NO PHOTOGRAPHY
    ——————
    :-)….Ah oui, c’ etait moi! Quelle memoire, Jean… La mienne aussi!

    I must say that david’s happenstance serendipities that make life just great is quite close to that of traveling (without a camera).

    But photography for me betters travel by introducing the idea of revisiting, the “visiting” becoming actually searching which, if done to its fullest, happens often at some apex where the inner and the outer, the personal and the public meet.

    Joseph Campbell called these “blissful moments”, which for being unplanned, seemingly based on chance, could only happen on the very road you traced for yourself, that very journey that is yours and none others, provided you have not let society tell you to get serious and get back in the ranks.

  136. Hi all,
    Here is some images of the meeting of yesterday au café de la poste, I was not able to put names on all the faces, I did not know everybody…
    http://web.me.com/audreybardou/AB/visa2.html
    One very very thank you to Laura for the translation, I did not stay very for a long time and I did not understand everything, thus I am not the best person to review you, sorry to have left so early, I had a meeting with my friend Robert Ménard, present that this day…

    Anton, Yan and Perpignan crew,
    I shall be in café de la poste on Sunday towards 10h30 / 11h, I have meeting with Pierre-Yves, to work on Final Cut, I do not know if the meeting is maintained at 12 am, although it is there, I plan to finish the exhibitions later, if it says to you? For the persons whom I shall not see again, it was a real pleasure to meet you…

    Lance,
    I hope to see your work soon!

    David McGowan,
    I liked a lot your day of camping, (and your music also!!) there are the repetitions , but which I am to say to you that, me which is presented more than 80 images to David!!
    In very soon, audrey

  137. audrey!

    am running for the train now… if i miss you tonight, i will meet you tomorrow at 10.30 in café de la poste! yes, i certainly want to visit exhibitions as well…

    looking forward to meet you and ‘the crew’ :))))

    love

  138. DAH & Community: leaving for Buenos Aires on Sept.10/08 with well over a hundred rolls of film. I will be traveling for a total of 9 months – my dilemma is what to do with all this film as i gradually expose it. 2 options : a. keep it on my person at all
    times ?
    b. send it home via the mail
    route ?

    anyone have any experience with sending film through the mail via South American cities ? my concern is the x-rays and the reliability of the postal system. Anyone with a shared experience would really help to put my mind at ease tonight as I’m packing for the trip..

  139. robert.

    i can’t speak about s. america since i was not there long enough to need to consider this..
    when i lived in india i tried to send a couple of things.. tape recordings of monks life and a roll of film, and they didn’t arrive.
    so.
    i found a good lab in a city 20 miles from where i was and i used to get the film developed there. they did a good job and the negs then went between the pages of a hardback book until the journey back to the N-gland.
    the worry i had about keeping exposed film was the heat and humidity.. i thought better to get them dev-ed than not..
    hope thats some help.

    have a great trip.. eyes wide open along with heart.. you’ll get some superb work done i’m sure.
    safe travels.

  140. AUDREY,

    Thanks for the reporting. I wish I could have stayed longer and be with all of you and meet solike Ana, James or Charlie who I have still not met. I am sure you all will have a great time at the party tonight.

    For the others, I forgot to mention the few exhibits that I have loved here…clearly, there is a lot of great work all over Perpignan but a few did stand out for me. I will mention 3:

    First; I did not know Yuri Kozyrev from the Noor agency but the work on Irak war presented was super with very subbtle color palette. Although the link shows so,e of the images but not all, for those like me who did not know him, you may want to check this link:

    http://www.noorimages.com/index.php?id=yurikozyrev

    I was also mostly impressed by the work of Paula Bronstein on Afghanistan. She is photographing daily life there and has followed a lot women issues in the region. Simply amazing work…

    http://awards.gettyimages.com/awards.cfm?display=photographer&photographerID=60

    I had a chance to join a discussion with her one morning and talked with her a little afterwards. Nice lady working in a very difficult region of the world for a woman photographer.

    Last but not least, I really loved the exhibit of Paulo Pelligrin on the Iraki Diaspora. Paolo is really an amazing photographer. I had just come back from Arles where there is a major Black and White exhibit from him, mostly on work he did on Lebanon…. Paulo had a color exhibit in Perpignan which was very very impatful. Unfortunately, I could not see any of these images on the Magnum site yet but the photos should get published in Vanity Fair. And this is not all…in the Canon exhibit, you could see his work on athletes prior to the recent Olympics…3 very different types of work from the same guy… really impressive to see the depth of his photographic skills. I bumped into him in Perpignan and got one of his books signed. I am a major fan of his!!!!

    Those were the key ones for me. Possibly would add one from, Pascal Maitre but the list from there could be long….

    Cheers,

    Eric

  141. bowen: always sound advice; thank you for the encouragement as well. when traveling in india i also did as you with some film processed and put between the pages of a good book. however this time i must be careful and devise a strategy for safe keeping.

    hot chip: Colours

  142. DAVID, it was a real/brief pleasure to exchange a few words yesterday and to see you in real…

    AUDREY, ok on se voit vers 10:30 au Café de la Poste demain

    CREW, I am sorry I didn’t introduce myself yesterday as I was quite impressed to see so many people I do not know in one shot…

    …have many more exhibitions to visit today, see you later…

  143. Thank you Audrey! It was great to meet all of you live.
    Of course it was great and o useful to assist to the editing David did of Audrey work.
    And there was another one about Rodeo yesterday afternoon on the small plastic table of Cafè de la poste. Right in the middle of the square with people passing by and stopping to see what was happening.
    I’ve got some picture of the evening meeting of 4 and there are a lot of things to tell from the yesterday afternoon but I’m running right now to a lecture and… may be it would be easy with a I-phone.
    I wait to meet all the Perpignan crew at the final party at midnight.

  144. robert..

    colours.. indeed.. :o)
    want to keep that contrast and not let them fade..

    a cool-bag is a good idea as well, for unexposed or exposed..
    i used a small one and would buy a bottle of iced water to keep in there as well (in a plastic bag).. kept things cool-ish.

    any plan research for snaps yet? guess that posting on the road could be tricky.. would be great to be involved by seeing it all unfold..

  145. Hi,
    I just wanted to comment as I haven’t before and yet I’m out here in Perpignan having the pleasure of meeting so many people.

    And I believe the Rodeo photos Yan is refering to were Lance’s. It was incredibably insightful to see them and hear David’s comments.

  146. LANCE, it was cool to see your rodeo pictures on the table, impressive serie… Just a shame that I missed David editing as I arrived just after, would have been interesting…

  147. DAVID M

    just waking up here with a cup of tea and your slideshow of Reid..

    I REALLY enjoyed this! Critically from my more normal view, I’ll admit I thought some of it was redundant and some images not needed because they weren’t as strong for me as others, but emotionally and creatively, I just loved the whole thing. The crickets, the music, Reids very knowing eyes, him having this experience of camping both from in and out of the tent, the dogs, I love the dogs..the simplicity of the shots, the flowers, it just makes perfect sense to me. I only miss being there in person to snap some beans and give Reid a squeeze and go for a long, cold swim before summers end..gorgeous!

  148. ALL

    Koudelkas opening at Aperture was filled to the brim with what appeared to be both those who know his work intimately and those just discovering it through opening-hopping. There are many, many images on the wall along with text; of course these aren’t silver prints (larger-scale, ink-jet prints), but they tell the story in a way that hasn’t previously been seen. The vintage prints are over at Pace..

    The beautiful man himself seemed to be able to talk with quite a few people one on one, smartly tucked away in the editions room where you could hear and move. After signing my book (which is a large, wealth of imagery) with a smile, he asked if I could Polka..in fact I grew up with my great grandmother, she and I doing the polka in the living room every Sunday, but I just smiled back, I think.

    After walking all around Chelsea in heels for too long in an effort to find somewhere to eat that wasn’t mobbed (jesus it has become a real scene for the 20 somethings in their very short dresses..take in some art and free wine and then gather and party till late at the bars), we ended up at an Italian place, right next to Aperture. And who was there but Josef with his closest. At the end of the night as he said farewell, he took each person into his arms, over and over again, with smiles and kisses and pure joy; and this genuine outpouring is what I will never forget about the man, and the photographer.

  149. Audrey / Erica

    Thanks! Trust me, I’m not loosing track of what David wants us to achieve with editing—but I’ve been thinking about this lately—who are the tight edits for? On this forum, their usually for other photographers, who look at so many images that we really only want to get to the good stuff.

    The last couple of things I’ve posted aren’t really edits for photographers—Reid camping is more of a “parents” edit, because what parent doesn’t want to see or show lots of pics of their child! And the Moving Wall was more of a community edit—because I most definitely wouldn’t show an editor 125 shots of coverage, but to people who missed the ceremony, the slideshow has been a big help.

    One more note, I’m usually compelled to really fill a song completely, so sometimes I end up torn between showing lots of images, or letting fewer be timed longer.

    Anyway, thanks for looking!

  150. DAVID MCGOWAN :)))

    I LOVED IT! :))))…and how ironic, as next weekend Marina, dima and I are going camping (near Lake Huron/Bruce Peninsula) for 3 days (1st family vacation in 1 1/2 years)…:))))…

    I totally think (very often) the whole discussion of “redundancy” is total bullshit. I mean for this “essay” it totally works, absolutely. Actually, i saw the work not as “Reid goes camping” but as “Reid remembers his trip.” It’s totally hypnotic and has the quality of dream/memory logic. The repetition of all the images of Reid against the tent mesh window is GREAT…absolutely THE MOTIF (like leitmotif in music) of the story: i saw the essay as Reid remembering and seeing the view…especially all those shots of the dog (beside their muzzles and beneath them) or the shots of food or flowers…this whole essay is really about Reid SEEING the world, remembering this trip…and all those same images of him looking out the window are key…

    i often think that the talk of editing to be “tight” misses one of the fundamental points about “remember/seeing” that is we do not “perfect” our seeing…there is definitely something to be said for “editing” for sure (i do it obsessively with both writing and photography) but i also don’t understand why the photography world rarely rarely embraces the idea of INCLUSION :))))…

    It will be interesting when David and sit down and chat about this in 3 weeks in NY….

    i think an edit must be about the Logic of the photographer, the idea…even if others don’t understand, or isn’t universal…i mean, why are we making photos to begin with? ;))))…

    anyway, ok, gotta run, could talk all day about this ;))…

    but david, i loved it…and i totally loved the music and pace too :)))

    hugs
    running
    b

  151. KELLY, you’re welcome, always willing to oblige.

    PS. Bob’s bit about men and women being the same only different: this is the sort of thing some guys say in order to get laid. And remember, never underestimate the raw sexual power of a woman with her own washer and dryer.

  152. David McGowan

    I’m with you on the differences in editing for slide shows aimed at different audiences. The tight edits that have been preached here are, as you say, for editors and other photographers… the classic photo essay style of magazines. Slide shows with music aimed at either a more general audience, or a more parochial audience (i.e. kids’ parents) are a very different presentation format. I’ve been putting together some slide shows with music recently, trying to sequence and pace the images to a good fit to the musical piece… I had a couple of very fortuitous combinations fall together very easily, beginner’s luck, but now I’m really struggling with one. These little slide shows are averaging about 60 to 70 slides and take about 4-5 minutes each to run… I was actually inspired by Kelly Lynn’s Swimming piece and James Chance’s cemetery work, especially Kelly’s, to start doing this.
    There is a good deal of repetition in some cases in my slides, but it’s where the subject matter is music and dance, and I feel it’s quite appropriate for creating the feeling and movement of the performance.

    Once I started seeing the slide shows integrated with music, it makes it very hard to go back to just viewing the images with no sound!

    I think this will become an important and widespread genre for presentation on the web, but at present I have two major frustrations. One is that these shows with music and a decent screen resolution run from about 55 to 100 Megabytes each, so putting them up on the Web requires big storage space I don’t have at the moment, and the consequent download times are horrendous on all but the very fastest connections. The other frustration is that I can’t view a lot of slide show stuff people are putting up… for example, yours! I mean the Reid camping trip… I had no trouble at all with the various Garage Sale incarnations… I can’t see any of Audrey’s pictures from Perpignan, I can’t see any of Panos’ stuff… the problem is not bandwidth- I can see Kelly Lynn and James Chance’s stuff, I can watch the slideshow movies from Look3- it’s that people are posting things embedded in complicated Java routines that are only viewable with the very latest versions of software… if one’s software is even two years old, much of this stuff only downloads as blank pages. So, I’ve said this before at least twice, but I make my plea again… if you really want to reach a wider audience, please try to post in simpler and more accessible formats. Be aware that just because it’s viewable on your machine doesn’t mean it’s viewable on everybody’s.

    Cheers,

  153. yo, Dad Akaky, i dont need to get laid amigo….;))))))…that bit wasnt about to impress the ladies, but was supposed to be a joke….see, even ya’ll get like toooooooo damn serious when it comes to women and men…

    that’s a line from a movie, involving some pretty funny men….research dad ;))))

    :)))))
    running
    b

  154. david alan harvey

    ROBERT…

    no x-ray with Fedex, UPS, DHL…

    DAVID M..SIDNEY…

    who are the tight edits for???

    i would say they “are for” anybody who is serious about photography….book publishers, galleries, magazines….no, not other photographers necessarily although “other photographers” are like “other musicians”, “other writers”, “other painters” etc etc…

    i do not know any artist in any area who does not care about his or her peer group….whose opinion does Willie Nelson really care about?? his fans or the opinion of Merle Haggard?? yes, his fans buy the records , come to the concerts etc, but those fans would not even be there in the first place without the influence and peer pressure of his music colleagues. i.e “other musicians”

    it is pretty easy to always “please somebody” with your work and there might be times when a really “loose edit” would be quite appropriate as Sidney mentions…

    it all depends on your final outlet and goal with your work…and, of course, you should always always please yourself first….but, IF you are trying to move to your “next step” and secure the best of the best or yourself , then you had really better consider very carefully the concept of TIGHT EDIT…please do not fall into the precipitous trap of letting yourself off the hook!!!

    ALL….

    we had a good serious meeting of your colleagues who were here in Perpignan…yes, we all drank Perrier and had a good hour and a half together…

    some good ideas came…

    first, we will move to put all assignments being done on to Digital Railroad..we will give you the FTP site code soonest…this way, you can all go to one place and see everything that everyone is doing without having to search here for links that just seem to get lost among all the comments…we will also be able to edit, move pictures around etc etc…

    second, i will start tagging posts with a “category” so you can more easily search for past posts…some categories are already over in the right hand column, but i will update this list….

    there were some suggestions of how to “expand”, but all of those ideas would involve me hiring a staff of 5 people to do all the work, so that is not really something we can do at this time, nor i am i inclined to do it anyway…

    we also talked about having a “fund raising” person who could go out and make sure we got more funding for EPF…as you well know, i just do not have the time to do this beyond the occasional “lunch with the right person”…i might be able to find such a person…and this does not change what we do here one iota…

    the biggest complaint from everyone is that it is so easy to get lost with all the comments coming in..just a few days away from your computer and there are 100 comments to go through….nobody came up with a solution for this, except to joke that we should put a “cap” on comments or edit comments or whatever….i will not do this…i think for now we just have to deal with the popularity of this site…there is really no way to categorize or organize comments that i know of…this “complaint” however is also why we might secure some nice funding for you to go out and shoot…without the traffic and the comments , nobody would be interested in supporting the EPF..

    i just left having coffee with Michelle McNally , Picture Editor of the New York Times…she told me 10 minutes ago that her whole staff are avid readers of our forum…i know this is also true at Natgeo and Time Magazine too…so, the pressure is on those of you who are shooting to realize how many editors are WATCHING YOU…

    there is an overall “buzz” here about our forum with almost everyone i run into making positive comments and a shared amazement at what is happening….

    as i have said many times before, we do not have to change one single thing at all…as long as we are having fun, sharing information and ideas, and we are actually producing work to boot, then what else do we really need to do??? other sites cover all the other bases and ours is unique in that we are actually “doing something” based on the conversations and mentoring here…

    again, i cannot tell you how proud i am of all of you and what you are doing…we have going here something very special….let’s keep it that way…

    cheers, david

  155. Papa Sidney –

    Thank you for kind words. If you send me an email (kellylynnjames@gmail.com), I can try to help you work out how to make these other slideshows play. With all of the new and nuanced technologies out there it is hard to find something universally compatible and even harder to test for all possible scenarios.

    Like you, I’ve started to hear music or sound with most images.. at least in my head. I have project ideas in my mind that start with a song. But I do like to also see the pictures alone as well. Then the music that fits can play in my head. Maybe it’s immersion v.s. imagination? I enjoy both.

  156. david alan harvey

    SIDNEY…KELLY

    i am sure you must also be seeing all of the pro sites using mixed media…VII, Magnum in Motion, Media Storm etc etc…

    music with pictures can really work … just as words with pictures often do as well…both can also be distracting if not done with just as much care as doing the fine work in the first place…

    i have seen Paul Fusco’s “Funeral Train” many many times… it sits on my coffee table in book form…i have seen it as an exhibition…i saw it last night “for the first time” as an impressive “train like” slide show…it was a whole new “ball game”…amazing!!

    cheers, david

  157. DAH

    the people at time, natgeo and the times must have a helluva lot of spare time..
    okay.. i want to start posting new work.. thing is that i’m just ‘mumbling’ along at the moment while teaching and need to get some plans down, as well as the ‘decade’ book.
    what i’m shooting daily is far too loose and so
    next round of ‘assignments’ – please count me in..

    audrey..

    superb to see the little gathering..
    thanks.

    DMC

    camping.. superb.. who’s the music by?
    you do have a great eye for snaps.. the garage sale project really connected with the students and they ‘got it’ straight away.. recession.. narrative.. and then sometimes, like with the music festival and now with camping, you turn out a short project with real ease.. nice one.

  158. All,

    Regarding putting music with slideshows on a public forum such as our blog, what about copyright laws?

    It is so tight now that when I was running a cafe the music police were going from establishment to establishment and making people pay money each month to even play their own cd’s over the restaurant sound system.

    Lee

  159. DAH and ALL

    Just to clarify, I never meant to play down the importance, the necesiity, of the TIGHT EDIT! Or to let myself or anyone else off the hook for coming up with tight edits. Only that the slide show with music (and possibly spoken commentary) is another format entirely, and a very exciting one with many possibilities. Audio Slide shows can be very tightly edited too… the New York Times has done a bunch of these online over the last few years, to mixed success and somewhat uneven quality I think, but the best of them have been very tightly edited. But there are other venues, other audiences, where a longer and more ‘textured’ or ‘articulated’ slide show is appropriate and welcomed.

    DAH Again

    If I have your attention for a moment: please email me a mailing address for you in NYC so I can send you a disk with slide shows on it: kyotosid@yahoo.com

    LEE

    I agree music copyrights is a big problem we all need to consider. There was some discussion of this on the forum about a month or two back (?). To some extent I am using field recordings I made myself or other quasi-public domain sound… or that of musician friends with their permission.. and I am at the point where I think maybe I have to start composing my own music… but that is a tremendous additional commitment of time and energy (not to mention the problem of lack of musical talent).

    KELLY LYNN

    Sent you an email.

    Cheers,

  160. marcin luczkowski

    If photo editors are readers of this forum they should paid more attention to works Of Aga Luczakowska.
    I have feelings, she will be great photojournalist if she will have more opportunities for good work.
    (For NatGeo!?)
    Someone have to give her some big chance. She will proof her talent.

    I tell you I have feeling and if I have feeling mostly I’m not wrong.
    peace

  161. ALL

    Sidney states that he is using about 60 to 70 slides that take about 4-5 minutes each for his slideshows..
    I am curious if anyone else has numbers of images/length of show..what about yours, KELLY?

    There are sights that you subscribe to $300 US or something, that give you usage of royalty free music (like http://www.royaltyfreemusic.com/clips.html)..but am curious as well about other ideas.

    DAH

    Sounds like it was a productive meeting..am glad of that..and that you made a good choice to hustle to Perp after all.

  162. That song is “Green Arrow” by Yo La Tengo.

    Don’t tell anyone this, but as long as I’m not profiting, not charging admission to my slideshows, and really creating programs for personal use, I’m going to keep using music that fits the mood I’m trying to convey.

    My best advice would be to seek out local musicians who would be thrilled with the publicity—but music I purchase is really meant to be enjoyed. Avoid major labels. They aren’t producing anything I would be interested in anyway.

    I did contact a record label recently about using a song, and I had a frank conversation with my contact. He wasn’t going to be quoted as giving this as an official position, but he said if you’re not profiting off a song, then go ahead and use it, but the fact that I had asked meant that he had to contact the artist.

    If the Republican party isn’t going to be sued by Heart for the use of “Barracuda,” but just politely asked to refrain from using it, then I doubt a record label is going to come after me. I would be thrilled, however, if Yo La Tengo got in touch with me and asked to remove their song. Now I expect to hear from them by the end of the day.

    I do try to maintain a relationship with music (symbiontic, perhaps?) in that when bands pass through, I’ll go out and shoot them and forward shots for web promotional use. Is that enough?

    Now on to my opinions about the edit……..

  163. DAVID, AUDREY, ERIC… ALL…

    DAVID…The Digital Railroad link for sharing work sounds like a GREAT, GREAT idea. Is this only for the few “official” assignments you gave out or for all of us to post “self” assigned work? I have some new work I am excited about sharing…DR would make it much easier for me to do so. I’m sure this is true for others as well.

    Thanks all for the updates. It is great to read about whose work you are seeing and enjoying. Please tell more about this…

    I heard Munem Wasif from Bangladesh has won an award there. Anyone see his work?

    I will check out the work ERIC recommended asap. Thanks.

  164. DAVID (alan harvey), DAVID (mcgowan), SIDNEY, ERICA, ANTON (from your email), …ALL:

    A quick word or two about the discussion generated by David McG’s story about his family camping and the attending comments….since Im right now in the middle (for 2 days) of working on the Bones work, i wanted to take a quick time out (my head is scrambling with thoughts) about this TIGHT/LOOSE EDITING discussion…

    I should confess, up front (in case y’all havent guessed by now, though I know Herve knows this about me ;)) ), I feel a kinship with iconclasts…because, in truth, each of us came to photography (i trust) without attendant mentors or teachers, let alone Great photographers who’ve achieved a life’s body of work that is strong and lyrical and iconic (as has David) and John (vink) who participate here. Nor were most of us (nor all those who preceeded us) blessed with workshops or conversations with working photographers who’d succeeded in making their life’s work sing and to achieving a certain level of professional (business) success. When i decided to start photographing instead of painting, i didnt know a single photographer except the one’s who work at a local newspaper I had written for and there the idea of photography was simpler: workmanship, strong, compelling simple pics without all the grandiosity and presumption that plaques most of our work, most obviously the pretentiousness and grandiose aspirations of my own. I learned photography in a closet, in the dark, alone: i photographed alot and whatever caught my eye, i also read as many photography books as i could (the entire spectrum) and i thought alot, thought alot about what others had done, what i wanted to do. but above all, i spent time looking at things, people and places and objects…grass, stones, chairs, faces…all this on a tiny island (marco island) in a tiny dot of life in a small corner of s.w.florida. i’d decided on photography during my last year in LA, when lots of my paintings were destroyed and i wanted something else….but, in florida, i didnt know anyone…there was no Lighstalkers, no David Alan Harvey blog, in fact, people thought i was the weird “art guy” on the island…then i met marina and she, at the same time, had become interested in photography too and we explored alone and together….no one looked at a single photograph i made for the first 4 years of my “serious” attempts, except for marina and my father, who thought they were too “arty” too “abstract” too “pretentious”….he loved Arbus above all else…though he didnt know her last work in NJ, until i showed it too him…so, when i began to make “series” of Stories (self-portrait, chairs, stones, time, soccer, my nephew, florida light) in florida and started showing them to “real” photographer (at a russian photosight…photosight.ru), i still had to fight for what i believed in about my work and the way i thought about stories….

    you see, i think like this: i think in terms of collision…as i’ve written here before, i’ve never thought, not ever, of single photographs…i think in terms of stories…pictures together, complementing, contrasting to reach toward something wider place, the gestalt of things…maybe this comes from being a writer, a poet, maybe it comes from the way i use to paint, maybe it comes from the idea that I have never made, up to this point, a single photograph that i was proud of, that i thought to myself: great photograph bob. Maybe, it’s impossible, for someone like me because i think in terms of story, narrative, …notes, minor and major…pictures that gather strength because of how they play against each other, rather than shooting 1 single pics…

    and then there is this: i am a very deliberate photographer. yea, i am loose, and increasingly i rarely look through the view finder any more (yes, i still do, but i prefer the rush of now) even with rangefinders, i want the act to be physical and i dont want the images to be too “composed” (although, as you’ll see with bones, there are lots of those pics too, like the shot of my son in silhouette with giant fish dinosaurs in the background), i want them broken and surprising…but, i think, think a lot and a long time before i work. I dont carry my camera everyday, and i do often go through long periods of time not photographing…but, i think obessively, nearly every minute, about images, about stories, about what i’ve shot and what i will shoot. i walk, walk alot and I run and im always always Looking and alsways Listening to things around me…it seems this is as important in my own editing process…

    Working with David has taught me alot. When i did the EPF last year, i constrained myself to only 2 folls of film, shot over only 2 weeks, 2 cameras, only night: 1 35mm and 1 lomo. when i finished i had 10 photos that i loved, and david wanted an essay with 20 pictures, so i game him a story of 20 pictures…a story that i was proud of that included many abstract photographs, opening with a photograph in a dark room of a student photographing me, and in the photo the only thing viewable is the flash: here was the 1st photograph of my EPF:

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/73821181@N00/2833296375/sizes/l/

    as a photograph it is not terribly interesting of course, but it is very important as the first image in the story…like birth canal…im shooting another photographer shooting, and it ties in with the last image of the story….anyway, i sent 20 pictures to last year, feeling so-so about it…removing some of the pictures that meant the most to me, like abstract stuff….

    there is a series in the story of 5 photographs that move from Abstraction of a face (the main girl in my story) to nearly total abstraction (including photos of her hair and her feet)…for example, one of the face photos

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/73821181@N00/2833305459/sizes/l/

    anyway, after David extended the EPF to include 35 photos, i sent him 15 more images…probably 5 too many…as a story, i had, 30 strong images and 5 shit images…but i thought, fuck it, whatever…to my surprise, David had chosen the work as a winner and then edited the 35 pictures down to 7 (which you see on the front page)…later for LOOK3 i made a very tight edit (leaving out all my favorite abstract photos, including ones David has never seen) to 10 photos….I was “happy” with the edit for Look3…but one of the photos was removed, this one:

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/73821181@N00/2834130892/sizes/l/

    i dont know why, but i’ve always liked it, maybe it reminds me of the time i spent (2 weeks) with my students…maybe it’s because it reminds me of something Moriyama once wrote about making pictures, maybe i just like it cause someone it reminds me of my life…i dont know…but David edited it out of both the final EPF and the Look3 edit….and as I wrote before here, I understand why, completely understand why…he removed it because given the limitation of space/time (EPF only 5-7 images and look only 9 images) that photograph DOES NOT WORK with the other images choosen, not at all…and so DAvid’s eye, his authority as an Editor works and i understood this and did not take it personally, not at all…

    for my exhibition last year, i showed the entire suite of images (many of which david never saw, like this:

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/73821181@N00/2834166404/sizes/l/

    which shows a double exposure photo, on the right a photo of one of my photos that one of the students had uploaded to her IPOD….etc…

    the entire Story And Our Memories Brief as PHotos, contains 40 images and was well received/reviewed when i showed it…sold 2 pictures, but most people didn’t understand it, except for the box i put the pictures in and some of the more “recognizable” pictures…and what to do about this?….by the way, i’ve made a box for david of the entire series, which i’d wanted to give him on this trip to NY, but since he wants to see bones, the box will have to wait….

    anyway, what i mean by all this rambling…for me, an Edit must be 2 things:

    1) true to the vision of the photographer

    2) appropriate for the media/audience.

    In other words, no fucking way could i show 40 photos of bones as a slide show with other photographers, it is just too long, too self-direct. when editing, it’s important to understand what is the venue, what is the time, the desire of the audience….i have maybe 60 images from bones that i think “work” as a story together…not all of them are interesting as photographs, not at all, not all of them are “keepers” as stand-alones, but they collide and make sense…

    so how do i think about Tight Editing…actually, i take it VERY SERIOUS. By TIGHT, i think people misunderstand Harvey. It isn’t (at least not for me) about cutting fat (in terms of number of images) but in terms of images that each one adds to the experience of the essay, the story. ALL PICTURES CAN BE REDUCED. Fuck, look at Koudelka. His book on ’68 is brilliant and there are so so so many images there that are worth a FINAL ESSAY and yet he did not include them in the famous 10/15 images…this was his aesthetic, his choice, and i respect it immensely….as a buddhist (i know that sounds obnoxious) i respect and admire it even more…

    but, i think the key for editing is to be able to let go of images not care about them, to make something sing the way you do, you wish.

    I think David’s (Harvey) eye is impeccable (and i’ve written about that many times here). All of his “edits” i’ve seen make total sense and do nothing but ENHANCE the work of the members. Sometimes i worry, however, that people take the Tight Edit as meaning that photographers should stay away from “loose”. By loose i mean, the “arbitrary” image, the contradiction. I believe in it, the not-so obvious, the contrary, the image because of it’s out-of-sequence aspect makes more poetic sense than a logical edit. One of the most important books of photography (for me) in my life is Moriyama’s Goodbye Photography….and it’s an example of what Im suggesting…internal logic born from the idea of collision, the beginning and ending of the roll of film, the dream logic of life…

    how does one arrive at that in an edit?…i think it’s difficult…the best edit comes from a conversation…a conversation between the photographer and herself and maybe with another person they trust and respect. I am lucky, i have Marina. I am also looking forward to talking with David for just this reason…

    Photographer to Photographer…to discuss what i hope to achieve from this work, what sings to me about my Bones story, what I love and what I am confused about…a struggle…

    I do not want David to edit my work, I want instead to have a conversation with him, because I respect him so much as a photographer and as a person with a knowing and no-bullshit sensibility….i may not agree with him (there have been times when we disagree) but it give me insight too….

    A tight edit for me means, as it does in writing a poem, to make each photograph (as each word) COUNT FOR SOMETHING…it might not mean each photo is a masterpiece, but that the accumulation of the photographs stays larger, deeper, more urgently than the single power of any 1 image…

    that is how i edit, how i think…

    with all this long diatribe in mind, i should tell you all that David has changed me (and im pretty stubborn when it comes to ideas about my work) about thinking:

    I often now thing: is this single photograph strong or worthy enough….

    a difficult challenge…

    but we are fit for it…and i trust that this is what David means when he challenges each of you, each of us to be hard on our edits…

    hugs, now i must get back to work

    back to bones
    running
    b

  165. David

    I almost thought I needed to go back an clarify what I said, but I didn’t—yes, a tight edit is “for” anyone who is interested in photography, but my comment was regarding other photographers “On this forum” not to imply that all photographers are the only ones interested.

    That might really be beside the point though. What you should know is that the benefits of a tight edit are still as crystal clear as they were at our Steak n Shake edit, and Garage Sale is still where my focus is.

    Shooting on a holiday with no particular purpose is just a bonus. It wasn’t until looking at what I shot that I figured out that a loose edit set to music was the best option for the ultimate 3 person audience—the family. When I think about the Reid series without looking at it, yes, maybe about 6 (or less) strong shots come to mind. That’s how I would edit if showing to the New York Times, Nat Geo, Time Magazine, etc. (Yes guys, thanks for stopping by!)

    But I hope this forum doesn’t poo-poo loose edits of a different purpose too much, because the merging of images and music is so dynamic. If I have a criticism of the EPF Look3 slideshows (and this would be the only one) it’s that I didn’t like that the songs were abbreviated set to the images. When I put together a show set to music, I think of a beginning, middle, and end, much like the vibe of the song has. (I know that Look3 had time constraints, etc.) It just ends up meaning that shorter songs might be better choices.

    I just noticed that Bob just posted something at length, so I’ll read now and write more later….. :)))

  166. for example, here is another image from BONES OF TIME…it is a photograph of a mother, a muslim mom, waling through the museum (i have just finished talking with her and her children)….a photo which is a mess, who is going to “read it”…who is going to keep it in a final edit and yet it’s important to me…speak to me, just as what she had i had just finished talking about (how children grow up so fast)…i will never see this woman again, though i remember her, i told her about my wife and son…and who will keep this image in a final edit….but it is important to me…

    how do we balance our egos with the images that convey what we feel….

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/73821181@N00/2833447817/sizes/l/

  167. And Bob, thanks for your comments about the Reid show. You articulate descriptions in a way that can only vaguely bounce around in my head when I’m working, but I hope comes out in the final product. (That’s probably completely unclear!)

    What your comments made me wish is that I had gotten the shot looking out through the mesh (like Reid) instead of always looking in!

  168. Tech talk for Sidney—

    I’ve been using Sound Slides for web based slideshows (garage sale stuff) and for projected or laptop stuff I use FotoMagico. But that means that often I’d have to create the same slideshow twice, not too difficult, but a little cumbersome.

    I’ll try to be brief about why two programs. Sound Slides for web based stuff, because it creates a high quality show that references the jpegs in a folder on my site, which tends to be easier on the bandwidth, with no loss of quality. Loss of quality was the problem I was having with the Quicktime files.

    But recently I’ve discovered that the most recent version of FotoMagico outputs a high quality Quicktime movie that compresses well, with none of the ugly pixilation. The Reid show was maybe 35mb. If you can’t see it, it could be for a couple of reasons. You could need a more current Quicktime player. Or if you’re using dial-up, it could just be slow to load.

    So what do I do? I’d rather use one program if it does it all for me, but there will always be some that can’t see it.

  169. David McGowan

    Thanks for the skinny on slideshow software. I actually just downloaded Firefox 2 and managed to see your “Reid Goes Camping” slideshow… interesting work combined with the somewhat langourous and just slightly melancholic soundtrack which certainly gives it a twist it wouldn’t otherwise have.

    I’ve been putting the slideshows into Quicktime and am not crazy about the resolution loss, so I will definitely check out your two program alternatives. My shows of 60 to 70 images or more would double the file size… but SoundSlides sounds like it might be a promising solution. Thanks for the information!

  170. last image (promise)

    this image (with the photo i previewed of my son in silhouette) was made specifically with David Alan Harvey in mind…

    while i was shooting with my 35 mm, my son picked up my Holga to see what it looked like through the viewfinder…he’s always asking me “what to do you think about when you shoot or look through these things”…

    at that moment, Dima with the camera, the Tyranosaurus in the back, at that moment, i saw 2 people:

    my son….and David Alan Harvey as a child, a young boy…

    so, i’ve told David privately that this is one of the images for him, that i thought about him while shooting…

    http://www.flickr.com/photos/73821181@N00/2834466662/sizes/l/

    ok, disappearing…i promise…

    b

  171. Remember though, Sound Slides is for web based shows, not for projected shows (as far as I can tell.) And I’m digging the Quicktime quality I’m getting from FotoMagico.

  172. editing for me has mainly been for magazines – to tight deadline, print ready and a selection of around 30 (10% of those shot), from which 5 or 10 winners will be chosen and illustrate the article.. dealing with features photography, that is.

    tight deadlines have normally dictated that the minimum of fuss be made.. i’d get one chance to edit upon opening the files on computer.. another later in the afternoon when that would be cut.. and in the morning send what can be picked from those.

    the choices of photos has become quite clear in my mind over the years.. there will be a bunch which i know the client will like and a bunch which i know i like and they are ordered, although in most clients cases that would have no bearing on how the photos were used.
    there are many, many photos which never made it to scanning stage or the magazine simply because i knew they would not get used.. and without the time to deal with scanning for pleasure, it is these photos i am now looking for back in my neg files for ‘decade’..

    so in terms of work for magazines.. the kind of magazines i have worked.. it has been all about delivery on time and consistent quality of vision.. less perhaps about artistic vision and narrative / editing.

    when i first edited for exhibition in 1997 to get from maybe 2 or 3000 photos shot over 6 years down to 32 (the number of frames i had managed to get through sponsorship) – it took me 6 months, used black and white and colour photos and was a real pleasure.

    it was much more intense than editing for magazines.. much more seemed to rest on the few hundred who might visit the show than the many millions who have seen my photos in magazines. the pressure bought about a much more intelligent approach to editing which i was then able to take back to magazine work.. and improve..

    with magazines and the book i now want to edit the photos come from the unpublished majority.. they are, in fact, the result of my initial motivation which was to photograph 10 years in the life of electronic music… and not to photograph ten year for the magazine industry and media workers.

    now the book – i am taking a year and have 6 months to go. i have found that the day long process used for magazines has simply been drawn out.. it is the same process.. looking for the same links in photos.. the narrative of shapes or colours.. of subject matter or moments caught..
    it is only a pleasure because i have given myself so much time.. been realistic about the time it’s going to take.

    what i would say about editing is this – it takes as long as it takes and it needs a great deal of playing about before reaching a satisfactory result which pleases us and makes us proud to show our piers..

    singer jamie lidell once asked me during a shoot,
    ‘so do you guys just take loads of pictures in the hope you’ll get something which works?’
    to which i said
    ‘kind of.. it’s like sticking loads of notes together until something works as a tune..’

    when i make up songs on my guitar it’s often a suprise that the sounds coming out of it seem so right.. the way i have found to play a tune is to play what needs to go next, rather than try to force the song along.. the music demands it’s own way and i just have to deliver that. the feeling – the tune – is in me already and so it cannot be anything but my tune.. it is me.. the same goes for photography.
    what i notice, and what i click away at, are notes.. and when it comes to the edit they will demand an order which i just have to recognize..

    on music and photography.. photographing in difficult conditions, with some fantastically compelling music to carry along the atmosphere is a sheer delight.. an absolute pleasure, despite the elbows.. the cig burns in clothes, getting hit.. sweating.. steamed up lens in a crowded basement club.. exhaustion..
    despite it all – photographing celebration and having the backdrop of a good soundtrack is one of the greatest pleasures ..

    it has often had me thinking.. both photography and music hit us viscerally through our senses.. directly.. our eyes and ears are in tune with our brain to produce feelings unlike words, which need interpretation. the relationship between music and photography is like that between food and sex.. they are family.. utterly complimentary while both being able to stand alone.. sensory

    bands and photographers even tout their wares in the same manor.. looking for a deal.. organizing that release.. putting on shows..

    when the tibetan work was eventually shown in london.. after 6 years shooting.. 4 months gaining sponsorship and press followed by 6 more editing and printing.. the last thought i had was to add recordings of monks chanting puja.. and it made the show.. a final tweek which really worked.. music to guide the viewer rather than words of fact abotu the village.

  173. HI SIDNEY

    the rain started around 2 I think, sometimes light and sometimes a crazy deluge, with the streets turning into rushing rivers in places..but the wind has been pretty mild. My heart goes out to the mourning dove who is watching over the last of her chicks on my fire escape; she’s such the dutiful parent, taking the rainy hit to protect the babe…and the husband male is watching from close by, getting soaked too instead of taking cover.

  174. DAH

    Thinking about experimenting the very first time side of the life, trough photography eyes, I keep asking myself if should I be there if a have no camera on my neck ? Yes, it could happen but probably not, since I discoverd myself as a photographer, I discovered too that if try to see or do this things as the first time even if it isn’t really the first time It helps me to move forward, to see something different each time. So, It may help the audience to feel something “special” at my work, more than if I get bored. Sometimes I failed. Sometimes not. But it’s helpful !

    About the Chaos…
    These improvement for the community sounds perfect !
    although I like this chaos style. But it should help a lot for us, for you and for everyone we are waiting for see the works coming in… I am very glad to be a little part of this !
    by the way… I keep confused about those assignments, so i did mine (Carmen) for myself as I told you… You will give more assignments ? Please count me in !

    cheers

  175. DAVID B.
    Thanks for your nice sweet words about my work. I appreciate it as (really) a first time ! So I am tasting this good feelings now !
    I will keep sending news about Carmen, feel free to use it at your classes (tell me more !) if you judge interesting ! What did you done by now is already too grateful !
    wait to hear more about !!

  176. erica –

    when do we get a taster from you? hope the scanning is proving to allay your fears..

    bobus

    i see you, and however different what you and i might achieve as an end result i respect what you’re showing and like it.. hope you find my snaps half as interesting..

    david mc

    superb.. lucky man.. i don’t think i ever caught them.. although the sun ra arkestra.. man.. they came down off the stage and played it amongst the crowd.. LARGE

  177. PANOS

    about Athens… I don’t know lot of places in the world, but i had some days in Athens and other greek ilands last year (I love greece!) but I keep so impressed about what I saw in athens particularly ! I am talking about heroin ! They had such a big problem there ! I stayed at Omonia, and just didn’t believe what i saw in the streets !

    Good rock story !! I particularly had some rock veins that are very strong with me. Also for the songs of these guys, and many others ! I think it will be difficult to change it !
    When I was 18, I also focus about join a rock magazine, called Rock Press, and in fact i had some assignments over 2 years, a lot of good pictures, for great bands (only the bands i like), one cover issue and lots of fun. But it was supposed to be fun, because rock is not like serious in Brazil, not part of our culture, and the magazines never had enough money for good payments. So I just kept hanging around the rock clubs with my camera, and had my tickets and gas payed to keep on the fun. Until I break, then i left them behind, but opened 3 exhibitions about rock all over the state. Indie and mainstream bands (not really great stuff…. I was just like more kid than today). Then I decided to keep out of the rock as photographer, and pick the hunger for rock to start a garage band, then i could keep it just for fun, and can play for free anytime I wanted. Thanks for the links !! at this part… I turn to Lee… and David Mc

    LEE and David Mc
    Days before I was very worried too about laws in Brazil that may, by “legal” ways, to recriminate any use of songs for everything that is not approved by the owner (read label) of this song. In fact I had to pay a lot of money to use it to play everywhere, not just as part of a work, but inside a bar, coffee, party…. all ! This is a federal old law from dictatorship years that stand working until today. Musician had to pay ! For this intention they created the Musicians Order of Brazil (something really really stupid ! Like a censorshit org) that obligate the proper owner of the songs pay to play. This was for years the only way to have access to big audiences, radio, tv… so if you don’t have this “free card” you cannot play !
    Today, things are little different here (not completely, radio owners keeps illegally charging lots of money to play songs. The old law keeps there but they had loosened the gag to not change it. the OAB is not so strong, and if you declare and prove that the song is yours, you will have no problem to play. But what I was thinking… about using protected songs for play photo slides… yes, I could have some problems, probably with labels and sharks but what about the author ?
    The plan is that i am not selling anything, not earning any money trough the use of the song… so if for a good (and strong) intention… i am paying to see ! Carmen’s Life slide with song (chico buarque) was accepted to an exhibition on the Paraty em Foco international festival next week. If I will have some problem, it may be now ! I hope not… and if Chico ask me to pay, I give him my paints and boots, he deserve. He, not the law. But the fact is… yes, i can have real problems.
    by the way…. unfortunately what I can do with a guitar (or any other instrument) doesn’t fit to my photo slides… i am not able to play softly and sweet… nor without a good distortion. :)) but if your song is not good enough, choose a good one ! So I keep preferring to use some good compositor song. DAH saw what I am talking about… saw it live ! it may sound like horror show for photo intention ! :)

    hugs

  178. ahh yes..
    gui – david mc – patricia – audrey..
    i will send you an email with how the class panned out.. it was great.. superb.

    this i’ll do tomorrow though.. since it is 2am here in norway and i’ve a beautiful woman who’s belly hugs our boy sleeping peacefully with a warm heart for me..

    so i’m gonna brush my teeth.

  179. BOB
    I wish I were you, running to cbgbs !
    unhappyly this is not my side of the world !
    but my feelings were there… everywhere…
    Good shots again ! I love Holga ! And older photographer friend of mine gave me a box with almost 200 expired (1984 !) Fuji SS 100. I put into the hassel but the inside fix tape was dried up and was damaging the back…so my plastic holga smiles again ! Me too !

  180. DAVID B

    I wouldn’t say I have had any real fear at all..but certainly in my posts/verbal reflections on the process there are plenty of musings on the reality of the challenges I have met along the road. Bottom line for me at this point is because I tend to know what I am after and see it in my mind’s eyes (intentionally eyes plural) ahead of time, there is a fair bit of room for disappointment, though I enjoy pleasant surprises as much as the next person and accept them readily. (yes please!)

    The scanning, which continues to happen now, is not comforting me exactly. Because I don’t contact anything but do scan everything, I have to look at a lot of mediocre images and some downright awful ones. It can be frustrating, boring, etc.. Though I am actually quite good at reading negatives for content and quality and interest, I require myself to look at a positive of every image I take, to help me learn and understand my shortcomings.

    Hopefully, the sense of joy will come when all the preview scanning is done and I can go back thru everything and see how many possible keepers I have. Right now I have no real idea..I don’t separate the wheat from the chaffe until the end. Sometimes at night as I am falling asleep I try to recall the keepers, but I usually get stuck on thinking about a specific image instead of trying to count them.

    Not sure why I work this way, as I know in loose terms what is a definite maybe once I see it for the first time, often from the negative. I guess I am sort of a ritualistic gal..just like I wouldn’t look at any of the 4x5s until they were mostly all shot. Stupid, maybe..hard to know. I like to think it allowed me to just see with fewer preconceptions.

    In any case, will hopefully show DAH something in a couple of weeks..so after that. Thanks for asking :)

  181. DAVID McG

    I want to write this before I read anyone else’s comments about “Reid Goes Camping.” I need to share what it means to me without being influenced by anyone else’s opinions.

    I LOVE IT!!! To me it is a beautiful necklace–all the images of Reid against the mesh of the tent–with sparkling beads–all the other images—strung on that necklace. The sound of the cicadas is my favorite summer sound–I hear it outside my open window as I write this–and it adds so much as you’ve used it with the music.

    David, you have SUCH an eye! You manage to make the most ordinary subjects new, like I’ve never before seen a dog lying in the woods or fresh green beans in a skillet.

    Man, just keep ’em coming. I can’t get enough of your work!

    Patricia

  182. Patricia – you make-a me blush!

    One thing I’ve got to admit—the cicadas sound is actually part of that song, so I can’t take credit for that recording—although I did make some nature recordings, this song seemed to have that covered.

    It’s interesting that such a simple, just-happened-to-be-out-there “project” has gotten such a positive response. Every piece should be so easy. I hope it’s evidence to editors that we can turn out a strong series with just a couple days of shooting.

    Don’t worry Patricia—I’ll keep ’em coming!

  183. David McG,

    Finally managed to look at all the posted work for the last 24 hours and just finished looking at Reid’s camping trip. What a lovely boy. Your photos showed me the world through a child’s eyes, at Reid’s level. The consistent color and feel of all of your photos in the series pulled me in until the very end. It felt soft, laid back, and made me feel like I was sitting on a log in your camp. I would say find your favorite shot of Reid looking through the screen of the tent and then take the story from there. There is some paring down to do, of course, but I love the series. Thanks for sharing.

    Bob B, I gained some insight from your sharing of the editing process. I have been pulled into the social whirl of Maui over the past two days and I am anxious to get back to my own work. I’m trying to determine how to meld the work in NYC and the neighborhood with the bachelor stuff as DAH hinted at. And your ideas of shooting myself with other photos like the bed series. Whew and thank God.

    Re: music and liability in our work I appreciate whoever it was that posted (sorry can’t remember) the site where you pay a fee and other ideas as well. I also know several musicians, one of them the gun toting bachelor #2 with his own cd.

    Lee

  184. Now that I’ve caught up–god, you miss a day around here and it can take you an hour or more to read all the comments before you even get to the links!–I want to thank everyone for being such articulate, original and fascinating thinkers. You, my friends, are why I keep coming back. These discussions give me chill bumps.

    I can’t help but think we are writing a new chapter of photographic history with every image and word posted here. DAH’s blog is today’s gathering place for those who are serious about photography. As we look back on folks like Henri Cartier-Bresson, Minor White, Dorothea Lange and Walker Evans, will the photographers who come after us be looking at the work of Bob Black, Erica McDonald, David Bowen and Audrey Bardou to learn from them? And those are just a few of the photographers we see here whom I believe are going to be remembered for years to come.

    Yes, history is being written on this blog and each of us is adding our unique vision and voice. What a privilege it is to be part of this!

    Patricia

  185. BOB B

    You are doing me in with each and every image you’re posting! I can’t tell you why but your work digs deep into my soul and tugs at hidden memories, almost like you’re playing with my innards. You, dear bro, are the REAL thing.

    Patricia

  186. David McG

    I really liked it. I agree with Bob, and I guess Id add that to me repetition can sometimes be good….depending on the project…in your case the repetition, coupled with the music, really made it less of a story about camping and more like a sweet memory or a dream…it wasnt a project on a camping trip but rather something more subtle. Cant really articulate it well but you really set the mood. And the music was very well chosen. Kudos.

    Bob,

    I think that this is what David wants too:) Can you imagine him editing so many projects? I think he wants us to be more in-tune with the projects we are shooting to be able to really edit it ourselves. Where David can be most help is by putting us on the right road by having us think about our work more consciusly. One thing I benefited most from David was with regard top editing. Not the edit he did for the Look3 slideshow but rather in the way he talked to me about my project. I have since, I hope anyway, been able to shoot and edit it in a way that is interesting. Who knows. I do know though that I have a much clearer, more defined direction, aesthetic and idea about my projects than before and thats certainly mainly due to being here.

    David McG,

    editing for me has never been about music. The forst time I ever thought about putting music to images was when David asked me for a clip. That wasnt easy to do at all. Im not sure yet what song best goes with my images, so it would be just as tough now to pick the right song.

    But as far as sequencing goes, obviously we are told not to repeat too much, but I also like a loose edit, just like a loose composition, with unclear edges, messy..it feels more organic, and perhaps it is so for essays too. I think a certain degree of repetition can re-inforce moods, and just because a certain image fits in one arc in the project doesnt mean a similar one cant contribute to another.

  187. Hello to all…

    Sidney, I am sorry that you cannot read photos, I can send them to you by e-mail?

    Cathy, I loved the work of Munem Wasif here is its link
    http://www.agencevu.com/photographers/photographer.php?id=232
    He had the price of the Young Reporter of the City of Perpignan for his work ” Bangladesh, on the thread ” and I think that he deserves much more…

    Marcin, I agree with you, I also likes the work of Aga http://www.agaluczakowska.com/

    Jean, I would also like to see your work on dance, and aillez not no shame, look at my last images of Perpignan, we are all there to teach!

    Kind regards, audrey

  188. DAVID M…

    the Look3 EPF slide shows were done with the music/picture combo exactly as each photographer gave it to us …

    yes, less than perfect …”photographer control” is not always a good idea!!

    we also were given a rigid time frame at Look3 (and at the last minute), so there was no way to build a slide show in the most perfect manner “from scratch”….

    if we are given “another chance” at Look3 , we will set up a production schedule for each photographer well in advance of “show time”..

    cheers, david

  189. LEE…

    i believe this is only a problem if you are selling something..in your case, food and alcohol, and setting an atmosphere to sell both..

    a public forum should not be a problem unless you are selling tickets to your slide show..

    at Magnum in Motion we must use either original music or secure the proper permissions…

  190. ALL…

    i actually agree with everything i have read here about slide shows in general….it definitely depends on both the audience and the time frame…

    i do know this after having seen literally hundreds of photographer produced shows….a show rarely looks strong with a viewing of more than 60 pictures…4-7 seconds per picture seems to be best…20 mins overall seems to be the best max attention span for most shows…10 mins for one subject seems to be the max time most audiences will not shuffle in their seats….

    the longest i will do a show for my own work is 7 minutes…

    even for 20 years worth of work…that very same work hanging on the wall might have 50 pictures, but in a slide show would look awkward in my opinion..

    in other words, i edit much much tighter for a slide show than i do for an exhibit or book…Div Soul has 100 pictures in the book…40-60 in the average exhibit….55 pictures for a 7 minute show…

    cheers, david

  191. ALL…

    i will post a couple of slide shows i do for lectures/presentations soonest, to give you an idea of this “tight edit” thinking…of course, there are many ways “to skin a cat” , but this is again based on the many many shows i have seen at various events from many photographers..

    i have also seen some very famous photographers “die” on the lecture stage when they show too many pictures…

    cheers, david

  192. David,

    my question is about editing for the EPF grant…what is best? A loose edit which shows the variety and depth of the body of work or a tight edit? With a loose edit the EPF judges would be able to see a body of work that though not edited as tight as possible would nonetheless show a variety of photos that could be edited in a variety of ways. A tight edit would show less variety and depth but would maybe wow on the sequencing, etc.

  193. All…

    I have finally caught up with all these comments.So many things to read, so many things to look up, especially with my comprehending skills.

    Thanks for all the photo updates from Perpignan. I really wish I could be there with you all.

    Patricia..
    Thank you for your lovely congrats. I know I am getting a special treatment with my first book and I am very honored. The whole forum had been of so much help for me. I wish you luck on your works too. *Hugs*

    David McG..
    I can’t seem to open up your camping photos. I have downloaded adobe flash and all but It’s still not playing. Of course my limited computer skills are of no help. I would really really like to see your photos that everyone seems to love. Any advice?

    Bob..
    I was looking forward to seeing your photos for a looooooong time and I have FINAlLY seen your work with the bones!!!! Your photos made me think of the traditional Korean masks. so still so calm yet hiding so much emotions underneath. The anger, joy, sadness, fear and pensiveness. It seemed like these emotions were slowly rising through the stillness of your mask.
    These are very thoughtful and deep phtos as I have expected. Wish I could see more of your photos. Thank you for sharing :)

  194. AUDREY

    Merci bien, mais n’enquietez pas! Enfin, avec le “browser” nouvel de Firefox, je pus voir cette photos. J’ai eu beaucoup de plaisir à les voir. Excusez-moi de vous avoir dérangê.

    DAVID

    Thanks for the excellent advice and your accumulated experience and wisdom on slide shows. My own experience with slide shows was previously mostly in a teaching context in geography… and even there, where the information content and discussion are more important than aesthetic qualities, 40 to 50 slides max (and that’s for an hour-long class) was always a good benchmark… The reason the slideshows I am putting together now are slightly longer, and the transition-dissolve time much shorter (1-2 seconds rather than the 4-7 seconds you recommend) is that in some cases I am simulating “motion” in short-burst sequences rather than allowing each slide to stand on its own. So far the people I have shown these to have al been positive and no one has fidgeted or complained about the length.. but I will try to pare them down further. In any kind of performance… music, dance, slide shows, movies, speeches, lectures… a little too short is always far, far preferable to even just a tiny bit too long…

    KYUNGHEE LEE

    I was finally able to see David McGowan’s camping trip with the latest Quicktime version and Firefox 2. There is a Korean language version of the new Firefox 3 (Mac or Windows) for download here:
    http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/all.html

    but 3 is too new for my computer, so I used the older version, Firefox 2, which you can also download in Korean language version here:
    http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/all-older.html

    Both versions are free and install very easily.
    한번 좀 해 보십시요.

  195. Hey Sidney,

    I have linked to your name thinking your web site or other public site with your stuff would come up but keep getting a message: Director Listing Denied, The virtual director does not allow contents to be listed. What’s up? Don’t have that problem with anyone else.

    Good grief, I am up at 5:00 a.m. on Sunday. But I awoke from a dream about shooting and tattoos….

    I had a conversation with my tattoo artist last night about some of the deeper reasons for tattooing and the feelings I have while he is inking me. I told him that when he is working on me I get this deep connection that stirs me so deep it is erotic in nature. Once the inking is done, or when I am visiting with him in the shop, or at a party, etc., that feeling isn’t there, just friendship.

    I asked him if he has this happen often and he said yes, and then tried to explain it. He said it wasn’t about the art on the skin, or the need for pain to wipe out other hurts, but that the subject is looking for something else. When a person is face down on the chair, unable to see what he is doing, getting permanently “stained”, it requires total trust.

    When I was shooting the bachelors I think the same thing happened. Although all three knew me, two of them quite intimately, thirty years previously, to allow me to shoot all the aspects of their lives, revealing frailties, bodies they were concerned about looking too thin or old, personal demons with drugs/booze/mental illness, was much the same as happens when my artist is permanently staining me. They developed this sense of trust and fell in love with me, and I with them. My tattoo friend seems to have done the same with his subjects, keeping them around him, wanting them to come visit him at the shop, giving parties to see the people who trusted him enough to allow such intimacy.

    The biggest push for the work of personal demons was my feeling hypocritical by exposing all these people through the last five years with these intense photo sessions and not putting myself out there too.

    Somewhere in all these musings, dreams and posting lies the answer to where do the twain meet.

    Lee

  196. Off the subject, sort of, but …….

    Andrew Zuckerman’s “Wisdom” is such a wonderfully simple idea, clear, clean, like the portraits … i really, really love, love this … be sure to view “how it was made” …

    http://www.wisdombook.org/

    tom

  197. Well, since we’re going off the subject here, has anyone noticed that there doesnt seem to be a lot of ink in the 50th anniversary edition of The Americans? Or has everyone noticed this and I am once again taking up my usual post among the derriere garde?

  198. AUDREY…

    Thanks for posting the link to Munem Wasif. I LOVE his work.
    I am glad you were able to see his show in Perpignan and that he was awarded this prize. Hopefully it will bring him more recognition.

  199. WOW, are you kidding? you are so incredibly fortunate to have been there – Nachman can pull a few surprises here and there but that’s HUGE. thanks for writing about it.

    dori (former 475 tenant)

  200. oh and… where can we see more photographs, PLEASE? you must understand – despite having lived amongst the satmar for a few years, this is an experience i’ll never get to have, except through your photography.

  201. David

    Glad you guys are using PhotoMagico. I think one of the best features is being able to package a show as a stand-alone player that can run a full screen, full resolution slideshow on any current Mac. They should make that PC friendly, too.

    Despite the various opinions and mild discussion about the length of slideshows and editing, I think your parameters are very good—about a 5 minute show with images every 5 to 7 seconds. Varying specs will really be dependent on how engaging the images are, and the tone that the audio is setting.

  202. Hi All,

    I need advice.
    I have to buy 6×9 film scanner soon. I have no money as usually, but I realy need it so it will happen soon.
    I wanted buy nikon 9000, but is is too expensive for me i don’t have 4000$
    most of my photos on my portfolio are from hasselblad’s scanner so I don’t think I will have as good scanner as hassel for 1000 $ but I don’t have a choice.
    So please do anyone know some very good (!!!) very cheap 6×9 scanner ????
    Best scans for small money???

    And this is funny David says that film photography will not die soon because we must have best way for archive… but now I can’t find shop with scanners. Most of scanners are out of produce and inaccessibly.

    I am sure films will die soon… but I will try keep them alive some a while…
    Dancing over the grave…

    please some advice…

    peace

  203. “Dancing over the grave…”

    Ah Marcin… YOU always have a way to force me out of my silence …
    … and simply agree with you…
    Dancing over the grave…
    ( i will try to send you scanner info, as soon as i get hold of RYAN..
    ( still sunday here you know…;-)))) )

  204. TOM HYDE

    Thanks for the link! Very interesting website, interesting mix of video and still photography. Fascinating to see the set-up and take-down… not quite as elaborate as a movie shoot, or a car company ad campaign, but certainly getting there! For what my humble opinion is worth, it’s quite opposite the one-on-one chat or fly-on-the-wall and relatively unobtrusive style of portrait photography of one guy or gal with a small camera interacting with the subject in what I would call a ‘normal’ situation, which is what I would do. But it also strikes me that the list of ‘wise’ people… (and I found it a rather strange list.. some I would definitely include, some I definitely wouldn’t, and a few wild cards… but conspicuously devoid of anyone with an East or Southeast Asian background)… are for the most part celebrities who are used to wide media exposure, so maybe rather than being a highly invasive style of photography, this much fol-de-rol and equipment are actually necessary to stroke their egos enough to get them to cooperate… for them, this is in fact ‘normal’ (do I sound cynical?). But I’m not really making a value judgment… rather, one of style I guess. I prefer minimalist approaches… one photographer with one camera, a human interaction not premised on the idea that getting a ‘good’ photograph is the raison d’etre for the encounter, natural lighting or maybe a simple off-camera flash. And for me personally, the environments and contexts people live and work in are a very vital part of who they are… often far more telling than whatever they have to say about themselves. I found the video shot around the process much more interesting than the still portraits themselves. Nevertheless, this is an interesting approach, I concede, and has value… but the carbon-footprint of this project I find a little too rich for my blood. It’ll sure be interesting to compare and contrast this to David’s forthcoming ‘Family Drive’ project. Anyway, thanks a lot for the stimulating lead!

  205. Hi all!

    I was i Visa yesterday; so sorry i miss some of you who were there, next year i hope!!!
    I enjoyed this edition, i hope that those who were not here are going to come next year.

    As Eric I also see Paolo Pellegrin for a book-signing, so i have ‘As I was dying’ signed. Very happy!!! I love his work. Someone here speaks of unfinished pictures, and it is something that sounds important to me; Eric already spoke of the exhibition on Iraki diaspora, and really, the photos where impressive.

    PATRICIA
    thank you very much for your kind words! I’m working on a website, i’ll show my dance photos soon.

    DAVID MC GOWAN
    love your photos of ‘Reid goes camping, and the summer comes undone’. It smells like childhood…really good for the soul. Love the guitar soundtrack also.

    HERVE
    ‘NO LOVE, NO PHOTOGRAPHY’, je le pensais depuis longtemps, et le voir dire par quelqu’un d’autre m’a marqué…

    Sometimes i get sentences there and write it on a paper. Like roadsigns, to go in the good path.

    Yes, Guy Le Querrec speaks of Elephant’s Eye, each time you see something, seeing it differently.Another concept of trip. Is this what you mean?
    I like your quote about ‘blissful moments’. Sometimes i feels like it, and never have a camera in these moments…

    GUI
    Thanks for the link to your pictures; liked it. But I prefer your ballet work – I like the non-dancing pictures, like flying moments.

    STEPHANIE S.
    No matter, as I said above, it’ll come soon!

    AUDREY
    No shame!!! Thanks for your pictures of Perpignan.
    I saw your work in Réponses Photos magazine, and i liked it a lot (mainly the photo with only a leg in the street).

  206. MARCIN & ALL…
    i’m editing right now…

    yesterday, September 6, 2008, exactly at 2:39 pm,
    California Time… i got a text message on the phone from my friend
    ANTON…
    “Panos! I’m in perp now having a beer for you! didnt find david yet, but will call when i do… love you..”

    i immediately answered: “LOVE YOU TOO! Love you too!
    Doing some more XXX photos right now… Surprise for monday night or tomorrow night..im gonna get drunk in a while….”

    At exactly 4:47pm , again California time…
    i get another TEXT from ANTON… and it goes like this…
    “… Everyone’s raising the glass FOR YOU now… “…

    and my response….” Drink to DAH, YOU and all my fellow bloggers!!!…”

    All that yesterday my friends… i felt so honored….
    so now AS I PROMISED i will post some new…
    HOT, HOT , HOT , new “xxx” photos….
    All photos shot… little BEFORE and AFTER sunset……

    But before that i need to edit and blah, blah…
    so people, friends, ALL… be a little patient and gimme
    couple hours to get it together and i promise you some
    DARK, MOODY, SCARY pictures…
    NOT STOLEN FROM MY SUBJECT, BUT GENEROUSLY GIVEN
    TO ME BY MY SUBJECT…
    so please i dont want anyone to worry…about myb new
    photos…
    PARENTAL ADVISE
    REMEMBER : DO NOT OPEN IN FRONT OF CHILDREN…

    so… like i said , i just got in the house… im driving all day..
    give me a couple of hours… and i will SHARE…
    i cant wait…;-)
    peace

  207. OK, friends, please NO MORE software suggestions…at least for awhile!

    I’ve just bought & downloaded FotoMagick 2 Pro. A couple weeks ago I bought Alien Skin Exposure 2. Now that purchase ended up costing me a BUNDLE because I found that my 6 1/2 year old iBook’s system was too obsolete to accommodate it. That led to my buying a brand new MacBookPro with a 15″ screen and 4 GB memory!!! I know it was past time for me to do this as my laptop is my only computer and the iBook was really showing signs of age, but it was a pricey move. BTW I absolutely ADORE the MacBookPro–it’s SO fast and the resolution & colors of photos are stunning!

    But enough already. I can’t afford any more suggested purchases!!!

    Patricia

  208. I’m so happy for you Patricia… coz in a bit , you will enjoy my
    new link, coming up soon… on your SUPER SOPHISTICATED
    MACBOOKPRO…
    ( in the meantime, i keep editing so i can make “sOft”, “legaL”
    and PG-13… No hardcore, since im sure we have lots of ,
    really young, under age photographers lurking here…
    congrats again for your new laptop… enjoy it..
    peace,
    back to editing…
    in a few!

  209. JORGE ! :))))

    THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE GORGEOUS PICS…DREAM MUSEUM INDEED :)))))…

    means alot to me at this particular moment…that’s some some extraordinary place…a lost archive…(love the elephant swallowing the bird and the horse cloven with bone and skin!)…feeding me more thoughts…i love the richness of the grays and ash-tinted blacks….

    i appreciate it more than i can express at the moment…you’ve helped me and fed me at a moment when im tired and overwhelmed and almost sick to death of bones…want to burn it all…but that’s my love-hate nature with photography…

    you pics have helped me remember my childhood, which is what i seemed to have forgotten over the last 2 weeks of scanning and editing and insane, wordy, regurgitating nonsense…

    thank u amigo….

    no, gone until after the 15th….

    adios all

    b

  210. Sidney, you are such a loveably gruff bear aren’t you my friend? ;-) No, not cynical, critical.

    Sidney, I understand all you say and agree with much … it is a big footprint, more commercial style, a “production,” and i too much prefer the minimalist approach, more lyrical, storytelling etc … BUT what struck me the most was the simplicity of the idea and the clean simplicity of the final product, despite the bigger production in the making of it. I know I rarely start with such a clear concept, i make things way too difficult and try to accomplish too much when the core concept paired down is simplicity itself and the communication of it can be as well, and is, in fact, often much more powerful as a result. Knowing this and doing this are two different things.

    I found this to be true as well in the design and construction of my house which has a few nods to the simplicity of traditional Japanese architecture. My next house, if there ever is to be one, will have more Eastern influence because I appreciate quality over quantity, simplicity over the ornate, style from function, and the merging of interior and exterior space. The making of such a house can however be incredibly more complex, the craftsmanship on a higher order, and the design a long process … the complexity is often hidden in the walls and the process. Less is more and more is less, if done well. A recurrent theme here as well.

    I do hope to finish this house first someday, though, as does my wife ;-)

    I agree, it will be interesting to look at this again after seeing David’s work. I suspect it may seem awfully spare but, again, the simplicity of it is compelling to me and, perhaps more importantly, a good lesson.

    tom :))

  211. What you said about the journey, going places we’d never go without a camera really struck a chord with me this time. I, and probably most people on this forum, consider myself something of an adventurer. An explorer. Someone who goes out and meets interesting people in sometimes potentially dangerous places. But without that psychological assistance of the little light box I probably wouldn’t meet a quarter of those people or encounter all those amazing things this planet has to offer. I (obviously) love doing photography and the idea of photography, but I am sometimes conflicted about this camera-assisted experience thing. This past week I had that kind of conflict covering the protests at the Republican National Convention in St. Paul, MN. I kept going back and forth in my head about what I was trying to say, what would this place mean to me if I came camera-less. Would I chant with the anarchists, cheer with the red states, or stay far far away altogether…Anyway, what do you guys think??

    Here’s the project I worked on there, called Fear and Loathing at the 2008 Conventions. I’d love some feedback if anyone can spare a moment: http://drunkatdnc.blogspot.com

  212. ok… ALL…
    IM READY… NEW WORK…
    LETS GO :…

    ” “A DAY IN THE LIFE OF A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN (freida part2)”

    Drinking from the “Fountain” , part 2

    “Sometimes, the simplest , “easiest”????!!!, everyday little “things”, like waking up,

    or checking your breasts in the early morning sun, or sleeping naked… or whatever makes anyone feel free… ! this is whats happening over here…! Meeting a beautiful woman is not that hard… but, making a beautiful woman feel safe and let you share her most, “simple” moments… for me at least is precious… i hope it is for you too… enjoy…

    Once more… here is my “private” life..

    … take it a peek in my world…”…

    Do not worry… its an invitation…

    All the photos below are dedicated to Freida… and her beauty… and her kindness… and her hospitality… and her love…

    1) ” IN THE BEGINNING , THERE WAS DARKNESS…! ”

    2) ” Then , there was the LIGHT…!!!”

    3) ” Playful before SUNSET ”

    4) Exhausted , before Sunset

    5) Falling asleep ( before sunset )

    6) Beautiful woman , sleeping ( before sunset )

    7) morning awakening

    8) morning on the porch

    9) Beautiful woman, enjoying an early morning

    http://web.me.com/innerspacecowpanos/LOVE_SITE/Drinking_from_the_Fountain_,_part.htm

  213. TOM

    I certainly agree that the website itself is a very impressive, spare, ‘clean’ (or ‘slick’?) production… very tight, very professional, very attractive. And the concept itself is clear, focused, laudable. I don’t mean to be an ideologue about this… As you point out, this is rather a commercial style. I guess one could argue that as soon as any one of us picks up a camera and frames a shot, we are manipulating images for the sake of manipulating images, and the idea of ‘just recording’ what is going on is an illusion… it’s all just differences in style… so why am I bothered by the fact that this guy is so deliberately (and skillfully I might add) ‘manufacturing’ an image according to a slick formula, and the subjects are largely willing (and experienced) collaborators in this process… this goes on all the time, it’s how we sell clothing and jewelry, it is what politics has largely become all about these days… and colluding in this process is what journalism has all too often become in recent years, as both you and I have talked about before…
    I think there are other ways someone could have approached this without making it into a Vanity Fair fashion shoot. Would the finished product have been as clean, as slick, as ‘seamless’ without all that money, equipment (white ‘seamless’ paper!), and big names behind it? I don’t know… but it might have told us more, it might have been less predictable, it might have opened up new territory instead of reinforcing the iconic status of people who are already icons…

    By the way, good luck with your house! Hope to see it sometime.

  214. Bob:

    I’m happy my “dream museum” as you called, helped you and made you come back.
    it’s true it’s al about childhood, fear of loss, death, and so on. So many memories got me involved with this animals for such a long time. At the end I needed to stop making this images. I was getting to sad and sick of that formoldehid smell, so related to death.

    But I’m happy I did it. I guess it was somethig i had to do and give meaning to my photography.

    Jorge

  215. DANNY

    As a tireless on-the-streets peace activist myself from 1989-2007, I know from the inside how it feels to be part of protest demos like the one you photographed at the RNC. You have done a good job of capturing the paradoxical nature of such things, the strong similarities between both “sides.” This shows up most strongly in the shots of gas-masked protesters and police, especially the one where they go head-to-head.

    To me the most effective shots are also the most artistically satisfying: the gloved hand holding the flower, and the orange-toned sunset shot of four silhouetted police in the distance. The latter is a stunner! I’m also touched by the young woman who looks like she might cry, and the shot of you in the paddy wagon.

    Glad they released you without charges; Amy Goodman of Democracy Now! didn’t fare as well. Sure seems like the St. Paul police were overreacting.

  216. PANOS

    Beautiful work, my friend. You show your fine eye for just the right angle, light and color in these shots. And yes, I feel Freida’s trust of you. It shines through every image.

    This gallery, as with almost all of your work, carries a sense of poignancy. I guess real life always is.

    Patricia

  217. TOM

    I thank you for posting the link to “Wisdom.” I watched both the short show and how it was made. As a woman of age myself, it spoke to me. As an artist, I appreciated hearing the director/photographer discuss his aesthetic and philosophical choices. Yes, it is somewhat slick and many of his subjects are well-known figures in today’s world. I still think he is making a contribution, not the least of which is showing respect towards the elders and allowing them to share some of what they have learned in their long lives. In a youth-oriented society, this is no small thing.

    Patricia

  218. DAH

    thanks got the notes on the slideshow stats..will look forward to seeing your examples.

    TOM / SIDNEY

    It is very interesting to read your thoughts on the visual choices made in Wisdom. While I find the concept wonderful, and I very much enjoyed listening to the words of wisdom, for me the images fall short of what I would have hoped for if I were the photographer..but this project apparently went according to plan for the most part and my guess is that the photographer was pleased with the results, and I am so very pleased that he was able to manifest his vision.

    He certainly went to a lot of effort..and was well intentioned to discover and share some profound insight. Indeed a lot of the process was typical of a commercial production; people are getting make-up, and are shot with blinding strobes, every thing is controlled to a systematic science. A lot of these ‘privileges’ that Andrew had in regulating shooting conditions are things that I (desperately at times!) longed for in shooting my little white backdrop project. (They had 17 cases, with ‘no extraneous equipment’..clearly they felt all this was required to get what they wanted. I don’t know exactly what would have been on my dream equipment list, but i am sure it could have filled a few cases as well.)

    Andrew Z says he wanted to create an environment that was

    “entirely consistent, entirely democratic. I was most interested in how you can get closest to the actual subject, and not the subject in relation to its environment, but the subject itself. The solution to that problem was to clarify the whole situation by putting everyone on white..”

    I totally get it..that is how I felt too, wanting to just have a chance to get close (physically & emotionally) to the subject without any other visual interference or additional visual information.

    But I think I feel grateful now for all my limitations, no real budget, no light other than the sky (with its wind and rain) and a little reflector..not because these conditions de facto gave me a chance to make less commercial looking images and for whatever visual boon that may mean, but because much more of a production may have created a schism between myself and the person I was photographing. There was something very tender and sweet about my set up, creating intimacy through its constraints, my camera often so close that my tripod would touch their knees, my stool too short so I was amusing on my tippy-toes, the backdrop threatening to tumble at any moment..it was all very human.

    just a quote:

    In Wisdom, Chuck Close says

    “I always thought that inspiration is for amateurs; the rest of us just show up and get to work. If you wait around for the clouds to part and a bolt of lightning to strike you in the brain, you’re not gonna make an awful lot of work.”

    MARCIN

    you can do very well with an Epson flatbed..I use an old model Epson Perfection 4870 Photo. Discontinued, but there is a new model..it does my 4×5 too. It’s quite affordable..

  219. BUT!

    can I say that I still would have wanted a bigger backdrop and a second reflector? Really could have used both things..

    Scanning away here, can’t see straight..write something to keep me awake a little longer, please..

  220. One more thing..

    watched DOWN BY LAW last night..you could pause the film on ANY frame and have a magnificent still image. Talk about getting some benefit from being able to control a situation..

  221. down by law is excellent..
    watched ‘broken flowers’ last night..
    bill murray at his melancholic best..
    i think my fav jarmusch film for visual satisfaction is still ‘dead man’..

  222. Panos

    I always like what you’re working toward, but something about this series strikes me as if your subject is reacting to the camera, not behaving in spite of it. I mean the mood and the colors are very Panos, but it feels like there’s still a relationship to be built there before you hit a stride with shooting her.

    I think what you’re working toward is a series like this, of course in your own style:

    http://wray-mccann.com/rottenoasis/paradisefile/index.htm

  223. SIDNEY,

    “… but it might have told us more, it might have been less predictable, it might have opened up new territory instead of reinforcing the iconic status of people who are already icons…”

    Well put. I started to write that this project was less about photography and more about message but then i realized how idiotic that was :))

    “By the way, good luck with your house! Hope to see it sometime.”

    Sidney, you will!!! And the house is mostly finished … never, ever move into an unfinished home thinking you’ll do the baseboards, mantle, uhhmmm, a door or two, et al, later!!! Of course, everyone knows this! I’m slowly working my way through a punch list right now. I am a little ashamed i have not made up the freeway to see you this summer as i said i would … i got busy … well, we’re all always busy so that’s a crappy excuse. I just know when we meet you will remind me of a Orrin Pilkey, a somewhat controversial professor friend of mine who is a great critical thinker and tells it like it is … you’d like him. I’ll be up your way before too long if your around ….

    PATRICIA,

    … and thank you for telling it like it is for you in your own work. No small contribution, or inspiration, there on your part. Glad you liked the link :))

    ERICA

    I was hoping you would look and comment, and you said what i expected. Please don’t take that the wrong way … i expected your thoughts because your work has so much soul, because your work is so human, just as your set. Just be you. I would have loved to be your assistant for a day in your project, a Staff Helper In Training as it were, a weight for a lightstand, maybe someday.

    DANNY

    Funny, i posted that link here a little while back when it was just DNC, and anonymous. I agree with Patricia about the more lyrical images. All the work is great PJ and it’s great you mixed it up … the guy with the capitalism tattoo facing down the cops, or is it the other way around, great! Solid work and congrats on getting detained, and released! I’ve only had the honor once, no conviction here either :)) I read two from Democracy Now are facing felony charges … Disturbing, to say the least. Don’t get me started on another constitutional rant here …. it just royally po’s me every time i get questioned now with a camera in public, and that’s just on the damn street … sorry, got started :))

    Danny, i know there are a few protesters who make the regular circuit, one event to the next, on the road, some are self-proclaimed anarchists and others not so radical. I wonder what their life is like, i mean, do they go back to waiting tables like Penny Lane?

    tom

  224. Erica and David, getting Down by Law and Deadman … thank you for the movies! Just saw fun, much lighter fare, Kinky Boots … good fun :))

  225. MARCIN,
    Have a look at their newer offerings Epson V700 and V750. They are 6400 dpi and the real resolution is something like 2400-3200 dpi, enough for mf and in most cases 35mm. If you’re scanning a 6×9 frame at 3200 dpi you’re getting a 245 mb file! So a good flatbed and scan between 1600-3200 dpi and you’ll get great results for mf.

  226. Hi all,

    Yesterday, I had the great pleasure to meet Anton, Yan and his girlfriend, Neil, James, Pierre-Yves, Sean some seconds, Ana and her boyfriend, Laura (who is in photo in the top of David’s blog, I love her work, and David!

    Yan, our meeting was too short, I hope that we shall see each other very soon!
    Anton, Neil and James, I loved our after noon, and I think that we realized a big work!! We thought of you all here, you will see…
    Pierre-Yves, in very soon on Paris!
    Perpignan Crew, it was a pleasure to meet you…

    Continuation of my exhibitions, I liked a lot the work of Cédric Gerbehaye http://www.agencevu.com/photographers/photographer.php?id=214
    Yuri Kozyrev http://www.noorimages.com/index.php?id=262 Pascal Maitre, I found no link of its work Christian Poveda, a work on the maras of San Salvador http://www.photographie.com/?pubid=104668

    And I bought the book of Sergey Maximishin, which I had discovered last year to Visa, I love his work!! A very great photographer still little known http://www.maximishin.com/gallery.php?cat_id=8&action=images&lng=

    Still one very thank you David…

  227. Martin, Nick,

    Thanks guys.
    I’ve just spend whole morning compring scans from v700 ls-9000 and my scans from imacon.
    The differences are huge as mont everest!
    v700 scanned photo
    9000 scanned photo and some grain
    imacon scan only film’s grain
    There is no hope for me.
    I will buy v750 for quick scan and I will paid for my 35 films in laboratory as I did it before. I can’t find good and cheap laboratory for medium format in my town.

    Right now I try to minimalize my exspenses for photography. I am useing b&w apx films, in home i don’t shoot nothing interesting anyway and use velvias only for journeys. If I buy scanner one b&w film will cost me 12 zl + 4zl for digital print, if I will shooting on velvias it will cost 53 zl + 7zl for print.
    Does this make any sense to you???
    I am not poor guy right now but I want sometimes go to the pub for drink and don’t spend my whole free money for useless hobby. (I hate word ‘hobby’)
    am I right?
    hmmm… yes I am right. I need mojito.

    I am working on some personal stuff some famili pictures some portraits, maybe I will show you my new pictures soon.

    Panos

    hmmmm…. Nice pictures… If you know what I mean :)
    The pink one (7) is nice.
    I wish you all the best.

    I just have a call, hotel canceled assignment there will no scanner now, shit, why I wrote whole this stuff?? damn!

    must run
    peace for all
    hugs

  228. Salut Audrey, oui c’était un peu court, dommage, mais on aura certainement l’occasion de se croiser… C’était quand même sympa de mettre un visage sur les différentes personnes, Neil, Pierre-Yves, Anton, etc…

    J’ai aussi beaucoup aimé le travail de Cédric Gerbehaye, j’avais découvert son boulot dans un magazine il y a peu…

  229. PERPS PEEPS!

    Back in England now… What a fantastic week!! Really great to meet and hang out with (most of) you all. ERIC so sorry our paths didn’t cross. AUDREY I didn’t realize it was you until you had to leave our meeting :( Oh well next time…

    …And yes! Definitely a next time! What in inspiration, such great people and work in one beautiful city. Enjoyed thoroughly!!… Man I slept for 12 hours last night!!

    So now a bit of a come-down under the gray English skies. Ah well all good things musty come to an end.

    Meeting went well I thought. I hope the suggestions and subsequent changes will be in line with the thoughts and wishes those that were unable to be there.

    VIVA PERPIGNAN!!

    James

  230. CARLOS

    I’m afraid I know nothing about where you can get a big print made, but I sure do like this gallery of your photos from Puerto Rico and South America. The mix of close-ups, distance shots, people, places and things really kept my interest. Besides the fact that you have an excellent eye for composition. Terrific work!

    Have you considered adding music? I can almost hear it already…

    Patricia

  231. Audrey,
    Katharina,
    Patricia… Ladies..
    Again, thank you for the support..
    It is not “easy” to deal with what I’m
    dealing.. or “exposing”…!
    There is a fine line between respect and
    Exploitation.. and you.. Ladies are some
    sort of “measure” for me…
    It’s only that I value your opinions..
    I fear your opinions..
    Thank you again!!! & Freida…
    Thank you once more…

  232. I think I should be in perpigan next year.
    —————————————

    I’ll second that, the motto now is less words, more photography (more love). Or as Panos would, perhaps, say:

    Mojo is motto!

  233. PERPIGAN CREW

    How wheelchair accessible is the city, the photographic venues, restaurants, hotels, etc? That means is there even one step going up into the entrances? Are washrooms large enough for a wheelchair? Do the sidewalk curbs have areas where a wheelchair or mobility scooter could travel to get onto the streets? If hotels or galleries have more than one floor, are there elevators and are they large enough for a wheelchair or scooter?

    These are all issues I must look at before I think about traveling anywhere…

    Patricia

  234. HERVE
    Que signifie Mojo??? Impossible de traduire ce mot…Merci!!!

    PATRICIA
    Visa places are very accessible. The streets seems ok also. For restaurants and hotels, i think the most part is accessible. It will be good to have others members opinion, but i think it doesn’t matter for you to come next year!

  235. Love love LOVE Neil’s photos of Visa! I have just emailed Jean-Francois Leroy to ask about wheelchair accessibility at Visa 2009. I REALLY want to go!!! But one thing I already know. There will be times when I’ll need 2-3 strong friends to lift me and my scooter up a step or two. Any volunteers??? ;=)

    Patricia

  236. Patricia,
    thanks a lot for your feedback…I saw you work and I like it very muvh too it’s very “misterioso” …I love the composition …it’s very different…

    saludos.
    Carlos

  237. JEAN, Mojo is a term commonly encountered in the African-American folk belief called hoodoo. A mojo is a type of magic charm, often of red flannel cloth and tied with a drawstring, containing botanical, zoological, and/or mineral curios, petition papers, and the like. It is typically worn under clothing.
    (from Wikipedia)

  238. ALL

    perignan was a blast (even if i was only there for 2 nights, and missed out on most of the fun – i tried to make up for it by drinking as much beer as possible)

    tomorrow i’ll post the veritable man hunt that Audrey, Neil, James and I conducted in perpignan on saturday:

    “WHERE THE H*LL IS DAVID ALAN HARVEY?”

    it’ll be hilarious. i promise.

    and then i’ll catch up on all the comments and the emails

    but now i’m dead tired… need to sleep first

    love to all!

  239. JAMES,

    I am sure we will get a chance to meet sometimes (hopefully soon).

    NEIL,

    Was great to see your pictures of Perpignan. I had a laugh when I saw my badge with my name on Pierre-Yves face….Looks like my badge did travel….I had left it to Audrey to use and then it ended up with Pierre-Yves….Glad it was used!!!!! Again, wish I had been with you all…I looked at Lance’s edit work with envy…We did something similar the night before with David for my boxing work and I was looking forward to see Lance’s edit…. Looks like this edit happened with the entire blog “tribe”…Must have been interesting….

    Cheers,

    Eric

  240. and again,
    for the PERP people,
    that just got home… and just waking up,
    and for whoever missed it…
    ONCE AGAIN… xxx (part2)…

    http://web.me.com/innerspacecowpanos/LOVE_SITE/Drinking_from_the_Fountain_,_part.html

    and for the rich ones with the expensive fancy computers and the big fat lcd-plasma-balloni
    monitors, please click below:

    http://gallery.me.com/innerspacecowpanos#100143&bgcolor=black&view=mosaic&sel=0

    and again… it is PG-13…
    or… click on my “name” below to go back in Venice Beach for a second,
    and have a Corona light…,stay, relax… i’ll be there in 20 minutes…

  241. and again,
    for the PERP people,
    that just got home… and just waking up,
    and for whoever missed it…
    ONCE AGAIN… xxx (part2)…

    http://web.me.com/innerspacecowpanos/LOVE_SITE/Drinking_from_the_Fountain_,_part.html

    and for the rich ones with the expensive fancy computers and the big fat lcd-plasma-balloni
    monitors, please click below:

    http://gallery.me.com/innerspacecowpanos#100143&bgcolor=black&view=mosaic&sel=0

    and again… it is PG-13…
    or… click on my “name” below to go back in Venice Beach for a second,
    and have a Corona light…,stay, relax… i’ll be there in 20 minutes…
    peace

  242. oh… that’s sweet mr. TYPAD…
    it looks unsexy …, but i like it…

    btw… AKAKY’S theory about what a Mojo is ..
    is fake and misleading…;-)

    peace
    (& hugs for Anton )

  243. btw, all photos with 35mm voight set at f1.2…
    except the photos no 3 to no 7..the PINK PHOTOS..
    those were shot with the CARL at 2.8…

    Patricia… just playiiiiiiiiiiiiing!
    ;-)

  244. Jean, this is the original Mojo song:

    http://fr.youtube.com/watch?v=K91Qj870HHk

    the term has no real traduction, it pretty much means you got a good thing going from within (sexual undertones) and you are working it out.

    Last I heard it was about the republican convention. No spark expected, but Mc Cain pulled the lady VP out of the hat and now they got their mojo working…. No sex though… (

  245. YOUNG TOM

    you’re sweet..

    enjoy Down by Law; I know you will..

    The scanning continues.

    DAH is about to head into another workshop..what wonderful biorhythms he must have to keep such a pace. Incroyable!

  246. HELLO ALL….

    sorry i have been quiet. was in perpignan for 8 days – meeting with clients for NG, looking at portfolios for LOOK3, and drinking with new and old friends. it was wonderful meeting all my new DAH family! and missed all of those who were there in spirit… panos, bob, erica, patricia, etc…

    david and i went over my mexico project – i hope to post it soon. i am heading to mexico this weekend for a quick trip too.

    there are other things i wanted to reply to – but can not remember all the previous comments now.

    PATRICIA – i will email you re: wheelchair accessibility.

    ok, off to watch my RAIDERS kick some bronco BUTT!

  247. ERIC…

    Glad to hear the badge explanation. I saw the photo and thought “That’s not Eric, is it?” Never having met you…but something did not seem right :)) It was Pierre-Yves… :))

  248. DAH,

    Maybe this gets lost in the return to NYC and the posting of another subject but I felt I had to ask this question.

    When you said “I like the “look” and “feel” of “neighborhood”, but i like the subject of “bachelors”…can the twain meet???” I think I know what you are asking. What I don’t know is how to actually achieve that. There are two elements of the neighborhood piece that stand out to me: 1) they all have the same feel as far as color and interaction of community; and 2) they catch the quirkier moments of life–unusual things.

    With the bachelors, the photos were taken over a longer period of time. The neighborhood piece happened in three hours, with the same light and the same interaction from me. The light with the bachelor pieces was different at any point and time and also I had times when I was using my point and shoot due to circumstances and situations.

    So can you elaborate? I have the answer kind of swimming just outside of my reach…..

    Lee

  249. Panos,

    I decided a gin and tonic might help me ask the question. You are a good influence…

    I have looked at your work with your lovely woman. I understand what you are going for. Just keep looking….

    Lee

  250. In other words, Panos, it is way more than what you are showing. I can imagine the days with her and what you didn’t show us. What you might be shy to show. It is easy to show the obvious, but what do you really feel about her?

    Lee

  251. NEIL
    thanks for the videos!!! Very very very funny!!!! I’ve never seen Austin Powers so…
    I also love your Visa photos!!!

    AKAKY
    thank you (i’ll check Wikipedia next time before asking) – though Austin Powers definition seems more funny!!!

    PANOS
    i was sure your mojo style was more Austin Powers than wikipedia definition…

    HERVE
    thanks!! good tune!!!

  252. LANCE, Yes we did…

    Whenever you want to come and experience the Swiss mountains, do not hesitate to drop me a note, we have room at our place and you are welcome. We had great fun that night… And if the steepy “hills” here make you feel scarred, we also have good local drinks which help (special mountain brew) :)

  253. PERP CREW

    arrived back in Frankfurt after a short intermezzo in Besançon.

    Feels very, very unreal here now …

    Have seen that some of you have posted images already. Let me get my things in order here and I will post some too… :)
    THEN I will try to catch up with the comments here on the blog … Unrealistic to do that now.

    So glad to have met all of you. So sad to have missed some.
    Let us give it a go again next year!

    Cheers and safe travels for those who are still in Perp or on their way,
    Lassal

  254. MORNIN’ ALL

    Scanning..but I bet you could have guessed that. :)
    Looking forward to some interesting chat today.

    GINA

    thanks for missing us..missed being there! Sounds as if you slipped comfortably back into the USA and one of its favorite past times..didn’t know you were a sports fan..hope you won.

    JORGE

    no pun intended, some very captivating work..I especially love the squid image, but in all the mood reaches me and.. those marks on the glass, from where the janitor attempted to make the surface clean, that breaks my heart..the little bit of human caring presence with the kept/preserved/abandoned and isolated creatures; I am deeply touched by what is left behind, things that speak to what was..and this works in an extraordinary way for me.

    PANOS

    Have been silent on your images, and I know you value feedback from the ‘ladies’ on work in this vein..I just am not clear on how I feel, and want to have something useful to say to you..am thinking. May not find it, but am thinking..

  255. ANTON …
    (AUDREY, JAMES, NEIL …)

    I do not believe it!! That is absolutely the MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    LOVE IT :))))))))))))

    (wish I had been there with you guys …:(

  256. ANTON,

    Really enjoyed it! Hilarious!!!! You guys are mad!!! I particularly enjoyed the Harvey being bars!!!!!
    Maybe we should lock him somewhere so that he is not constantly on the move :):):)…

    CATHY,

    Thanks for the link. It is always helpful to see what others are producing on similar topic. Women boxing is actually one thing I did not really try to cover even though I actually met an interesting character just before I went on vacations. A 60 year old lady, former boxer, who still goes on the ring and trains every day…. I could not believe her age as she looks 35 or 40….but she showed me pictures of her daughters and grand-children….Seems like this helped her stay in shape (seems hard to believe but true!)….

    I have been swamped just being back at work after 2 1/2 weeks but hopefully will try to post the edit we did with David in the coming days….

    Cheers,

    Eric

  257. Anton, Audrey, Neil, James, Lassal–
    Thanks for the really funny “mask series” –things can get way too serious–that was fantastic :}

  258. ANTON, that was just freakin’ hilarious.

    JEAN/PANOS, my apologies for being so literal in my thinking. I know better than to trust Wikipedia entirely; I’ve actually contributed articles to the thing and I have no damn clue what the hell I am talking about half the time. I also contribute to the Uncyclopedia, Wikipedia’s not terribly bright younger brother. This was my last offering there:

    http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Brownies

  259. David mc. and Sidney,

    Thank you for your kind helps.
    I had downloaded it and tried several times but i couln’t see the works of David Mc…
    Well I tried my best…

    Jorge Prat,

    I was very touched by your works.
    Thank you for sharing.

    Kyunghee

    .

  260. AKAKY..!!!
    So you are the mastermind behind
    WIKI..
    You are Charlie and Im not even half of
    Angel..hot!!!
    ;-))))
    ( I will always use wiki from now on..
    Now I know it’s legit and politically incorrect..
    Love and hugs for AKAKY.. today )
    Also peace for Tibet..
    All , did you notice the readers complains- letters in the latest
    NatGeo issue about presenting Tibet still as part of China???
    ( which politically is, but it’s still up to me to accept it or not..
    And guess what I choose…!)

  261. Tibet as a part of the People’s Republic of China describes a political reality, not a psychological one.

  262. GINA..
    You going Mexico for the weekend???
    This Saturday .. I’m “touring”- following-
    Driving in JIM MORRISONS RV..
    From San manuel casino ( Friday night),
    we are driving ( groupies included),
    All the way to Encinitas Mexico for a
    Unique “The Doors” appearance..
    I heard that the Light in Mexico is as good
    As in Venice Beach..
    OH , but wait a minute.. Some people around
    Here.. Do believe that LA is PART OF MEXICO..!!!
    AKAKY,
    What Wiki has to say about that???

  263. Kyunghee

    The only other thing I can think of is that you must have a slow connection and it is taking time to load. If you at least see that Quicktime “Q” at the beginning, you may just have to wait for enough to load before it starts.

    Sorry about that. Can you typically look at Quicktime movies?

  264. PANOS

    I will be in Yucatan – Sat-Tues – a quick trip! I had miles I needed to use….

    ANTON – i can not believe i did not get to see you in Perpignan…

  265. PANOS, I’m not sure what Wiki has to say about LA, but since anyone can edit Wiki, you can have LA in Mexico, Uzbekistan, or the planet Mongo if that’s where you want the city to be.

  266. Anton, super, favorite is indeed DAH behind bars. I have a feeling this is not the last we’ll see of these masks. A cottage inDAHstry in the making…

    AKAKY:
    Tibet as a part of the People’s Republic of China describes a political reality, not a psychological one.
    ———————-

    I was just thinking the same thing about the USA and…..Alaska! ;-)

    For :-( and ?!?!?, google Wasilla church…

  267. ALL, ESP. PANOS

    Here’s a story that Matt, my trainer at the gym, told me this morning:

    Matt (the dad), Kelly (the mom), Trent (8 year old son), and Ethan (just turned 6 year old son) were looking at a photography book that Kelly’s client had given her. As they went on, photos of nude women appeared. Matt said they were tasteful but he felt perhaps a bit too graphic for the boys, so they moved through that section pretty quickly. But as they did so, Matt assured the boys that these pictures were OK as they were art.

    Then Ethan got a very serious expression on his face, shrugged his shoulders and raised his palms face-up, and said,

    “But, Dad, they’re showing their PRIVACIES! How can that be art? That is UNAPPROPRIATE!”

    “OK,” he went on, “trees are art. Baseball diamonds can be art. But, Dad! They’re showing FUR! That is UNAPPROPRIATE!!!”

    Patricia

  268. KATHARINA,
    emailed me asking to post this below:

    “… Ok.. I managed to get through to the last
    page…am smiling when reading Panos’s
    post… but can’t reply due to the
    proxy servers settings!
    ha ha
    Katharina…”

  269. Katharina,
    Thank you..
    I meant it..
    I do ONLY take the ladies opinions
    seriously…;-)
    I spent all night last night emailing
    Patricia ( regarding my insecurities-
    Yes , I needed her to hold my hand..)
    I’m still thinking of LEE’s words..
    And I do fear Erica’s opinion!!!
    What did you think!!!?
    That I’m fearless??? Bullshit..
    Goodmorning and love for ALL..
    ( especially for Anton)
    Peace

  270. audrey, neil, james, and anton
    now I know what I missed leaving Perp on early sunday…
    Great!!!!
    Of course many thanks to Lassal that provide the mask (i have it with me in the way back instead all the material they give at the press room)

  271. well.. Obviously ,
    I’m talking to myself once more..
    It’s funny how everyone shows UP
    when DAH is around.. but when I’m
    Around , everyone runs and hide..
    Do I smell , that bad..
    Ok.. Fuck it.. I’m OUT..
    ( click on my name motherfuckers and do
    me a favor and visit Venice Again..)

  272. ERICA

    Can I rip you away from your scanner??

    Put me to work. I want to assist. Thursday? Friday? Let’s collect some soundbytes!

    Will likely have no internet connect when I get to the other side.
    Check your email — I’m forwarding you my mobile number…

    Is the farm still up and running at PS1?

    flying…

    Anna B.

  273. i’m here.

    *tumbleweed*

    oh.. no.. actually i’m cooking fish soup for dinner.

    photos, eh? funny old bag o bolts n nails.

    if;
    ‘writing about music is like dancing about architecture’, (elvis costello)
    what is typing about photography?

    i wish i’d made it to perp.. loving the photos..
    neil – who is everyone in yours?

  274. i’m here too

    finishing up work, then going home locking myself in my house to catch up on all comments…

    david b

    i’m the one with no hair who is not david :)

  275. I’m here too, dear Panos, in and out as I work on my SP/daily life project. Now you know me better than that. I’m here whether or not the real-not-masked DAH shows up at all. I’m here for the community, isn’t that obvious???

    Didn’t you just love Ethan’ use of the most descriptive word “fur?” Out of the mouths of babes.

    Patricia

  276. PANOS, it’s not that you smell, it’s that I’m at work, a place where they understand, sort of, about my photography addiction, but require that I actually do the work they hired me for rather than perusing the DAH blog on a more or less constant basis. Sorry about that.

  277. Hi All,

    I had very hard day in bronze foundry. Heat and nerves. My eyes want blow up.
    But it was good day. When I will sell my stupid commercial sculptures I will buy film scanner I need :)
    Then I will try show you some my last works.
    But… I made a huge mistake when I have developed my last medium format films. Huge mistake.
    About 15 films looks like made 50 years ago.
    http://marcinluczkowski.com/photo/z1.jpg
    I screw up whole process.
    Bloody bloody hell…. :{

    Ok. I am tired.
    I’ll be busy for a while and I need my “zen” time, I will try shoot something somewhere alone. But we’ll see…

    Cathy, if you will need the place on server I am sure I will have some for you.

    positive vibrations for all

    peace (for all amateur photographers)

  278. Perpignan crew ;

    It was so great to see you. You were really great people and that’s not strange when you see the kindness which is obvious everywhere in the comments here !

    I had no time to talk with everybody but was lucky enough to chat and spend time with most of you and it’s good since I don’t like spending too much time on conputer and therefore didn”t know many of you !

    Great pictures from many of you, interesting discussions !!

    Audrey : I was able to hitch-hike quickly back to Brittany, thank you for driving me to the gas station and for your help with Final Cut (thanks to Anton also !)

    Eric : thank you for the badge, I was so proud to wear it. Only complain is I had to sign too many autographs…

    David : just thank you for what you do, so useful !

    Patricia : I saw some elevators in some of the places but I think the best thing you could do is get in touch with the people at Visa !

    hugs

    pierre yves

  279. lassal & gina

    oh yes such a shame i missed you! by the time i got there they told me you both had left already…

    pierre yves

    it was great to meet you too!

    audrey eric patricia rosemary akaky jean herve

    glad you liked the pics… maybe we should set up a merchanise for the mask, and donate the sales profits to the EPF :-)

    audrey

    oui, david à fait un edit de birgit lundi matin… mais pas à la même façon de eric et lance… je t’envoie bientôt un email…

    panos
    hugs to you too bro… when can *we* meet again?

  280. ANTON

    very funny and slightly perverse..

    MARCIN

    ohh..I would that I could but I am not through with the preview scans and ritualistic as I am that means that no one but me has seen these (barring a few cursory glances for techie reasons)..soon come! as they say in the islands..my apologies, especially after the hell day you had. put up a link to your sculptures, maybe someone here will be moved to buy one or knows someone who does, and in any case it will be great to see them.

    Your negs aren’t ruined..there is nothing wrong about that look..just not what you intended, but looks ok on screen.

    ANNA B

    I am just not sure yet if I am heading out of town or not..will know soon and will let you know..so kind of you.

  281. LEE and EVERYBODY

    Lee, I wasn’t stonewalling or ignoring you when you asked about my missing website… have been involved in multiple hassles with my server, too complex and mundane to explain, but anyway I finally just now got the site back up in a modified temporary form, and it is now showing some of my most current work, the Korean Heritage Day in Vancouver, British Columbia held a few weeks ago. It’s stuff I am still editing but this will give you a good idea of one of my ongoing projects involved with Asian communities in the Northwest. Here’s the direct link:

    http://www.telcomplus.net/satkins/photo1.html

    Cheers,

    Sidney

  282. HEY PANOS

    I am here, trying to keep up, but I am becoming a full blown lurker now. I am just having time issues so I am no really commenting much.

    I love your stuff, I think its loose and romantic and more about real life than some of the ‘visionary’ work that runs along the same lines.

    What I mean by that is that the people who have a specific STYLE-

    yes I am shouting but I think that some work is promoted purely on the basis of its strong ‘marketing/brand appeal’ than its intrinsic value…lots of people make ‘pretty pictures’ Not many make meaningful ones!-

    seem sometimes to do better than those that have CONTENT.

    Its a bit like what is happening in the media now days… They have just sacked 550 people on one of the biggest newspaper organizations in Australia, the people that run the buisness seem to think you don’t need to provide CONTENT to make money.

    I disagree and I love what you are doing, you are asking questions with your pics in a quite gentle way. They sort of remind me of Klimt’s work a bit, nice…

  283. Lisa , sorry…!
    i was posting at the same time…
    always thinking im all alone here..
    thank you…
    i have an idea how to continue this story…
    by being there, true… putting myself out there … gonzo…
    now , i have an idea… “there is a story.. trust me”…
    its just going BACKWARDS…
    I STARTED, from the skin ( her and mine occasionally )to go to the “wearing fashion outfits ( coming soon )… to….
    … coming later…
    daily mundane “acts” and other
    forms of artistic expression.. or simple day things.. like cooking bread or shaving her own legs!!!????… or…
    Anyways,
    … you see,
    this is a SAD story… it involves two human beings of
    the opposite sex,… IT IS ALWAYS A SAD STORY..
    Even “real blood” involved, and pain, and “lightness”,
    and explosion and fear and revenge and stupidity and anger and violence involved… in a short period of time..
    the whole Greek Tragedy … passion and lies…( the whole package)..
    wait and see…!

    Thank you for sharing your opinion here…
    Patricia knows how much i need it… especially from a lady…
    ( coz i know what men think… i know…:-((((( )
    peace and THANK YOU , once more !!

  284. I’m here, Panos, still holding your hand, always holding your hand. xxoo

    Special thanks to James C and Tom for your comments posted here and to David B and Bob B for your emailed comments about my current work. It’s really become an obsession. I seem to eat, sleep, breathe it, but even so it is SLOW going. Most every day I add and delete images and tweak the sequence, but I never seem to end up with any kind of numbers. I’m not even sure I’m ending up with quality. My biggest challenge of late is fighting my tendency to sequence my images as a story. I’ve been a storyteller all my life–actually used to perform my original stories–so getting beyond the narrative is a real stretch for me.

    Feedback is always much appreciated, especially suggestions and/or constructive criticism. Please check it out if you have the time and inclination.

    http://www.pbase.com/windchimewalker/daily_life

    Thanks,
    Patricia

  285. Patricia Lay-Dorsey
    A day in June

    Joy comes, grief goes, we know not how;
    Everything is happy now,
    Everything is upward striving;
    ‘Tis as easy now for the heart to be true
    As for grass to be green or skies to be blue,
    ‘Tis for the natural way of living:
    Who knows whither the clouds have fled?
    In the unscarred heaven they leave not wake,
    And the eyes forget the tears they have shed,
    The heart forgets its sorrow and ache;
    The soul partakes the season’s youth,
    And the sulphurous rifts of passion and woe
    Lie deep ‘neath a silence pure and smooth,
    Like burnt-out craters healed with snow.

    from “What Is So Rare As a Day in June” by James Russell Lowell

    nice photos there Patricia… macro… silent… painful… nice work..
    way beyond my span of attention…:-)

  286. Hi all

    Quick step by…

    Erica

    Yes it was just not my intention, this photo should look completly different.
    I’ll be waiting for your new pictures. My curiosity eat me :)
    And I will buy the same scanner as you have I suppose.

    All

    Look sometimes to unusual blog about san salvador;
    http://jesusfloresfotos.blogspot.com/

    Today CERN are making big BOOOM! Nice toy they have… mniam…

    must run
    peace

  287. [Verse 3:Jay-Z]

    Ch-yeah!
    I’m right, cheah
    In my chair
    With my crown, and my dear
    Queen Bee, as I share
    Mic time, with my heir
    Young Carter
    Go farther
    Go further
    Go harder
    Is that not
    Why we came? and if not,
    Then why bother?

  288. bitch I’m grown f**k what you on
    now watch me stand on the world as i sit in a throne
    and if I jump ima fly and look into the eagles eye
    and see I am nothin like you. why?
    bitch see. it gets me how nothing gets me or get to me
    and if you shootin for the stars than just shoot me
    but your bullets don’t reach mars
    pause. claws. because, ima a beast ima dog ill getcha
    my picture should be in the dictionary next to the definition of definition
    because repetition is the father of learnin
    and son I know your barrel burnin but

    chorus
    please dont shoot me down cause im flyyin im flyin
    im higher
    please dont shoot me down cause im flyin im higher
    (hey talk to my daddy)

    verse 3
    pop I did it to em. ima bastard
    and ima do it again like nigga backwards
    these niggas backwards but they behind us
    now watch me get high like times up

  289. Panos, I ‘m here!!

    Pierre-Yves, de rien… et merci à toi pour mon très bel autographe de Paolo, i am a happy girl!!

    Anton, il me tarde de voir l’editing de Brigit…

    Patricia, I love your work, especially this new image where you catch the book with this photography that I suppose to be you… I sent you an email…

    Best regards,

  290. PANOS

    Present, more or less… lurking these days… going through contacts and printing rather than shooting the last few weeks so have entered a more solitary mode… and trying to keep up with the blog, but it’s impossible.

    Working on a box full of prints to take over to the ICP… it’s fairly easy for me to get the prints up to, say 95% of their potential… but that last 5% tough…

    I do think your recent work is very good, but I also get the sense that you are speaking in a softer voice or holding something back, if that makes any sense…. a different register, maybe. Not a criticism but an observation, and a subjective one at that.

    ANTON

    Absolutely hilarious! Thank you!!!

    ALL

    I was able to see both Koudelka shows last week… As Erica mentioned, the Aperture event was a hipster-Bosch-painting mob scene, and the sheer amount of work was overwhelming. What struck me most was the consistent level of the pictures… any one of maybe 100 different photos could function as a definitive picture of the crisis… so pan K. was churning out iconic photographs at the rate of 15-20 a day… an amazing piece of virtuoso-level photojournalism.

    Uptown at Pace/MacGill, the crowd was much, much smaller and shinier…. The installation included five, and only five vintage prints (8x10ish… one maybe bigger, single weight paper, ferrotyped, buckled somewhat… possibly printed for publication?) arranged in a cross shaped group… in the next room were (mostly 16x20ish, two larger) archival inkjet digital prints! These looked very nice… saturated and rich, punchy… but, to me, still somewhat sterile and lacking subtlety. They still cost as much as a car, though.

    The Koudelka show is up with some Judith Joy Ross portraits that are just wonderful… 8×10 contact prints on gold toned printing-out-paper that operate in some very subtle and intimate psychological space… they seem like not too much at first glance, maybe too subtle… but before I knew it, I was seduced and fell into the pictures. They are really great and really tricky… Erica, I think it might be worth the trip to see these….

    Stephen Shore, also one of my favorites, was talking and signing books at the Strand tonight…. and Alessandra Sanguinetti’s opening is coming up Friday…

    DAVID/ALL

    I wonder if anyone here reads the dailykos blog? It has great content, but the way it works, I think, might provide an example of how a blog could accommodate a lot of readers and writers without losing community…

    Basically, there is a “front-page” main blog, but the big difference is: everyone who signs up gets their own blog (called a “diary”)… It’s a blog that contains a (sub-)blog for each member of the community! Some users are “editors” and choose articles to highlight… and there is some fundraising/advertising that supports blog “fellows” who write or research or edit…. Runs on software called Scoop (I believe is open source, so free.)

    Of course, there’s a wiki (the dkosopedia)… (I still imagine a wiki for this blog, now with Akaky pressed into service as Minister of Information.)

    I know no one really wants to change anything with how the blog functions… but I just wanted to “throw this out there” as an idea… seems like the dailykos folks (all two of them) have solved some big problems: scale, community and fundraising…

  291. PERP. THOUGHTS

    Needed some perspective and a couple of days to became aware of this experience.

    In first place, it was lovely to see DAH again and meet some of you guys. Like Lance said, a cast of characters! I just regret that had no time to spend more time together. Like always, I need more time for everything!!

    About the festival, I did half of the things planned but really liked to see so much photography and excepcional works. I really enjoyed the projections. Really inspiring! And definitely the feeling after it was that I need to go further and work harder. It was like a shot of energy!

    One of my biggest worries before going to Perp. was how to edit my work. I followed the mantra “less is more” and took just a summary of several series. One of the editors that saw my work asked me for more (which is good, of course!) and told me that they where there to see everything. She also explained me what they are looking for. So I can say that I learned from the experience making this thing absolutely worth it. I’m usually very shy the first time I aply for something specialy when I don’t know how it works. Now I already ‘broke the ice’ so I’m sure next time I will be more confident and strong :-)

    And well, I did not take any pictures but really enjoyed yours!!

    It was a lot of fun to see the “where the h*ll is David” pictures!! And enjoyed Neil’s pictures too. Thanks guys!!

    Kisses!

    Ana

  292. MIKE

    PACE/MACGILL?!!?

    I did an internship there just before my Dad died- It was 1989, nearly 20 years ago, my God I need to have an aniversary show there don’t I!- it was a wonderful time, I was straight out of art school in Sydney and straight into a job there, everyone was fantastic and the people I met included, Close, Wegman (and Manray) Joel Sternfield, Joel Peter Witkin and Robert Frank…just to name a few.

    I wonder how Peter is doing?

    Is it still at the same address, which I as I remember was something like 52nd and Madison? God I haven’t been back to New York since, brings back memories, it was just a really tough time afterwards, I had to jump on a plane to get back to my Dad real quick… it was the longest 44 hour plane flight I have ever had…

    Anyway, nice to hear its still going strong…

  293. LISA

    am really looking forward to hearing about what you have been working on, it sounds like it was an adventure

    MIKE

    I know that your blog tech ideas are likely sensible/strong ones.. though I confess I haven’t a clue what some of what you say actually means. (i don’t wanna know either, I’d rather just talk with you about the fun stuff..was great seeing you & yours the other night, tho I wish you had stayed around for the dinner part too)

    PANOS

    “the whole Greek Tragedy “..yes, that’s it, thats what I’d love to see from you (tragi-comedy actually..)

  294. OH! PATRICIA

    meant to say I am looking forward to seeing your work again but haven’t had time..glad you are obsessed..

    and, that I’ve been at the gym most days, so if you need help getting that lift up a stair or two..I’m in. XO

  295. MIKE, vis-a-vis the Ministry of Information, I’m not sure you’ve actually thought out the administrative end of this idea. If you like the Daily Kos, then I am probably the last person you want as Minister of Information. Trust me on this one. The sense I get from this blog, and I could be wrong about this; no one who or what all of those lurkers out there are thinking or doing with small animals when they arent here lurking, skulking, and otherwise loitering with intent to do only God knows what; is that most of the people here lean, politically at any rate, a little bit to the left of center, and I…don’t. I also dont have any tattoos or distinguishing marks worthy of mention and I try to eat sensibly, except when I’m not eating sensibly. And now, the following, which has absolutely nothing to do with anything hitherto discussed here. There are no dancing Hasidim, DAH masks, or anything even vaguely French in what follows. There are, however, a lot of birds involved.

    Roman legend has it, and a place as old as Rome has legends the way my brother has gambling debts, that at least one of the early medieval Popes got the job when a bird, no doubt tuckered out from a long day’s migrating from hither to yon, decided that the bare pate of the nearest non-avian cardinal was the perfect place to set itself down for a moment’s rest and a bowel movement before heading off to more familiar parts. Why any bird would choose a Christian hierarch’s noggin as a rest stop in the first place is a question best left to the theologians; it is history that matters here, not dogma, and it is history that the crowd of illiterate, superstitious peasants who saw the bird cop a squat on his Eminence’s skull immediately interpreted this as a sign from the Holy Spirit and demanded the cardinal’s immediate elevation to the Papacy. The College of Cardinals, an educational institution full of extremely learned gentlemen who’d matriculated in, among other subjects, the study of what happened to distinguished clerics who irked the tender sensibilities of the Roman mob, voted to save their skins and made their crap-spattered brother Pope forthwith, after which they beat a hasty retreat out of town before the mob changed its mind. Clearly, the theological implications of irregularity in migrating birds need not concern us here, but I believe that if we leave the metaphysics to those interested in such speculation and treat the matter in practical political terms, we can see a solution to the ongoing crisis of confidence that faces American democracy today.

    It is clear, I think, that the vast majority of people in this country today cannot, in any meaningful way, separate their narrow self-interest from their political outlook, even if it is in the long term interest of the nation that they do so, and it is equally clear that no politician will vote for what they think is in the long term interests of the nation so long as they must endlessly truckle to the short term interests of powerful political pressure groups in order to get re-elected. The whole system being for the birds, I believe that it is now high time that we end the never-ending farce of modern American political life and have the birds to choose our leaders for us. No other single step will so radically change the American political landscape or so conclusively end the baneful influences of the special interest groups on our elections as this one will.

    The benefits of transforming our democratic republic into an ornithological republic are, I believe, almost too numerous to enumerate, much less dispute, so let us simply look at the most beneficial reasons. First, a functioning aviocracy eliminates, once and for all, the power of special interests to influence elections. What possible favors can a defense contractor already five years behind schedule designing a new weapons system do for an Attwater’s prairie chicken to induce them to favor a candidate who wants the program to continue? How do the AFL—CIO, the drug companies, Big Oil, or all three together influence the vote of a turkey buzzard that doesn’t have a job, medical insurance, or a car? By running a negative ad campaign? Turkey buzzards don’t have televisions, don’t read the newspapers, don’t speak much English, and regard billboards as a convenient place to sit and wait for roadkill to happen. Birds, as you can see from these two examples, are the perfect political animal; they are both uninterested and disinterested, just as most of the current electorate is, but they are too stupid to bribe and they know nothing about anything, which places them beyond the reach of ideologues, demagogues, and the pedagogues’ union. The only human demographic cohort with similar political advantages are teenagers, and they come with the unfortunate disadvantages of being vaguely understandable from time to time and needing to have someone else do their laundry on a more or less constant basis.

    Having set forth the perfect political solution to our political problems, you may be asking yourself, and if you’re not, you ought to be, asking yourself just how does a constitutional aviocracy choose its leaders? In such a system, the current system of a long, drawn-out primary campaign leading to a completely uninteresting party convention and then to the general election would come to a swift end. Primaries, being henceforth unnecessary, even for entertainment purposes, would go the way of all flesh, and every four years thousands of candidates from across the length and breadth of this our Great Republic would flock to San Juan Capistrano, California, and Hinckley, Ohio, in order to woo the most important voters in the land. Now, the politically correct among us will, no doubt, wonder why the new system privileges swallows and vultures over such other worthy species as the bald eagle, the blue jay, and that perennial Washington favorite, the yellow-bellied whistleblower, but there are symbolic as well as practical reasons for these selections. Symbolically, Americans will have the chose of voting for the party of the swallows, the party of a bright and sunshiny morning in America, or the party of the vultures, the party that feeds well upon the soft and morbid carcass of government. But my apologies to one and all here; I digress now into a narrow and wanton spirit of partisanship and that was not my intent.

    In practical terms, the candidates would be going to the two places in the United States that would best enhance their chances of a bird landing on their heads and then evacuating its bowels. Other places may also offer great opportunities in this area, of course; one need only think of New York City, for instance, and its large pigeon population, affectionately known to all New Yorkers as rats with wings, and who have shown over and over again over the centuries that they are willing to unload on just about anyone they take a notion to unload on. The problem for the Big Apple’s pigeons and their chances to become the nation’s political kingmakers are falcons, specifically peregrine falcons. The skies over the city are growing ever more dangerous for pigeons, especially over the city’s parks, what with the falcons swooping down on the pigeons and eating them as the pigeons try to eat the stale bread crumbs the old ladies sitting on the park benches throw on the sidewalk for them. The pigeon community has had enough of these predators and wants some action from the Mayor’s Office and the NYPD, but as yet the police have done nothing. Until the police do something about the falcon situation, New York City’s pigeons will lead increasingly stressful lives, and a stressed out pigeon is not the best arbiter of the country’s political future. In Ohio and California, on the other hand, the birds return in such great numbers that the loss of a few to predators, however personally regrettable the loss is on an individual level, is not enough to affect the political thinking of the flock as a whole.

    This leads inevitably to the question of just how the birds will choose our nation’s leaders. The procedure under the new dispensation will be very close to the procedure that so successfully elected Pope Whoever the Whatever all those centuries ago, with the necessary allowances made for the separation of Church and State. This method caused no end of controversy in the Bible Belt at first, where many saw it as entirely too Papistical in character, but none of the alternative schemes proved workable and so the papal procedure won the day by default. In a nutshell, everyone who wants to be President would go to the town of their choice and allow as many birds as possible to land on their heads and evacuate on them. At the end of Election Day, the most physically noisome candidate would be president. Morally noisome candidates, on the other hand, would get positions as studio executives in the motion picture industry.

    This plan is workable, I believe, and will go a long way to eliminate the bitter partisan divisions that rack our poor country today. By handing our future over to the birds, we make our country stronger than ever before and we step forward into a bright multispecial world. Some will say that America is not ready for the birds, but the birds are ready now. It is only a matter of time and political courage for us to acknowledge that fact and to act upon it.

  296. Akaky said – “and they come with the unfortunate disadvantages of being vaguely understandable from time to time and needing to have someone else do their laundry on a more or less constant basis.”

    …for a second I thought you were talking to me about men again. :)

  297. AUDREY

    just checking the pictures of Perp. I do have some of your edit by DAH which you wanted. 14 pics to be exact. Some repeats … But you should choose yourself which ones you want or not.

    I will install an album for you to download whichever you want. Will give you the login-data via eMail later today.

    A big hug,
    Lassal

  298. “…for a second I thought you were talking to me about men again.”

    ok, that just made me snort my unsweetened iced tea…

    Kelly, don’t think I ever told you, but I love the swing image…

    posting more later…good light, y’all

    A.

  299. Oh Andrew …
    thank you! :)) … Yes, I adore this little guy. He practically saved my life, too. :)

    You might see more of him, because I am just checking if I can do a little slideshow about Perpignan … Very incomplete again, and obviously with lots of dog pictures. I was astonished to have taken as many snaps as I apparently did. But it won’t be more than snaps. No wonderful essay. Anyway, for people who have not been there and it might be of some interest.

  300. Hi everyone.
    Patricia,
    I can remember that Horst Faas has easy access to the Park Hotel and other Festival places.
    The hotel is close to the Palais de Congres (daily meeting) and some exhibitions.
    Streets in perpignan are small but I think it’s possible to manage. And the Visa organization is for sure the best to ask.
    Yes so we can meet at least next year!
    I think we’ll find some strong guys to help!
    I saw your new selection. I really hope to have the time to send you feedback before I leave (I will have new web acccess I hope from Beirut on 12 sep., for sure time to write on 21).

    Perp crew,
    here some shots just few moment togheter, not edited.
    http://picasaweb.google.com/lauranutella/PerpignanCrew?authkey=JzdFXRsRGWY#

    I last saw David with Lassal (and dog … and friend) and Kim saturday afternoon. He told us he was busy for a bit.

  301. LAURA (PATRICIA) …

    do you remember when we had Audray’s edit at Park Hotel? Horst Faas was sitting there in his wheelchair… waiting for a solution for his dilemma. I overheard him telling someone that they had booked Park hotel because it sais to be wheelchair-friendly, BUT:

    1. he has to be lifted in and out of the hotel because there are steps at the front door and the back door was no solution either.

    2. there is a lift in the hotel, but his wheelchair does not fit in.

    3. he has this device to get in and out of the wheelchair, but that would not fit into the elevator either.

    Until the time we left there was no solution to his problem. I think they were searching for another hotel.

    But maybe it would be a point for you, Patricia, to call the Park Hotel directly and ask for whatever solution they came across with for Haas.

    As Laura mentioned, streets are narrow and sometimes (often) cars park in a way that you hardly can pass – even by foot. On the other hand side there might be other, more suitable streets that lead to the exhibition places. We sometimes just tried to go the direct way.

    There were not always and everywhere suitable toiletts, but there were some … It would be wise to mark it on a map when you go there. But maybe, if Visa is well managed, they have special maps for this kind of purpose. I mean … they are doing this for 20 years now. They should have these informations available.

    Oh … there were ramps to every exhibition place! No problem here. Except maybe at the Convent des Minimes … there is a second floor there … I did not see but a staircase leading there, but then again, I was not really investigating the place.

    :))

    Patricia, I think if you find a suitable hotel, the rest will be solvable.
    Just go for it, IF you think you want Perpignon. It is for sure no fun exhibition you will find there … It focusses on the hard part of photojournalism. It was the first time ever an exhibition managed to make me sick of my stomach…
    Sure you can learn a lot there. But just make sure to have a look at it before you decide, so you know what to expect and how to best prepare for it to get the max out of it. Like Ana I too needed this first glimpse to decide on how to deal with it the next time. And I admit that there was a day where I thought there would not be a next time … :)

  302. LAURA

    :)))))))
    thanks for the photos!!!
    Soooo great …
    I was just one night at this CdlP party, but it was gorgious! Especially because the right people were with me!!!

  303. AKAKY

    You still have my vote for Minister… I heard Karl Rove is hitchhiking to Hinkley with a fistful of bird poop and a stuffed turkey vulture under his arm.

  304. MARCIN…

    Thank you AGAIN for thinking of me with regard to webspace. I am in a “holding pattern” at the moment. :))

    I was very interested in what David said about setting up a space at Digital Railroad for posting images to this blog…So let’s see if this is the way we are ALL going to post work for the blog…?

    That might be the easier answer for me right now…if it happens.
    Stay tuned…and thanks again.

  305. ALL….

    apologies….for just not being here…i do sort of have a good excuse…my phone bill somehow went unpaid due to my travels and my general tendency just not to think about those kinds of things…so, yup phone service off and net modem too….just came back on, but now i have to entertain an old friend and am also so so busy getting ready for my loft workshops coming up…my favorite workshop…at home…whoever takes these workshops gets to meet top editors, shoot in New York, show their slide shows to the NYC photo world and also have the added benefit of watching me lead my life and scramble to pay phone bills etc. between edits…

    back tomorrow morning…i have a new story to tell….

    hugs et al, david

  306. DAVID

    No pressure on you here, just wanted to be sure everything was OK. If you don’t post when we know you’re home & not in the midst of a loft workshop, I always think of your mum. Hope she’s doing well. Now try to catch up on your sleep before Friday!

    Patricia

  307. Lassal!

    Thank you so much for taking us along on that journey, I felt I was there walking (and eating, and drinking, and observing)with you all!

    And, it is now official…as far as I’m concerned, you have the cutest little dog ever.

  308. DAVID:

    left u a message (with love and hugs)…about our schedule for NYC…..check ur voice mail….

    all night tonight working on edit…BUT, tomorrow, it’s all about the family…and then we’re gone for the woods…

    so, it’s the 3rd….

    will either talk manyana or when we return…

    in a drunken stupor, sent you some bones…but ur mail is full…

    will again when u return…

    hugs
    b

  309. LASSAL:

    thanks so much for the Warhol fellowship stuff :))))…i took a quick quick scan….will read when i return on Monday….gotta fucking finish this stupid dinosaur shit….but, im so appreciate for the link….will read more fully when i return…

    hugs/kiss :))

    b

  310. PATRICIA:

    this will have to be quick, but i wanted to give you some blue-breath in return :)))

    as you know, i really love your “daily life” series and really love some of the new additions. I think the new pics that involve the pictures/paintings are very powerful and move the essay past the immediacy of the environment of your daily life and push it into the relm of memory and countenance: reconciliation….i really love both pics #12 (painting portrait) and IMG_9496b.jpg (photo portrait)…i also love the addition of the dead bluejay, blue globe and the picture of your getting a hair cut. …I also like the bike pic addition….BUT, there are some pics (outside the series) that i think would make an interesting addition: i love the pic of your husband picking you up with you reflected in the car door (IMG_5897d.jpg), also the picture of you in your nightgown (with yellow light) IMG_7959g.jpg, your husband in the pool (MG_8066b.jpg), your toenails being painted, shot of food (IMG_3119f.jpg), …i dont know if you intend these images to be part of the series because they come after the initial 27 photographs, but i think they are terrific additions….and for some reason, I thought I saw a photograph with your arm/hand across the frame with the bike…(i can’t find it now, but i seemed to have seen it today)…

    anyway, in truth, i love that it begins with your dreaming…and what still is powerful for me about the photographs and the series is that it still creates an understandering that most of how we navigate our physical and emotional presence in life is rarely understood…including all the powerplays of our physicality (you above your husband while he is in the pool, for example) or the way physicality makes us vulnerable and beneath (the pic of the food or the pic of you in the bathroom at horizon level)….

    In truth Patricia, i read the essay as a long, long love song for your life and for your husband…that is, the song of your death and how much you wish to give your husband and all those you love, known and unknown, about the measure and strength of life…i know it may sound moribound, but i see this as if a person who understands that they are dying and wants to express how important how rich how beautiful and how difficult life was and that this is how you wish to bequeath this…it begins with this beautiful and profound first blue image (yu in bed, dreaming, awakening, or dead/memory) and goes through so much power and beauty (haircut, fitness, swimming, birds, stairs, books, joy, light, love) and then moves through death and memory (photos, paintings, food) and then ends with your husband alone, as you drift away…

    i know that 90% of the blog is gonna tell me to fuck off…but, i see it as one of the great love songs that a partner can give to another partner…tha tis how i see the story now…not about a woman who is “handicapped” but a woman who is/was fully alive and that she is sharing the totality of the life, including the sadness (the bike) the complexity of a relationship (your husband picking you up in the car while you’re in a wheelchair, you later above him in shadow)…et c etc etc….

    i think many of the new images are defiant, strong and courageous…and i would only say this Patricia:….stick to them…..we know you are happy and strong and vibrant person (that’s why i didnt like that last photo of your shooting in the previous edit) but give me the TOTALITY of what you are…not just th loving, gifted, strong woman…

    give me the anger and sadness too…

    i think this is a beautiful and strong and courageous essay….and if i see death in it, it is not from morbidity but from something else:

    the testament of love means the honesty to tell those who gave you life are just that, even when leaving…

    u know that, right :)))…

    and probably the rest of the blog is gonna hate me, but you know what im talking about :)))

    it is about the maturity of love….the maturity of living and embracing all…

    thanks for giving us this…

    hugs
    bob

  311. Patricia,

    Bob’s comments do not make me mad. I just finished looking also and I too had a strong reaction to the added one with the portraits. It added another element of your life prior to your confinement to the wheelchair. Did I say confinement? Right! Like you are confined! One I would pull is the one with the book in the chair. I don’t get that one. I like the one of you getting a haircut but don’t really feel it is needed as it is something in your day you have to do but it doesn’t say much to me about your life in relation to your disability. Was there a special meaning you got from this shot?

    Lee

  312. LASSAL,

    You certainly know how to tell a story…lots of wonderful snaps and your sensibility and artistic touch is all over that “essay”. We certainly had a magical evening that evening with Audrey, David’s editing and a wonderful dinner. I have gone back home and to work this week a bit depressed I have to say…I wish Perpignan was ahead of us rather than behind but we have some very nice memories that your snaps brought back! Have a great set of travels for your “official” essay. When do you leave?

    Cheers,

    Eric

  313. Has anyone ever wept at their own work? This is so strange. Perhaps it was having read Bob B’s perspective, a perspective that rocked me to my core. Maybe it was seeing my 27 images as shown in my new FotoMagick slideshow with Charlie Haden’s “Traveling” accompanying it. Maybe I’m just tired. But whatever it is, I can’t watch it without tears. And I’m not a crier.

    I want to thank all of you who have so kindly taken the time to look at my most recent edit of what I’m tentatively calling “Exposing a Life, My Own.” Your postings and emails have been invaluable in helping me see this work through another’s eyes. When you’re as immersed as I’ve been in this project–especially since my own life is its subject–it’s very hard to stand back and see things objectively. That’s where you come in. And I am so grateful to have you at my side to support, question, challenge, inspire and educate me.

    I wish I could put up the slideshow for you to see but that will have to wait until I get my own website–which I’m starting to explore–or David sets things up here for us to post our work on Digital Railroad. And I’m sure by then my edit will have evolved. This project, as with my life, is always in a state of flux.

    Patricia

  314. Patricia —
    I think your title says it all “Exposing a life, MY OWN.” Your words struck me from the getgo, but maybe Bob in particular was the one who drew you into the deeper meaning behind your words.
    It is difficult exposing ourselves, but can be necessary, and a blessing in disguise.
    Strength of life — Bob’s comment hits it on the head. Looking at the works on your other site further lends to this idea, your photos just illustrate the words of your life.
    Beautiful. Unique. Keep searching and sharing.

  315. LEE

    When you mention that the haircut pic has nothing to do with my disability and therefore isn’t needed, this project has become SO MUCH more than about my disability–it is about my life. Ordinary. Often mundane. Things like taking a shower, getting a haircut, reading at the beach, working out at the gym, reading & eating a bagel at Einstein’s. The stuff of everyday life. Things we all do, disabled or able-bodied.

    Today I celebrate the 3-month anniversary of having started this project. The longer I work on it, the less I know what I am doing. Bob B has certainly opened my eyes to that fact…

    Patricia

  316. LASSAL…

    I second what andrew b said. Thank you!

    Also agree with you about the pigeons. I have a small parrot and thru him feel the suffering of birds everywhere!

  317. Patricia,

    Good point. Yes, I have cried at my work. When I posted the personal demons, I cried for two reasons: the release of doing it and getting it done and having to show it.

    Good work Tita (Hawaiian for Sister).

    Lee

  318. LASSAL,

    You just made me feel something different from Perpignan, so close, so full, so meaningful. Great snapshots, sensitive story and a beautiful view. Thanks, really!

    You’re great!!!

    Ana

  319. ALL

    My website is done!!! Please watch it and give your thoughts about the few photos!
    (only 10 pictures, i will add later)

    LASSAL
    I watched to your Perpignan story, it’s great! I like the DAH editing part.

  320. Jean,

    Love the second picture, with the blue. On some I find the floor distracting, did you try shooting from a low angle to lose it?

    The navigation from the front “dance is nothing but grace” page to the photo pages is fairly difficult to spot (and drops off the bottom of my monitor so I have to scroll down to find it, monitor is 768 pixels height). Its probably worth making sure the website does’nt say “untitled document” in its name, its a little niggle.

  321. david alan harvey

    MIKE…

    i checked out Daily Kos blog…very interesting indeed…while there may only be two people running it, that is one more person than i have…and, they obviously are in the business of running a blog…with advertising to pay for it…in other words, a full time , full on job for both of them i would imagine..

    in the case of our forum here, it is just me with my laptop… and squeezing in as much time as possible between my personal shooting projects, assignments, and a workshop every other month or so..

    there is no desire on my part to earn a living as a pro-blogger…or to solicit advertising etc…

    i will follow some of the suggestions from the Perpignan gang and make some things much simpler…like having all of the assignments easy to see any time on Digital Railroad….but whatever “improvements” i make here, will have to be of the kind that do not take up any more time than i already spend…

    i truly cherish this community….the good vibes that roll around on this site are heartwarming to say the least, and the work being produced as a result will soon be seen in the very best context i can provide…that is the real difference between this forum and others…good photographic work actually “generated” right here and a lot of friendships coming out of it too…

    my suggestion would be that we should enjoy what we have and do the best that we can to keep on enjoying what we have…

    “the grass is always greener” somewhere else for sure…and we should always learn from others…but, let’s tweak this a bit and see where we are at the end of the year…

    stay tuned….

    cheers, david

  322. i think any changes here must be simply to ensure the longevity of both the award and the community..
    a new and easier way of displaying the work would be great.. easy to see and all that.

    would be great to get the low down on how perp peeps see the place and what ideas ‘stuck’.

    went to the hospital yesterday in prep for baby boys dropping.. fantastic.. comfortable.. all that bizz.. i found myself looking around the room as though planning a shoot.. funny.
    the hospital even has a hotel attached for new mothers and partners to relax in the days immediately after..

    this blog is becoming like woodstock.. a virtual city with all of life trauma and joy being laid bare..

  323. DAH

    i know it’s early to ask – do you have any kind of program for workshops in europe over winter / spring?

    gutted to be missing new york.. will be over during may by the looks of it, and will try to drop by..

  324. hey neil..
    that link of work kind of falls into my place photographically i guess..

    you’ve got an eye for it and have a handle on the technical side of shooting in such difficult.. strange.. circumstance.. good one.
    of all the circumstance i’ve snapped in, i think technically the work i have done similar has been the most difficult.. so many congrats..

    all i would say is just keep doing it if you really enjoy it.. keep doing it.. do it to excess.. climb into the jacket and wear it till the cuffs are fraying.. and your sanity is waning.

    if you have the stomach for it.. go for it.

  325. NEIL

    GREAT STUFF!!! What excites me the most are the dance shots inside the club and the ritual/fire shots outside at night. The make-up and busking shots are interesting but not in this context. You’ve got amazingly high energy going on and I like that energy to stay high.

    I’m with David–if you find this captures your passion–and that’s what I see/experience in this body of work–GO FOR IT FULL OUT!!! You’ve obviously got the eye and the b**ls for it!

    Patricia

  326. LASSAL

    I adore your Perpignan photo essay!!! You are such a gifted storyteller…in image and word. Now I REALLY want to be there next year! Regarding the tough images of war and brutality, I’ve been a peace activist for a long time. Seeing such things is deeply disturbing, yes, but oh so necessary. We must SEE the consequences of war before we’ll be willing to work for its abolition. I need to see such work. It feeds my passion for peace.

    Regarding accessibility, the specific info you shared about Horst Faas’ experiences at the Park Hotel is just what I needed to know. I’m going to try to find a way to contact Horst directly. DAH, do you by any chance know his email addy? I’ll try his web site.

    ALL

    Your postings and emails about wheelchair accessibility at Perpignan have been invaluable! Audrey got specific info from the festival organizers and it seems their venues are mostly accessible. Now my concerns are about finding an accessible hotel, toilettes I can use around town, and dealing with the challenges of getting around a very crowded old city with impassable sidewalks and narrow streets made of cobblestones. But I’m NOT giving up! Hopefully we can find ways to make this doable for me next year.

    Patricia

  327. JEAN

    Congratulations on getting your web site up and running! I’m just starting work on such a project myself so admire your determination and follow-through. I love your photos of the dancers, especially the ones that give such a sense of movement. You have a fine eye and an obvious love of dance. I anticipate seeing more of your work.

    Patricia

  328. Here is Patricia,

    Here is the link of the city of Perpignan tourism or we can choose hotels and restaurants accessible to the persons with reduced mobility

    http://www.perpignantourisme.com
    http://www.perpignantourisme.com/page.php?np=62
    http://www.perpignantourisme.com/page.php?np=54
    http://www.perpignantourisme.com/index.php?np=142&lg=UK

    I think that the kyriad hotel is indeed because it is in full center but it is maybe a little bit expensive.
    Kind regards, audrey

  329. David, Patricia, Panos,

    Thankyou for your input. Working with the people in those pictures involved a lot of time, effort and energy. It also involved some photographic compromises. Its good to know the pictures were worth it.

    Patricia,

    If there is a will, there is a way! I love the phrase “passion for peace”.

  330. ok… just went through some of the older comments…
    I fear I missed a lot though …
    And DAH has already came up with a new post …

    JAMES C
    where in England are you? I’ll be in London at beginning of November for two shoots and a birthday party (someplace about 2 hours from there). Maybe there is enough time left for a coffee if you happen to be somewhere near … ?! It would be great!

    BTW, James, while at the Poste in Perp, an editor (was it Times?!) came up to David and outet herself as a regular reader of the blog … Then she said she was looking for photographers in … hope I do not get this wrong now, but I think it was England, and more specifically Wales?! But she mentioned some more regions all up there. And was asking if there were blog-members who were in these regions…. You might want to go back to it and ask David for specifics?? He knew the Lady well.

    Actually, when I think of it, there are a lot of people here where I missed where they are and come from …

    BOB
    just stumbled across your BONES. …. speechless … !!! Most amazing pictures. REALLY amazing … uff…
    Thank you soo much for showing and sharing. And of course thank you for the one “dedicated” to us :))))
    I really wonder how it will look like to have them all next to each other in an exhibition / book …
    As someone mentioned, I think it was Panos: your photos do have an very own look&feel.
    (still did not get my wonderful Giacomelli book … waiting … waiting …)

    Good luck with the grant! :)

    ERICA
    having heard so many stories around and about your shootings & scanning, I am DYING of curiosity to see some of your pictures….!!! Hope you finish soon :))
    Good luck!

    GUI
    I’ll get back to you as soon as I finish my assignments. It takes me a little longer to write in Portuguese nowardays :))
    Thanks so much for localizing the “ã, õ” for me on the mac! Finally no excuses any more! :)
    For further portuguese emails I can contact you via the email on your website, would that be ok?
    BTW I met a slovenian photographer in Perp, who is constantly in Brazil and speaks astonshingly good Portuguese! I’ll try to meet him in Ljubljana at the end of the month.

    JORGE
    the most amazing photos!
    I admit I made a screenshot of them for me :)))
    (I always make screenshots, so I can include the domainname and find things again…)
    Surely you know the works of Sugimoto?

    ERIC …
    just read your “Perpignan Impressions” – and … you made me blush! Thank you for the wonderful time we all had together and I really hope to meet the rest of your family next year, too.
    BTW we will install Tony and the dog (Hunter) at some nice place at the beach next time, which would be another place to meet (for breakfast or so) if the rest of yourgang prefers to stay out of the photo-event.

    So sad to have missed your edit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Really such a shame ………..
    Will you post the new edit on your site?!

  331. ROBERT
    Good light in Buenos Aires! Wish I were there too … Great place.
    Take care with sending things by post. Especially “bulky” things that could arise curiosity … I would go for David B’s suggestion. Or maybe you know someone who could take the films with her/him?
    We often did this kind of courier-service while living in Brazil. The whole community did that. So there was practically always someone travelling to the US or Europe. It was very practical.

    LAURA,
    sorry ,the long other post was for Patricia … do not know why I wrote your name on the top :)
    As Horst Haas speaks German, I just happened to get the whole issue while they were discussing.

    LANCE
    I am still amazed at your rodeo-work. You are almost there! I have never seen David edit so little …
    So the book will be out next year?! :))

    PATRICIA
    I am not finding the link to your new works, I just see everybody commenting … could you post it again for me, please?
    BTW, if you look at the slideshow I posted, you can see some typical streets… And venue places.

    ANNA, GINA, AGA, NEIL, YAN, PIERRE-IVES …
    Slideshowwise:
    I was not taking enough pictures in Perp and so I did not have any with you fully on. So sorry… :(

    ANDREW, CATHY
    :)))))))))))
    Thanks for the sweet comments about my dog ….

    ERIC
    please do not call this an “essay”, it is really just an amout of snaps. I like these little reminders. It would work better if I did some more pictures on site … Glad you liked it.

    No tight edit there, so all of “our” dinner pics and so many of DAH-edit pics are in… Would not be in in an essay of mine…

    That is mainly why I did not show anything there to agencies and editors (I just had an interesting chat with someone from ANI … did I tell about that?? I do not even remember if I have written about it … ) But when I edit my stuff I am never satisfied. So I usually edit everything away. With my own stuff I guess I edit much tighter than DAH would …

    So it is kind of relaxing to do these little snap-impression-slideshows that do not have to be really edited. My main issue with them is to get some sort of a narrative… It is for pure entertainment only. Nothing else.

    CATHY
    yeah … the pigeons. Actually I used them more as a symbol in the slideshow. Almost all of the exhibitions depicted some sort crisis. Often war and other cruelties … So I used this specific pigeon to stand for that, because I did not want to get further into it in the slideshow.
    But I agree to what you said. Actually it is the first time I saw a pigeon like this. I wonder what happened that he did not see the danger.

    ANA
    did you get your portfolio seen by many agencies or just the two you mentioned? What are you planning to do now??
    I felt so sorry for you when you were standing there in Perp seeing you time fleet away.
    That was really soooo bad …

    NEIL
    thanks for the comment on DAH+Baby
    Yeah, one really has the impression he is a master in this kind of things too. It was the first time I saw baby Atlas smile and laugh!

    And…
    great club-pics! I have no experience in this but I think it is quite difficult to do.
    BTW Gursky is just showing some in his style (totale) here in the MMK (Museum der Modernen Kunst) … I think he made 4 pieces around a fancy club here in Frankfurt – and they went right into the museum :)

    PATRICIA
    we will all be there in Perp to help you get around next year! Just try to come early in the week. We stood there from Sunday to Sunday and had the venues more or less for ourselves the first 3 days. Later it became very crowded and it was more difficult to have a good view at the exhibitions. So for you it would be better to be there early and see everything while maybe talking to agencies (if you wish) and meeting people from Wednesday on.

    SIDNEY
    Ich danke Dir ganz herzlich für Deine netten Worte zu meiner kleinen Fotozusammenstellung … :)))))

  332. Patricia wrote: “We must SEE the consequences of war before we’ll be willing to work for its abolition. I need to see such work. It feeds my passion for peace.”

    You’re absolutely right, Patricia. We should not close the eyes if we really wish to make this world a better place than it is.

    Peace,

    Ana

  333. ANA
    did you get your portfolio seen by many agencies or just the two you mentioned? What are you planning to do now??
    I felt so sorry for you when you were standing there in Perp seeing you time fleet away.
    That was really soooo bad …

    LASSAL,

    Yes, I know you felt really sorry and concerned. I really wanted to get some feedback of my work and was kind of sad seeing that there was no time left for it. I’ve been working hard for the last year, left my old life behind, quit a secure job and bet on my big passion: photography. I don’t do photojournalism but just wanted to push myself to show my work and see people’s reaction to it. After all, I just could try to do it on saturday morning and just in two agencies. That’s all. But at least I got an idea of what they look for and what I should try. What am I planning to do now? work harder, finish my last assignment following one of the agencies advices (they said I should send it to them once I finish it) and keep on learning from every single shot.

    Thank you for your concern. By the way, I did not show it to you either!

    Hugs

    Ana

  334. LASSAL
    i really liked your ‘story’ of perpignan! that was very very fun. and for the rodeo work.. well.. i don’t want to rush it.. but i like where we’re headed so far! :)

    BOB
    bob bob bob.. i’m traveling now.. my mom is here in barcelona showing me how to be a trooper.. talk soon amigo.. enjoy yourself and your family..

    abrazos, lance

  335. David,

    You described ‘the feeling’ very well and I am really fond of the text you wrote.
    The results are probably unimportant to Nachman, he granted you the oppertunity and probably was very happy to see another human being take an interest in him and the Hasidics life style. In a more and more individualistic society this seems to become a rarity…
    It would make me smile too.

    The more I photograph the more I realise that photography is becoming less important. To find subject matter you have a genuine interest in is a true blessing. This camera is indeed an excuse to get in, to come close and when I find myself on the inside, when you are getting the freedom to photograph like you wish it ia a true gift of thrust you receive. To feel one of them, if only for a while gives amazing energy!

    Thanks for writing it down in such a clear way…

    Edward

  336. I think I came across your blog via American Photo…I can’t remember now. Either way, I’m so thrilled I did. I would love to see more images from this experience that you witnessed. Indeed this is what photography is all about…I love surprises. Thanks for the inspiration.

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